~GoodBye My Love~
当时我没话可说
两眼无神脑空白
那消息实在来得太快
也可能是我自己太冲动
误解你对这友情的期待
爱情像是一场戏
我 这齣是个悲剧
没演完就有这样的结局
或许是我真的不懂爱情
我还能怪谁 只好怪自己
Goodbye my love
我 都明白 虽然无奈
还是要看得开
Goodbye my love my love
Goodbye my love
短暂的爱
或 许十年又一天
你才会珍惜这一段爱
你不会明白我心有多痛
心里好痛
Goodbye my love
Well Why does this always happen
I guess it was over before it begin or perhaps
It was never meant to be
只好在今天 Goodbye
先说 Goodbye 我都明白
虽然无奈 还是要看得开
Goodbye my love 不想分开 ~短暂的爱~
或许十年又一天 你才会珍惜我
我 的爱

how to describe my feeling now?it's hard..i just get 10000% shocked when i saw it..feel to cry?i guess so,aiks..even i haven't prepare done myself to see those things i don't want..i know one day it really will happen,but i really din expect that's too fast to come..this news it's really made me sad made me moody.. but thanks for those who comfort me just now,thanks for the caring..and friend!finally i knew your feeling..it's really really hard to accept all this freaking news!!T_T finally i knew!!!
beside that,one thing i felt glad also..that's i'm starting learn how to driving today,thank God..everything is going smoothly,=)
and i don't know what should i say again...i really not in mood,feel very down...
i hope all this can get away from me,please..i do really wish that...='(

yay!!i'm just so excited now man!!hahas!because tomorrow is my 1st day learn how to driving,haha..kinda happy but a bit worry and nervous too..scare masuk longkang later,lol!hope everything is going smoothly..may God bless me!!=D
beside that,today my streamyx sot again,adui...called to 100 then told me system down and do what repair what lagi,aiks..but thank God now is ok..then now me starting tomorrow my streamyx is ok or not liao,gosh~~
awww!!my pc is kinda lag now,ushhh...!sienz!
so stop here bah!wish me luck tomorrow,=))
chaos~night!sweetdreams!
may God bless us always!=)

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just feel moody suddenly?yeah~i guess so,so i came and blogging here,aiks..really long time i din go think about 'it' again,thank God,i really do it and almost success,hahas=) but even sometime still think about it,but no more sad!teehee!this is the good things to me!=) i do really appreciated it very much,really..even i hope that it will be the good ending,but..it's hard right?so...what to do?this is what our call LIFE=) just be stronger and braver face all the things..then you will realize that everything is easy and it's going smoothly=) okie,stop talking about craps,hehe=)
well,today my face is very worst man~~just because of the freaking PIMPLES!!i hate it so much..then now my face is full of ''red polka dots''!=.=!and it's very pain and!ugly!!i still want face my customer de nehs,aiks..whatever!wish that can recover soon and!!pimples get away from me please~~hmmm!!
beside that,two things made me crazy and happy recently!hahaha!!that's my parents is going to KK 2April-5April!!yeah!!then i stay at Miri,yahoo!!!i'm going to be crazy soooooonnnnnn!!!i'm the queen of the world!!muahahhaa!!=D another one is i'm going to start learn how to driving on this Wednesday!!yahooo!!!yipeee!!!!yayyy!!kinda happy!!!but i feel nervous too,hahaXD hope that everything will be ok and my shi fu won't get heart attack!choii~~~~=DD
anyway,i really feel good recently..always gathering with my old friends,that's really made me very enjoy,realax,and happy..sometime we laugh til out of control!sometime we talking loud!sometime we act stupid!but!we all enjoy it!hahaha!!wish the happiness is always be with you all!!smile always,be happy everyday!!=))

