1st Presentation!!!

today is my 1st presentation when i step in to NilaiUC here! and yeah~~~it's definitely made me very very disappointed on it! guess what??it's worst until i go and complain to my lecturer!! what the hell is going on?? i really don't know what's inside they brain!a pile of shit?? YA!! !definitely a pile of SHIT!!! i do it nicely and perfectly for the slide show then you just don't want to use mine,better used yours one? because of don't have your face inside the photos? so what?! it's true and you all even din care for this presentation right?then why i still need use yours one??!! ciss!! !it's really made me upset and mad!!!

i just feel to kill you all!!!!!!!!!

I DON"T GIVE A DAMN!!!!!!

arrrgghhhh!!!!!!!useless!!brainless!!!!!!!!!!!!

2.32am =X

omg!it's 2.32am now and i'm still blogging,what an amazing thing??==!!urrggghhh!!!just because of my stupid assignment!!!!=[

i'm just pissed off of my group members!!don't tell me teamwork this word please,i think they don't even know what is ''TEAMWORK"!!!!!!!! my leader just told me that tomorrow meet at our school common room on 7.30am and do the slide together!excuse me!our class started on 8.00am you think that's impossible??even me just do the MOST MOST easier one also need to spent my 3 hours to finished it, and you only have 30mins then think that you can do it finish??can!in your dream la!really don't understand that what's inside they brain!arrrgghhh!>

but besides that,i did really have fun with my friends while we taking the photos for our assignment this evening,teehee! :p we took a lot of photos but i think just some we can use it only lo,hahahha!! thanks God i still got this gang of friends when i feels helpless,haha..at least we're helping each other when we need somebody to help,hehe..really cherish so so much,even they just sacrificed their sleeping time to help me up,hahaahaha..really thank you so so much!!!:)

well,when this kind of situation happened,i mean in the middle of the night you haven't go to bed and just listening to the sad song you will definitely suddenly miss home very very very much,and feels to go back!!run away from here!!!urgghh!! and yes!!i miss mummy daddy and sister now!!sobsob:'(

but i'm still Jeefren Chen!!i'm still ah ting,haha!!i should be more stronger and braver!this is just the beginning dude!!the more tough is waiting for me!!jiayou!!!i can do it!!

yes Lord,please give me your strength,power to let me get over all of the things i have to face in my future!!

through Christ i can do it,Amen!!!!!!!!:))

♥♥

Assignments! =[

5pm sharp!!!!

assignments here i comeeeeee!!!!!

may God bless and lead me all the time!!:))

chaosss~~~~^^

♥ 不哭 ♥

起初相信爱的路终点是指向幸福
才会一而再的选择让步
太固执而盲目忘了停下来
心疼自己的无助
无辜你拿手演出终于我可以麻木
从这里分割出两个国度
挥霍多少时间折磨多少痛苦
才累积出的领悟
忍住不哭我要忍住不哭
望向天空不让眼泪流出
抬头看进云深处等待那日出
把故事结束把从前一笔消除
忍住不哭我要忍住不哭
不能认输因为我相信彩虹总跟着薄雾
会带来幸福在下一个叉路
陪我跳全新的舞

:')

Tears Drop :'(

grats!my tears drop down after i came NilaiUC 1month6days!!OMG!!:'(((((

just because of ''这个是什么?'' then i need to paid for RM25!!and i was just left form 40++ in my wallet!!what a freaking stupid noob thing huh???!beside that,not only me..i got 2 friends get this ''amazing'' punishment already!this rule was just set by my lecturer(but just during this lec's class,others not even got this kind of punishment!><),urgghh..what's the point actually?you can give us any other punishment but not this..you should think about those students who got problem in finance..even they parents is trying the best to earn the money just to let their kids come and study here in NilaiUC here..did you ever think about this?i never mean to blame you or what,i knew it's just my fault just speak chinese in the class,but you should just not give us this kind of punishment,hmmph..

so??

I GAIN MY EXPERIENCE ENOUGH!ONE SHOT!!!!>

Happy Father's Day!:))

happy father's day to my beloved daddy!!!!!sorry,I'm not in miri to celebrate with you!!but you're the one that who also can't be replace!!who's also can't be compare with!!!

