tiffany get sick T_T

ohno!!my little cutie tiffany is get sick now!!how come??she even don't want drink the milk,don't want eat the medicine..when gave her the medicine she cried nehs!!all people so worry about her ah..especially she mummy,haihz..my mummy very worry about her too..tried so many way to give tiffany eat medicine,but??FAILED!!sigh~~ and she don't want drink the milk!!even she very hungry she also don't wan drink!because yesterday she mummy put the medicine inside the milk,force she drink..so now when tiffany saw that milk felt scared already ler,don't want drink..haihz..
may God bless her..hope she can recover soon!!then she no more eat medicine,no more cry!!

@#$%^&*()*&^%

sao arrrrrrr!!!!!!i am damn f**king angry now!!!!!if you want scold me then scold la!!but don't misunderstand what i mean ok!!!!!think clearly!!!!!! arrrrrrgggggghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! @#$%^&*&^%$#$%^&*(*&^%$#$%^&*(*&^&*(

T_______________T

today is my chinese exam,and!!!i want cry!!!the question is very hard for me!!T_T and the essay,i totally out of point..how come??haihz..my chinese will failed this time!sure!!T_T i told daddy just now,he said if u get a bad result better than no need go take for chinese exam in spm la..T_T haihz...even fail me also will take for chinese exam la,plus i like chinese too mah..if really fail then i feels sorry to my teacher yong T_T haihz...she sure feel very disappointment to me..T_T
tomorrow is my seni,more cham!!me very stupid in drawing de nehs..even ah fen already taught me then the butterfly still cacat ler,haihz...God!!help me please!!T_T hope that tomorrow my butterfly won't be cacat,sigh~ hope i really can use that 3 hours to draw a pic that can accept,haihz..WON"T CACAT!!!!!!
beside that,my mum told me a big news today!!!my mum's brother will come back from England and come to miri on 29 november!!ohman!!!i never see him because when me was small eh already go England =.=! suddenly said that want come to miri ler,haihz..feels so stranger ler =.=! nevermind la,i never see him before,haha XD he stay at miri for few days then go to kk!!then we all meet at kk 4 december!!yahoo!!!and my sis too!!yipeeee!!!last,welcome my uncle came back from England!!!^^ hope you can live here well,cause malaysia is damn hot!!!!hehe^^

argh!!how to draw????? =X

2am already,but i haven't sleep yet..sobsobz....i still try my best to draw my cacat butterfly..ah fen!!i want die liao la!!i not dare to see the butterfly that i draw and the flower too!!T_T but me got draw a bit la,is curi maklumat from you de..sowie worr ah fen,you don't angry oh ^^ i know you very good de,hehe!!you can't blame me also o,i already practise draw the butterfly that you draw to me many time liao,buttttttt..still the same,draw like kns ler =.=! sure fail..haihz.....then the colour ler??gosh!!i hate seni!!!grrrrrrrr~~~~~

i draw like this izzit got marks??T_____T

SURE FAILED!!!!!!!!T________________T

just like normal =)

hmmp..today woke up 10am..cause mummy said that want go to bekenu looking for durian..haha XD still remember that what i said before??i want keep fit!!but??all out of my mind!!hahas!!so bo bian lo,followed parents go liao..
inside the car is very boring ler,then i felt sleepy again..ohman!i just woke up ler..so take out my mp3 listen music..ji boring yi xia de lo =s after around one hour then reached!yahoo!!waseh!!sooooo many durian ler..but all is yellow colour de!!thats good!!i more like yellow colour de durian than green colour de durian,hehe..the tatse is damn nice!!delicious!!^^ daddy bought many yellow durian..and mummy got bought rambutan too!!my favorite!!the rambutan is very very very nice!!!omg!i damn like it!!!=0 around 12 o'clock then go back to miri..
yay!reached home,so online a while,then??felt sleepy again then go sleep lo..almost 5pm mummy wake me up again..said that want go ah fen house,hoho!!then daddy bring durian for them..so ate dinner at ah fen house too,hehe..then we all watch the million star together..so happy^^
10++pm,mummy said want go back le..so bo bian lo,go back home le,hehe^^ so thats all for today la..continue tomorrow bah..chaozzzzz ^^

happy time =)