~我们一直都在~
我是一字一言一标点
有了才能书写传送的诗篇
我是一草一木一庭院
有了我才能渲染都市的画面

我是一砖一瓦一楼台
有了我才能见证历史和未来
我是一河一江一湖海
有了我才能和世界融洽无间

我们一直都在
在每个需要的期待
小小的板块拼出了如画的精彩

我们一直都在
在创造梦想的时代
万千双手共同托起缤纷绚烂的舞台

yay!!finally i done for listen engine at Senadin there!yayyyyyy!!!!kinda happy happy!hoho!!my shi fu told me this Wednesday can start learn already neh,gosh~~nervous man!my 1st time to touch the car,i mean DRIVE!haha=DD even i never try to touch the steering or what,haha!!so this coming Wednesday!!!excited!!hahaa!!!!pray to God that everything will be ok=))
well,i'm gonna sleep early tonight??hehe..because this morning me woke up at 5.30am lerT_T just because of want to go listen engine la..although after me came back home got take a nap,haha=DD but still feel not enough ler,lol!!so might be sleep early tonight?hehe..hope so!plus!i have to work tomorrow!no more off day!!because me today already take leave liao neh,so tomorrow i'm gonna replace it back,hmm..
k la,stop here..night!sweet dreams ya^^
chaos~~=))
God bless=))

my finger is injured again=.=!shoot!!what the......just because of the stupid bookshelf!!arghh!!!then used plaster for two days already nehs..aiks..

well,my sis tomorrow morning flight go back to Penang!again!time really flies fast,hmm..and i'm worry my sis this few days..she's in pain,aiks..and today fever againT_T pray to God,wish that she can recover soon=) and i'm gonna miss her so so much!!T_T miss the moment we sot together,crazy together,kepo kepo together,lols!!anyway,wish her all the best and may God bless her always!love you sis!!muaks!!=))

~没那么简单~
沒那麼簡單 就能找到聊得來的伴
尤其是在 看過了那麼多的背叛
總是不安 只好強悍
誰謀殺了我的 浪漫

沒那麼簡單 就能去愛 別的全不看
變的實際 也許好也許壞 各一半
不愛孤單 一 久 也習慣
不用擔心誰 也不用被誰管

感覺快樂就忙東忙西
感覺累了就放空自己
別人說的話 隨便聽一聽 自己做決定

不想擁有太多 情緒
一杯紅酒 配電影
在週末晚上 關上了手機
舒服窩在 沙發裡

相愛沒有那麼容易 每個人有他的脾氣
過了愛作夢的年紀 轟轟烈烈不如平靜
幸福沒有那麼容易 才會特別讓人著迷
什麼都不懂的年紀
曾經 最掏心
所以 最開心
曾經

spam!
spam!!
spam!!!
spam!!!!!
spam!!!!!!
spam!!!!!!!
i want go to Taiwan!
i want go to Taiwan!!
i want go to Taiwan!!!
i want go to Taiwan!!!!
i want go to Taiwan!!!!!
i want go to Taiwan!!!!!!
i want go to Taiwan!!!!!!!
so ENVIOUS you guys la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
='(
='(

~分手需要练习~

谈起关於你的话题
终於可以不用缺席
甚至还表现得不再关心
从前你是伤的痕迹
现在不过是场回忆
忽远忽近

我怕的是低潮来袭
这城市哪里够隐密
藏住我突然想哭的情绪
宁愿失去斗志勇气
好过和你冷战推挤
这样谁输得起

原来分手是需要练习的
等时间久了会变勇敢的
你慢慢出走我渐渐放手
这不就是我们要的自由

原来分手是需要练习的
等伤口好了会变轻松的
海阔天空不残留一点痛
回头看怕懦弱往前走怕坠落
但我一定能学会
在想你的时候不难过

love this so muchieeeee=)
♥

it's kinda angry now!argghh!!!how to use the Nero burner??omg!i totally don't know how to use!!yish!!spoil my 2 cd!!oh shoot!!!wait ah fen come back miri sure i want ask her to teach me!!!argh!!tomorrow i have to go buy the blank cd again=.=!!sao!!used window media also can't!!$#$*&^%#&^%*(^&$^&!!!!!!!!sienz!!=XX
well,didn't update my blog this few days,hehe..because it's busy go out with my sister!guess what??my sister came back miri and even didn't tell me and my parents too!!omg!when she go my working place find me,me really get shocked lo!!gosh!shocked for few seconds!lols!when i saw her face still think that ''how come this girls damn looks like my sis?'' i know this is stupid question!haha!!!!!then how know it's real one ler,my sista!!!she's back!!then even din tell us,apuhhh~~~~big big big surprise!lols!!anyway,happy that she's back!hahas!really miss her so much!hehe=) but i'm worrying her now..she went to Columbia Asia just now..checked for her body,she felt very uncomfortable since yesterday till now T_T pray to God,hope she's fine..=))
okay,stop here..nothing much to say..
may God bless us always=)
night,sweetdreams=) chaos~~