I LOVE YOU DADDY!!! :)

today woke up around 10am,because 11pm got Sunday service,hehe..but this time i go alone,because jax is go back to miri already la..enjoy your holiday JAX!!:)

as usual started our Sunday service on 11am plus..but this week got a little bit different,hehe!that's David Story will lead us for the worship to God,we sing together..wah,what a wonderful things!:) beside that,he's going to Penang if i not mistaken for the David Story's concert!:) pray that he everything goes smoothly and all the best to him!!!:) hope that next time you can come back to Malaysia and gathering again!:) and finally i bought the Davis Story necklace,haha..love it!:)

after that,just now 5pm went to play Frisbee with all the friends that come from oversea and of course some of my church members,hehe..had fun with you all!!:)

ok,stop here...going to do my revision..tomorrow class from 2pm til 5pm..pray that everything goes well!Amen!:) God bless!!:)

Stress :'(

it's been 3 weeks i didn't update for my blog..even i'm here already 1 month but i still didn't write any about my Uni life and how's going on in my Uni here,haha..It's busy all the time actually,even got the free time also just sitting on my chair stick with my lappy,hahaX) after all the orientation night settled down then i felt free and enjoy my Uni life,just go to classes as usual..:)

BUT!

That's just a beginning as i said,that's a lot of things i have to do and settled behind this!!!

1st!our class time table!it's sucks!because some classes is combine with Culinary Art students,some Tourism and Degree in Hospitality and Tourism if not wrong,so all the time table was clash!!even i get my time table when i registered,but it's just a rubbish you know?!useless

!!== all cannot use!what for you still want gave it to us?even we also blur with the time table..some of them still need to Add and Drop Subject!how mess is this??i hate this kind of things,because this kind of things should get it all done and perfect before the new intake students come in,not when we all go to the classes then you just said ''come!all sit down!we discuss for the time table!'' i was shocked like'what?discuss time table?since already been set it done why still need to discuss and arrange lagi?'' what the hack is that?? im just so confuse when we all discuss all this thingy==!! it's lame and really made me speechless,aiks...

2nd,our classes started since last week..there still have so many regulations and rules,urrgghh..everyday Hotel management student MUST wear formal!OMG!no jeans,no t shirt,no slippers,no scandal, and so on..i just hate wear formal man!and the sad part is the t shirt and jeans that i brought from miri all is useless!!all cannot wear during the class!arrgghhh!!!really beh tahan!beside that,we still need to make up on every Monday,wthack!i really hate it,plus i don't know how to make up dude!==! aiks..what to do??face it again,even u don't know you also have to do it,if not she will kick you out of her class==!!!and!!!finally i bought my Professional Cooking book cost me RM175!!)(*(*&^%$#@#$%^&*(!!!!this really kill me man!!totally kill me to the max!RM175 i can eat many foods or buy many daily use,urggh!!>< but WHAT TO DO???arrgghh!!still got many things behind that,bah!lazy to talk about it,just will made me emo and worry==!emo about the money,worry about that on the next seconds those lecturer will ask us to buy what==!!walau,it's killing me man!!=X

as time foes by,more and more things is starting annoyed me,i hate this! I feel very stress and tired now,i feel very very very beh song and so whatever!many many things i need to prepare,write,search!it's been busy like hell!already get my 3 assignments!OMG!!this is what our call UNI LIFE dude!urggh!=X

well,stop here..lazy to type anymore,hahaha!:p there's more and more things i want to say but next time then,teehee!!

chaos~~:)

♥ Song In My Heart ♥

There's a song in my heart
A praise to my King
Who first love me?
You first love me!

In my darkness You came
With the love that could say
You light up my world
You're the light of the world


Singing holy is the Lord
Worthy of all praise
You are worthy
You are worthy

With one voice we will sing
As we lift up our King
Bringing glory to You
Bringing glory to You

We will stand and proclaim
How great is Your name
You light up my world
You're the light of the world

Join with the heavens
Sing with the angels
And all creation
We will praise You

♥♥

5th day! :)

well,today is my 5th day in KL here..im sitting in the room dating with my lappy:) jaxling is sleeping now cus she's just so tired plus last night she slept late for do her revision,hehe..

the 5th day i live in KL,what's the feeling?i don't know,just like normal maybe?hmmph..met lots of friends here but all is jax's friends lo,hahaha..really nice to see you all ya^^

Monday did settled my room thingy..thanks God it's very near with jaxling,same floor,4th floor,pfffff.. i should get used to it,because im gonna walk the staircase everyday in my future,gosshh~~good!good for health,lol!:p

1st day!! -Nilai Uni-

yeap,i'm at KL-Nilai Uni now,gosh!!i still can't believe that i'm here and sitting in Jax's room then online updated my bloggie now,gosh!!everything is just too fast for me!then now already arrived KL!! gosh gosh!! how fast are this??=OOO

this morning slept on 2am plus then woke up on 4am..actually still think that no need sleep la,just online watch drama or whatever wait until 5am then straight go to airport check in..but,my eyes can't handle anymore then force myself to sleep,hehe! thanks God that woke up on 4am,done prepared up almost 5am then daddy and mummy bring me to airport..and guess what?leeting and wanrou is at the airport!OMG!!!!! i never think about that,because last night still asked them don't go and meet me at airport,if not!!!!!my tears just drop like a noob man!LOL!! but they two didn't listen pun,but i'm still felt happy when i saw you two la,really thank you very much for accompany me until me checked in,and of course daddy and mummy! don't even dare to hug them up just scared the tears lost control,OMO!OMO!after that force myself to stop the tears man!and yes!i did it,just a little tears drop down,hehe!:') because i'm just not willing to say goodbye to them~~T_T