today i spend whole afternoon at my grandma house and also is ah fen's house,hehe..because ah fen live together with my grandma mah =) i followed ah fen's mum go her house almost 1pm++..plus today is saturday then all my aunt sure go there chit-chatting,saturday meeting..haha!!!every saturday sure got meeting at my grandma house,hoho!!then??you can heard they all discuss what,kepo what..haha!!can get many news too =p but my little niece-tiffany is very cham lo..cause my aunt they all talk in very loud de voice ler!!is very very loud nehs..but tiffany still can sleep ler,sat qin!may be she already feel normal liao,hehe..beside that!!!afternoon me and ah fen sang together in meetoto!!!hahas!!!oh man!!first time ler,but felt ok la hehe..we sang ''给我一首歌的时间'' hoho!!my favorite songgggggg!!!!but at the back spoil liao!!!!cause my aunt!!we haven't finish sing ler,then she suddenly said ''spm liao still singing here!!'' deng!!! and is using very loud de voice hoh!!oh man!!sat qin!!plus we 2 forgot to cover the microphone =.=!and we two kept laugh ler..dunno the people in meetoto got hear it or not,haha!!but never mind la,we sang for fun too,haha^^ i give 70/100 for me and ah fen,even we sang till very weird,very cham..but first time mah,hahas!!next time jiayou jiayou =p
by the way,today i help my cousin created two new blog..one is for kai shing and one is for ah fen,hehe..hope they two can update everyday ya^^ so ting!!you must start write o..ah fen now also start already nehs..so you must too!!haha..oh ya!!around 6pm,jessica came!!yahoo!!!them me,ah fen and jess used ah fen's laptop took many photos!!funny de,noob de,normal de,crazy de and more more more,haha!!so fun nehs..but!!!the worse is i didn't take any photos from ah fen's laptop!!haihz...T__T hope next time i can get it and post up here..hoho^^ but never mind,i go grabbed from ah fen's blog,just only one,better than don't have la,right??sowie oh ah fen!!hahaha!!=p
k la,stop here..nothing to write already,hehe!!tatazzzz ^^

ah fen,jess and me..see!!the love shape,hoho!!!!!

FAT!!!!!!!!!! I WANT KEEP FIT!!!!!!

help me!!!!me became very very fat already!!!this few days daddy kept bought durian nehs!!but durian is my favorite la!!i can't stop to eat ler!!!i ate many many many of durian!!today my breakfast is durian lagi,haihz..T__T
SO!!!starting now i want keep fit!!!keep fit!!!keep fit!!!next month still want go KK to attend my cousin's wedding arh!!!i can't be fat nehs!!!haihz!!every time me said want keep fit,but at last sure failed,sobsobzz..i really can't handle ler,when i saw something is very nice,very delicious!!oh man!!then what keep fit things all will automatic run out of my brain!!gosh!!can't control!! @#$%^&*()&%# so wish me good luck!!!wish me really can control la!!!wish me all fatty oil run away from me!!!!!=p and wish me SUCCESS!!!!!!!

grrrr~~~~

oh man!!!im damn boring now!!T__T nothing to do nehs..should i go study now??next week is my chinese exam..gosh!!the teacher totally didn't spot for us nehs..study perdagangan???oh man..lazy nehs..haihz..just sit at home goyang kaki only mer??sienz......
yipeeeeee!!!my little cute tiffany(niece) is woke up now..wau!!just 3.18pm nehs..so early woke up...haha..stop here,wanna go play with my little niece..hoho!!chaozzzzz~ =p

boring =X

didn't write my blog last night,hehe..last night i go out ate my dinner..you know my dad go where ate??oh man!!he go open air =s because of what??because he want go to eat chicken porridge,my dad said that stall just open at night only nehs..but i very scared go that place la..so many mouse,many cockroach and somethings very weird la..so gross man!!haihz..but what can i do??just follow lo..my dad ordered 3 chicken porridge and 1 mee..actually me first time ate that chicken porridge and that mee..damn nice,lucky me got follow,hahas..if not sure regret!!so nice la!!!yummy!!delicious!!!as least don't let me see the things will make me feel gross then ok la!!haha XD