hmm..it's 1.05am now,haha!just now went lim teh with my all crazy funny friends!lol!laugh so much,talk so much and crazy so much too!!haha!really miss the moment la!this is the 1st time lim teh with them after i graduated!lol!how sad are this??well,hope that i got chance to gathering with them again,haha!!really have fun with them la..friends,thanks for being my friends..appreciated so much=) wish you all the best and God bless=)

~I Got You~

A place to crash
I got you
No need to ask
I got you
Just get on the phone
I got you
Come and pick you up if I have to
What's weird about it
Is we're right at the end
And mad about it
Just figured it out in my head
I'm proud to say
I got you

Go ahead and say goodbye
I'll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry
I'll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better for worse
I got you
I got you

Ain't falling a part, or bitter
Let's be bigger than that and remember
The cooling outdoor when you're all alone
We'll go on surviving
No drama, no need for a show
Just wanna say
I got you

Go ahead and say goodbye
I'll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry
I'll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better for worse
I got you
Go ahead and say goodbye
I'll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry
I'll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better for worse
I got you

'Cause this is love and life
And nothing we can both control
And if it don't feel right
You're not losing me by letting me know

A place to crash
I got you
No need to ask
I got you

yeah~~~yipee~~~yahoo!hahaha!!finally i passed my law!!hoho!!43/50 la..not very nice lo the result..but at least passed!hohoho=PP thank God=)) feel so nervous man!!when i reached the place that i took the exam,gosh!!!scare me!!but finally i get passed!hohoho=PP thanks the support from my friends too^^ hehe=) so now??get ready to listen engine?lol!i guess soo,hmmm!!wish that i won't do it at the last minutes just like my law test!phew!!the feeling is very bad,hmm..so plan to listen engine this Saturday??don't know!!hahah!!!=PP anyway,will try my best,haha=))
stop here,nothing much to say..haha=)
good night,sweetdreams=)
God bless always=)

~礼物~
终于可以在今天划上句点
一整夜翻阅过去画面
快想不起我们为何会诀别
只看到那双你送的鞋

走 一步又一步
我才发现绕了个圈
走了好几年又回到原点

你送的礼物会不会太特别
毫不避讳那不安的传言
但渐行渐远习惯到没感觉
难道你早想让我走远

你送的礼物在此刻好体贴
陪我回忆把过往走一遍
穿了这些年难免会有污点

就像每段爱总会有终点

i want to get it as soon as possible!!don't try to scold me again!!!feel sad you know??T_T
='(

~爱不简单~
David Tao say 愛很簡單 但我卻看不穿
唱了一百遍 還不明白 我該怎麼辦
他們說愛情是個難關 怎麼那麼難
要錢 要帥 要討你喜歡 要笑話講不完