1st time leave miri by myself and is sit in the aeroplane alone,gosh..the feelings is weird to the max,but what to do,aiks...2 hours 15 mins in the plane doing nothing but listen to my mp3..thanks God and the aunt sit beside me is very friendly,and do chit chat for a while,hehe..nice to meet you aunt!have a safe trip to Taiwan with your family ya^^

arrived KL around 8.30am..1st time went to KLIA so just walk through the long long corridor like a nerd just to reclaim my luggage,duhhhh!!!! luckily is i didn't take time waiting for my luggage,when i reached the place of reclaim luggage straight saw my big luggage,yoohooo!!no need stand there and wait,such a good lucky,and thanks God,because i know that is You be with me and lead me all the time!! :)

after that walk through the big door and saw Jaxling!wah!!didn't meet her since chinese new year until now,hahha!hugs!! after that go back to Nilai-uni and 1st friend i get to know after i reached KL is CJ(erm,actually i don't know how to spell her name)hahah!!glad to met you here!!!after that go back to jax's room..hmmph,not bad,very clean and i like it,hehe..because jax is too tired plus last night didn't sleep well so she decided sleep for one hour then bring me go out buy something daily use that i need it, and of course her friends..beside that,i get know three more friends of Jax,hahhahh!!nice to meet you all! :) you all are just very friendly! :)

came back to uni around 6plus pm,hehe..go out for whole afternoon today,hehe..and finally bought all the things that i need,thanks God :)

after that ah fen called us in webcam through that msn,hehe! chit chat with mum and dad of course my aunt uncle and my grandma!heheheh!! i miss you all la!!hmmph :') pa and ma must take good care when i'm not in miri oh,and of course all my family and friends! i love you all! :)

okie,it's time to sleep!i'm very tired man!!yesterday just slept for 2 hours then i use almost all my body energy for today and it's ''negative'' already i think,lol..

k la,only this all that i face when i 1st day reached Nilai Uni,hehe!! thank you to Jax la!she did help me lotssssssssssssss today man!without her i think all the things is hard to settle down,hehe..once again thank you jax!muacks!! :)

tomorrow-2nd day! i know there is more and more challenges,exciting is coming..but no matter what happen i believe that God is be with us always and always,Amen! good night all!! sleep tight! :)

OMG!!!!

guess what?called jax just now and what i get?!
i have to go KL on this Saturday???HOW FAST are this??OMG!!!
i can't accept this but i have to accept this!!
gosh gosh!!i found that i got many things that i haven't settle it!those document i have to bring,certified and bla!gosh!!i should list it down!!!!T_T
i left three more days to go then there will my new beginning again!!
new environment new friends new things!!OMG!!!!!!!!!!
I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE THIS BUT I HAVE TO!!!!
pray to God that i will packing my luggage good and don't miss up anything i should bring!!!!!!!

who says? :)

I wouldn't wanna be anybody else
You made me insecure
Told me I wasn’t good enough
But who are you to judge
When you’re a diamond in the rough
I’m sure you got some things
You’d like to change about yourself
But when it comes to me
I wouldn’t want to be anybody else

Na na na
Na na na

I’m no beauty queen
I’m just beautiful me

Na na na
Na na na

You’ve got every right
To a beautiful life
C'mon

Who says
Who says you’re not perfect
Who says you’re not worth it
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting
Trust me
That’s the price of beauty
Who says you’re not pretty
Who says you’re not beautiful
Who says

It’s such a funny thing
How nothing’s funny when it’s you
You tell ‘em what you mean
But they keep whiting out the truth
It’s like a work of art
That never gets to see the light
Keep you beneath the stars
Won’t let you touch the sky

Who says
Who says you’re not start potential
Who says you’re not presidential
Who says you can’t be in movies
Listen to me, listen to me
Who says you don’t pass the test
Who says you can’t be the best
Who said, who said
Won’t you tell me who said that
Yeah, oh

Who says
Who says you’re not perfect
Who says you’re not worth it
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting
Trust me
That’s the price of beauty
Who says you’re not pretty
Who says you’re not beautiful

WHO SAYS??? :)

Aloha :)