chicken porridge and the mee..damn nice!!^^

p/s:LAO agau!!i posted jor!!hahas XD

sienz =X

haihz..sienz si!!tomorrow still wan wake up early go school meet with my teacher!!tired..plus my friends all like don't want go nehs..just wen kai and lau confirm that got go..what ever la,hope me tomorrow can wake up and go school..i really don't know how to draw ler,hope teacher tomorrow won't ''boom'' me XD
ohya!just now i found out a new online game,no need to download what what what la..just register then can play already..actually i don't know is new game or not la,but for me is new de la cause i never play mah,haha!!the game called gaia,may be la..website is www.gaiaonline.com check it out!!me already register and play,but i don't know how to play,very blur..still learning,lols...so friends,go try it..may be you will fall in love in this game,hahas..but if you know how to play then teach me hoh!!hahas..because i think now me won't have time to touch in games lo,cause my mum!!she said spm now can't play online games..sienz..online can la,chat with friends lorh,haihz..so??sigh~~wait me finish my exam bah!!i will go back to my games life again!!hoho XD my maple!!me long time didn't play already,haihz..all my friends sure tot me lost already,lols...never mind!!!wait me ya!!!i will be back soon!!!XD

yeah!!!

yahoo!!!today 3.15pm finished my exam so early,yay!!then i can off already!!off one week i think??then continue exam again..haihz..my chinese lo,very worry about my chinese ler..my teacher totally no spot for us ler..sao arr..sobsobz...but actually me seldom go for chinese class too,lazy mah..hahas!!if fail cham lo!!haihz..STOP!!stop to think about my exam!!grrrrr....
now i wan relax!!hoho!!and can online till late late!!if me not sleepy la..hoho!!

hohoho!!my 50th post!!

this is my 50th posted!!hoho!!and also is the most short one =.=! anyway hope i can continue the post till many many and many!!and now is 4.05am T_T i woke up early to study my science T_T and i curi curi blogging here,mummy still sleeping..hoohoo XD k,i wan go study le!!wish me good luck ya!!and all my friends too,jiayou jiayou^^ may God bless us always..have a nice day ya^^ byes~

happy birthday to Tiffany!!! ^_^

yesterday is her birthday but i wrote today,hehe..cause last night when i came back home kinda tired,after bath straight go sleep jor so.......hehe.!!anyway,happy birthday to Tiffany!!she is my tang jie's daughter,celebrate for her 1 years old birthday!!she's so cute!!but very naughty too!! XD and the worst is i didn't take any photo for the birthday baby!!!sobsobz..never mind, i go ask for my cousin!!she used camera sure got took!!and is took many!!hahas..once again,wish my little cute Tiffany happy birthday ya!!must be guai guai and kuai gao zhan da!!^^

~外套~

我早该知道 你只是偶尔的需要

习惯了你的味道 挡风成了我的骄傲

每个心跳 开始都计算不到

难道给我的回报 只是陪你在他的怀抱

做你的外套 只能穿梭你的外表

听到你对他的撒娇 可笑的是我没资格计较

做你的外套 拥抱著却不被拥抱

我是谁你知不知道 怎能随便穿上又换掉

我能拥有什么 答案早就明瞭 学会哭也能笑

怎么不听劝告 怎么不被想要

还在为你效劳 会不会疯掉

做你的外套 只能穿梭你的外表

听到你对他的撒娇 可笑的是我没资格计较

做你的外套 拥抱著却不被拥抱

我是谁你知不知道 怎能随便穿上又换掉

我能拥有什么 答案早就明瞭 学会哭也能笑

怎么不听劝告 怎么不被想要

还在为你效劳 你知不知道

做你的外套 只能穿梭你的外表

听到你对他的撒娇 可笑的是我没资格计较

做你的外套 拥抱著却不被拥抱

我是谁你知不知道 怎能随便穿上又换掉

omg!!!!! =X

omg!!!!!omg!!!!!!my hand phone!!!!!i left it in my papa car!!then my uncle borrow the car to fetch my grandma go clinic!!!!then???my hand phone!!!!!!T_T damn!!!hope that ah fen remember help me to keep it!!if not i don't dare to think that my papa's car safe or not..cause my hand phone just put on the cushion don't know got people broke the mirror and take it or not,lols!!!plus my hand phone just put like that didn't cover by anything ler,sao arr..haihz..
yipeee!!!!!!!!!!!ah fen called me just now!!!!she help me kept it already!!yahoo!!!thank God!!thanks ya ah fen!!!^^

TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!T_T

hey!!i'm back!!3 days didn't write my blog,cause me started exam!!!this three days me almost die!!!!!!because spm!!!monday is bm1&2 and sejarah 1,tuesday is bi1&2 and sejarah 2 then today is maths!!!!!hate maths!!!!and all subject for me is hard!!!!T_T especially maths!!and my sejarah too!!when i open the exam paper me already feel dizzy @_@ and today i do my maths also!!damn hard!!may be for other student not la,but for me is 100% hard!!T_T haihz..but me felt happy today too!!hoho^^ cause me can off 3 days,3 days to rest..yahoo!!this few days sleep at 8pm then 3am woke up do my revision ler,so cham!!want see my bedroom became how??