愛從不簡單 該怎麼辦
我已用一生交換
只要你喜歡 不管有多難
拼了命為你弄來
該怎麼辦 你不簡單 但我就愛

五月天 say I love you無望 我聽得好心酸
聽了一百遍還不明白 我該怎麼辦
我們的愛是一個難關 我獨自闖關
成功 失敗 都由你把關 所以才那麼難


愛從不簡單 該怎麼辦
我已用一生交換
只要你喜歡 不管有多難
拼了命為你弄來
該怎么辦 你不簡單 但我就愛

成功 失敗 都由你把關 所以才那麼難

愛從不簡單 該怎麼辦
我已用一生交換
只要你喜歡 不管有多難
拼了命為你弄來
該怎麼辦 你不簡單 但我就愛

~你为什么说谎~

這次我走開 再沒有話要說出來
我不想再期待走下去 還能多精彩
我不瞭解你怎能心安
也抓不住你的倔強
可是我知道你 你為什麼說謊

你說你還在 一分一秒也沒走開
我想留在這裏 可是這一切已太晚
我不能再像從前一樣
為我們的明天瘋狂
你不必解釋 你為什麼說謊

你不能說我沒有愛過 說我沒等過難過
我也想說 也許能重來我卻還是沉默
你一直問我的心到底在不在
問我怎能不遺憾就丟失愛
而我的淚 怎麼就流下來

你說你還在 一分一秒也沒走開
　
我想留在這裏 可是這一切已太晚
我不能再像從前一樣
為我們的明天瘋狂
你不必解釋 你為什麼說謊

你不能說我沒有愛過 說我沒等過難過
我也想說 也許能重來我卻還是沉默
你一直問我的心到底在不在
問我怎能不遺憾就丟失愛
而我的淚 怎麼就流下來

你不能說我沒有愛過 說我沒等過難過
我也想說 也許能重來我卻還是沉默
你一直問我的心到底在不在
問我怎能不遺憾就丟失愛
而我的淚 怎麼就流下來

你一直問我的心到底在不在
問我怎能不遺憾就丟失愛
而我的淚 怎麼就流下來

this two song i love it so much!!=)♥

feel not very good today,aiks..already feel very uncomfortable this few days and finally...today started fever and!vomit lagi!shoot!!i hate the feeling so so much!!T_T i don't want to get sick please..sobsobT_T
beside that,i called my shi fu today,will having my law test this Thursday!omg!!wish me luck guys!=))i'm damn nervous man!plus must correct 42 question and above ler,if fail??pay yourself and test again!shoot!pay for rm30 ler?scare!but i will prepare the rm30 1st cause i feel that i will fail on this 1st law exam!!sobsob!even me on the way add oil and force myself to memorize all the freaking rules and bla bla bla..wish that i won't forget about it!gosh!!scare!!T_T pray to God,give me strength and confident please..i need it very much!Amen=) well,jiayou bah!!=)
well,i think i'm sot,crazy today=.=!viewed the photos just now..so many things flash back again??lol..i think so gua..but i'm not that stupid again,haha=DD happy that i can do it..it will be 100% ok soon!haha=D jiayou bah!if i saw your car won't feel to cry la,hahahhaa!!feel that so stupid?yeah~ i think so,=DDD anyway,all this will be history soon~~happy,good memories will always in my heart but the sad,bad memories will be erase all soon!hoho=))
anyway,wish all the best bah ya^^
stop here,night!sweetdreams=))
tata~~=DDD

beautiful Sunday=)

wah,a beautiful Sunday!=) woke up around 10am,well..my dad woke me up this morning actually=.=!!when i'm still sleeping then he suddenly knock my window and shout TING!!!=.=!!aduhhh..really get shocked lo!!still said that he cannot come in house cause the keys is lost=.=!apuh!!then straight asked me go what drawer find what plastic bag=.=!!excuse me daddy,i'm still in blur ler@_@ then straight go to find for him then give it to him through window,lol!!what a funny things?haha=DD after that he go out again so me plan that want continue sleep norhs,but!can't ler,aiks..so woke up lo..then??what to do??online and FB lo,hahaha=DD nothing i can do again,aiks..then??started to watch my drama!!!hoho!!so from morning i watch my drama(就想赖着你) til now,lols..episode 1 to 10!yeah~~left 18 of episode i have to watch,hmm..such a nice drama for me,and funny too,haha!!well,enjoy very much just now..plus!mum and dad all go out,left me alone at home!!yipeee!!!so nice!!do whatever i like and the point is nobody bother me!!yeah!=DDhaha..really wish that me can everyday enjoy like this,lols=PP
awww,mummy called me just now..asked me tell daddy that go ai sze jie's house for dinner,erm..should i go boh?but i lazy ler,plus i hope that can watch my drama lagi?aiks..k la,stop here..gonna go discuss with my daddy now,haha=DD
bubbai^^