12.41 am now,I'm tired but just not willing go to bed and sleep!LOL!and guess what???I cut my hair again!!teehee!!!flat!finally!not bad la,like it,hehe :)
just viewed my friend's blog,woah~felt that she always updated her bloggie leh,felt good,because I'm the one always lazy to updated my blog la,urghhh!
well,recently spent my time with doing nothing,gosh..more question poked out in my mind again,the question that should i book my flight ticket?if i arrived my Uni earlier that 21May is that any place for me to sleep,or should i go on 21May?apuh~~my brain is getting sot==!!..
wah.....i really have to get used to all of this kind of problems,because when i go to KL study more problem more difficult things the test is waiting for me and i have to faced it and settled up by myself,purrfff!
how hard are this Lord? but just like ah ning jie told me,before You gave me all the test sure you already knew that I can settled up myself and learn to me more mature,learn how to grown up through out all the things that you test me,Amen..i believe in You,with You,everything is possible..even we're not the good one not the perfect one but You still love we all, together with us all the time,til the world end :)
okie,i think is should go to bed and sleep!tomorrow have to wake up early and go breakfast with Stephane Chen!!!!!bahahahaha :p
good night world,sleep tight!
God blesses :)

POSTED!!

finally!!finally!!finally i posted my application form to Nilai University today!!!pfffff!!finally done!

but i knew this just a beginning,in my future still got many things i have to face!!

but so what?this is what we always called LIFE right???anyway,i'll try my best to do it!!

gambateh!!and i knew that!believe in Him,nothing is impossible!Amen!:)

it's 3am :p

it's 3am now,and guess what??
i'm still online watching Nikita!omg!!i love Maggie Q la,she's hot and sexy!!!i love her body man!!slim somemore muscle a little bit,gosh!!envy la!><

Saturday :)

guess what??meeyee and ah wan today suddenly came my house and asked me go out,apuh!!and the worst is the car already stopped at front of my house,i still don't know,lol!!at the same time all my aunty,uncle and cousin asked me ''eh ting,that's your friend's car ah?'' then i straight run to the window and have a look,then?!OMG!!mee yee and ah wan already reached my house then even didn't inform me??apuh!!!actually ah wan got text me la,but me at living room then my phone is in my room lo,sien!!!really shocked!!then straight get myself prepared up in 5mins,deng==!!!
after that went to Citrus for our tea time ice cream,lol:p then just kept chit chat this and that,here and there,who and who,hahaha!!times to kepo-ing lagi norh,hahahha!!after that went to Esplanet beach lo,just sit there continue chit chat lo,never end up our topic,hahaha!around 5pm plus then we started walking to the beach and the sea..wah,felt very nice la,long time didn't play til so high already la huh,hahah!!and of course we took some photos,hehe!waiting for meeyee's upload,teehee!!hope that all photos will be ok lo,i look noob in those photos== pfffffff,whatever!
anyway,had fun with ah wan and meeyee today la,hehe!!waiting for those photos uploaded by meeyee!:p
bubbai^^

thanks GOD! !:)

thanks God!!my friend's things settled up!!!phewww!!!
thank you Lord,i know that you're always be with us,help us!!!muacksss!!!!
=)

Thursday!

thursday again~~let's us welcome friday!hehe!:p
well,for me still the same lo,because i've spent my time everyday at home bah,if last month maybe i still very happy about it because saturday no need work,lol..but now,for me still the same,because me everyday stay at home do whatever i like!teehee!:p
chat with my sister just now,felt that she very stressed about her working stuff..be strong jie,i know you can over come it,one years more,i know you can do it well..jiayou!muackss!:)

Wednesday :)

hmmph,another Wednesday again..
waiting for my drama now,it's loading,hehe!the line are just go slow and lag!urgghhhh =X
today doing nothing at home again,hmmph..just kept watched movie and drama,it's boring so except this i have nothing to do,pffffff!
my study stuff,still hang over there,duhh!!headache!!someone please rescue me,but i know there's no one answer me==!!
listen to the Jay Chou's old song just now,wah....many of the memories flash back into my mind again and again..especially when i was primary 6,wah!!!year 2004!!i'm just still in primary 6,woohoo!!always sing Jay Chou's song together with my friends!!wah!!such a happy moment that we had spent together friends!!miss you all la!!nowadays all separate,hmmph!!!wish that one day we all can reunion again!!!big big big reunion!!=)
okie,times to go back my drama again,hehe!chaos~~=)

well,i'm thinking what should i write now,hehe:p

not that much i guess,because i stay at home whole day neh,didn't go out..just stay at home watch my Harry Potter,lol!too boring man~~plus raining,so lazy go out also la,stay at home much more better,hehe:p this is what lazy people always did,lalalalalala~~

okie~~continue my movie~~~chaos~~:p