saw it??my books!!hahas..saw the plastic on the floor??that's snack!!for me and my cousin when our feel sleepy then go eat lor!! XD

haihz..then finally starting today until sunday can off jor!!yipeeeee!!!but still can't very enjoy too,cause next monday is science ler,have to study too.,haihz..whatever!now i wan rest rest rest rest!!!waseh..sound like already finish my spm ler,hahas XD hmmp..don't want talk about my exam again..^^
talk about today!today me go Ng Siang Hap with ah fen,aiwen,ai sze jie and her husband..we go bought the things that prepare to make sushi!!hoho!!because this sunday is my tiffany(my cousin daughter-ai sze jie) birthday!!she's cute!!celebrate for 1 years old,yahoo!!sure many people..then today me bought ASSAM again..go try it!!that's nice!!i think is RM2.40!!hoho!!see!!the pic that i took =p

ASSAM!!

go try it!!!! XD

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after go Ng Siang Hap we next station is SESCO!!haha!!cause my cousin want pay the electric bill mah,hehe..then me,ah fen and aiwen is very boring inside the car nehs..then??took pic!!!hahass!!don't laught when u saw it..XD

(1st)look at aiwen,white..(2nd)looks at ah fen,middle,not black not white..look at me!!BLACK!!hahas!!did u saw me or not??

guess who this two people????? XD

hoho!!it's normal now!! =)

that's all for today bah,tired jor!!hehe..byes =)

*photos*

that's me on the stage when i get my prize..too small =.=!















me and ah fen!!

















me and wan rou..this time we 2 no PEACE anymore XD




















me and lee ting..*smile* ^^















with ting too,but she looks like want sleep nehs,haha!!^^ but nice..















me and sebastian(head boy) look at the teeth,so white already sebastian!!^^















me and amelian(head girl),she is friendly ^^















me and kai chi,best friend forever!!*V*




















me and sie lik!!he is funny!!talk with him sure happy!!look!he so cute right??hehe^^















me and chow khang!!be friend with him started from primary school till now!!^^ he is funny too!!!talk with him can laugh til pengsan XD















me and ah yian..see!!he is cool now!!!(before)




















deng!!totally changed!!!hoho!!(after)















me with joyce!!hehe..




















xin you,me,ah fen!!i like this photo very much!!all smile!!! =) but just me and ah fen peace only ler,xin you?where is your peace??hoho...



















wan rou,me,chow khang..me in the middle,hoho!!chow khang!!look here la!!!why u look at other side??





















me and teacher sharuhliza..my english teacher,she is a good teacher and very friendly..love her so much ^^
















me and cikgu Chalton..he is our school's Penolong Kanan hal Ehwal Murid..he is cute now,but sometime is very............you know i know la,right..hahas!!all josephian sure know ^^




**that's all for my photos..hehe..will miss you all very much!!and to all my friends!!our spm is coming soon..next tuesday!!two more days!!!all my friends jia you ya!!!all the best to you all!!may God bless us til the end of this super duper big exam!!!chiong!!!!!!!!!!!**

haihz T_T

my friend,she get hurt again..my heart very pain saw her like that,want cry..i don't how to help her..just try my best to comfort her..hope she don't be so sad,everything will pass..forget about him!!!forget that no use de people!!he will regret de!!!!!!! so friend,you must try your best to forget about it!!!may be for you now is very hard,but i believe that one day you will be strong,be brave!!!!!so jiayou!!u can do it!!you still got friends mah,right??we will always beside you de..jia you!!!!!

HATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

y?y?y?y?y?y me always do the same mistake?????already know that's a mistake why still do it???arghhhhhhhhh~!!!!!!!!!hate myself!!i sure that i will regret,sure!!!and my SPM is coming soon!!!left 3 days!!then i still do the same mistake!!!sure regret!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

神木与瞳－草戒指

再见说在额头 原来泪也会痛

倒流心中怎麼麻醉也没用

深呼吸一分鐘 爱突然的词穷

你狠狠甩开我沉默的手彷彿就剧终

草戒指在手中 像句点的沉默 woo..

明天 以后 爱变成了问候

爱不爱都痛 我以為我懂

最后你要自由 woo..

忘了温柔要套在手中

到最后 该不该回头

如果我开口 爱继续往前走 woo..

幸福听著分开的藉口

再见说在额头 原来泪也会痛

倒流心中怎麼麻醉也没用

深呼吸一分鐘 爱突然的词穷

你狠狠甩开我沉默的手彷彿就剧终

草戒指在手中 像句点的沉默 woo..

明天 以后 爱变成了问候

爱不爱都痛 我以為我懂

最后你要自由 woo..

忘了温柔要套在手中

到最后 该不该回头

如果我开口 爱继续往前走 woo..

幸福听著分开的藉口

爱不爱都痛 我以為我懂

最后你要自由 woo..

忘了温柔要套在手中

到最后 该不该回头

如果我开口 爱继续往前走 woo..

幸福听著分开的藉口

草戒指套在谁的手中

finally!!!!! =)

today woke up early prepare go to dewan suara,cause today is my school Majlis Graduasi Pelajar Tingkatan 5,2008..hoho..so happy,finally!!!!i graduated from SMK St Joseph Miri,hehe.. and also meant that me already finished my life in secondary school,hoho!!happy ^^ but i think i will miss all my friends..hehe^^

and today also is a very meaningful day for me..because today me is a prize student also,hoho..cause i get the Anugerah Cemerlang 5 stars(His Excellency Bishop's Award),so happy..but i also don't know why i can get this prize..all the student get in this prize i think almost is 70++ people la,if nt wrong XD anyway,thanks all of the teachers,hehe..plus today i'm the 1st one go to the stage to get the prize,so nervous man!so scare..but thank God,everything is smoothly =) plus today those who get the Anugerah Cemerlang 5 Star got wear gown..i felt like me already graduated from university,haha..think too much already,paiseh paiseh.. now lets see the photo that i took..but just three only..no time to take =.=! other in my friend's camera..haihz...

p/s:today i get my jay chou new album's poster!!!yay!!!me get shocked also nehs..another good present for me today,yipeeeee^^ but i still want thanks the customer la..i think my friends together with me just now will know how i get it and is free one!hoho!!ao happy =)

when i wear the gown,so big!

with my mummy,my mum's hair looks so weird,haha!!

this is my 5 stars Award's prize

get this book when me reaced dewan suara,all stuents got..

that blue one is my cern and other one is free gift pen for all form 5 student..

good news =) & bad news =(

yahooo!!!good news!!!today daddy came back from hospital already!!thanks God everything is good..yay!now daddy just need more rest,and recover like before!full of energy,power!! =p
but today got bad news also T_T this morning when i talking with my friend at outside class corridor,suddenly i heard that wan rou called me..said that aiwen find me,but in my mind aiwen now should at school ler..next?i saw her sister!!gosh!when i saw her suddenly in my mind think about is my dad!!!!what happen with my dad???izzit he ok now?? T_T then i straight leave my friend and rushed to my cousin sister there,she told me that bring her go to see my teacher cause i must go back home now..omg!!then???she told me that my bekenu relative passed away this morning cause accident!!!!omgggggggg!!!!!!!!still remember that i ever posted that i go bekenu before?and go my relative house??that aunt passed away this morning!!!!i can't believe it!!!!!!i don't want!!why???!!!that aunt treated people is very good very friendly very nice..last last week still have fun with her,still can see the smile from her face..why today this can happened?i can't have fun with her anymore,can't see the smile from her face forever again T_T but she will remain in our heart forever and ever..i pray that may God bless her family always,be strong..and my aunt,May Your Soul Rest In Peace..

=(

除了担心还是担心，爸爸的身体又判断出另外的问题了.. T_T 希望爸爸能快点康复,一切都会没事的..may God bless daddy always and will recover soon..T_T

说好的幸福呢-周杰伦

你的绘画凌乱着 在这个时刻

我想起喷泉旁的白鸽 甜蜜散乱了

情绪莫名的拉扯 我还爱你呐

伴你断断续续唱着歌 假装没事了

时间过了走了 爱情面临选择

你冷了却了我哭了

一开始的不快乐 你用卡片拭写着

有些爱只给到这真的痛了

怎麽了 你累了 说好的 幸福呐

我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦淹了

开心与不开心 一一叙说着 你在不舍

那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得

你不等了 说好的幸福呐

我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了

只是回忆的音乐和还旋转着

要怎么停呢............