~latest~
hahas=DD

just finished bath!phew!feel freshhh,haha=) today work til 7pm nehs,after that mum and dad fetch me up went for dinner..went to Pujut again,aiks..miri very small one nehs,no more place to go,lol..finished dinner on 8pm plus then daddy fetch ''you che he'' lagi norh,haha..cause me really long time din go ''you che he'' already bah,hahas=P
between,my friend!!he passed the law test!and the worst is i haven't go for the test yet!!omg!!some more i'm still studying about the law book,aduhai...i scare that me fail ler=.=!even i haven't go for the test yet,aiks..whatever la,will try my best to do it and memorize it,hmmm..jiayou=)
beside that,yesterday went parkson for movie nehs,watch Alice In The Wonderland=) hahas!not bad,at least not that much boring la,it's ok for me lo,hehe!and hoh!!!actually i want watch Robert Pattinson's movie-Remember Me de nehs!!!but but but!!the movie is at Hall 3!!gosh!!i hate mouse so much!yaks!=XX then change the aim to 72 Tenants Of Prosperity lo,but!!more worst!Hall 4,goosshhh!!it's very worst man!then no more choice liao lo!finally decided go Wonderland With Alice la,lols!!and,jess got called me today,asked that when free hang out together watch the movie of Edward!hahaha!SURE JESS!!sure got the time we hang out together,hahas=DDDDD
and tomorrow!ai sze jie is moving to her new house!well,wish her all the best la=) and i think i din go la,cause go there nothing to do also,plus!if i want to go i have to wake up early,gosh!i only left Sunday can sleep and please don't try to disturb me on SUNDAY MORNING!!!except i wake up myself go for church,hahas=DD thanks for the co-operation,haha=PP
fine,stop here la,nothing to say anymore..good night,sweetdreams^^
may God bless always,chaos~=)

well,it's Thursday today,hmmm..but still the same!it's a hot hot hot day!!even got rain for a while today,3 mins?15 mins?still the same la!HOT!!!

today doing nothing at working there also neh,growing mushroom sooooonnnn=D my cousin plan that tomorrow go Parkson for movie nehs,hmm..but i still think that want go or not ler,because one of my working staff is absent tomorrow,hmmm!!if can't find then i have to replace that staff!grrrrr!!sienx!='(

ok fine,stop the topic!i'm going to sleep liao,haha..
good night,sweetdreams..
may God bless us always..
=)

~no more you~
Just one look in the mirror
And I know I don't look the same being alone
I don't walk the same without you on my arm, I lost my charm
I don't know how I made it before
Cause you are my future for sure
And now that it's over I don't know how I'm gonna get by

With no more you
What am I gonna do?
with no more you
To see me through,
with no more you
What am I gonna do?
with no more you
Can't believe there's no more you

I look at my passenger side
And there's nobody to ride with me for life
It feels like the end, I lost my friend
I can't sleep at night,
Because your side ain't occupied
The hurt in my eyes, won't go away
I'm in so much pain

With no more you
What am I gonna do?
there's no more you
To see me through,
with no more you
What am I gonna do?
there's no more you
Can't believe there's no more you

Don't know if I can make it or not
Everybody sees that I'm going through a lot
It's hard being alone,
When you used to be on top
Call for you, there's no more you
I stop for a minute then I pinch myself
I can't believe I'm here by myself
I can't do anything without your help
Call for you, there's no more you

well,long time din update my bloggie liao neh..some more my blog is growing mushroom,haha=PP hmm..recently really lazy update my blog lo,plus no more special things happen lagi nehs..but!!the reason i came and blogging today is i CUT my hair jor!!!hohoho!!my friends all not believe ler!but it's TRUE!!i cut my hair short!!!!no more long hair already=) and!i like it so much la,hahas=) luckily din regret lo,haha..my friends said nice also nehs..i wish that can cut more short,but i scare cannot tie it la,alang alang later,hmm..well,showed here the photo that i took bah!hahahha=DD

~我爱他~
他的輕狂留在 某一節車廂
地下鐵裡的風 比回憶還重
整座城市一直等著我
有一段感情還在漂泊

對他唯一遺憾 是分手那天
我奔騰的眼淚 都停不下來
若那一刻重來 我不哭
讓他知道我可以很好

*我愛他 轟轟烈烈最瘋狂
我的夢 狠狠碎過卻不會忘
曾為他 相信明天就是未來
情節有多壞 都不肯醒來

我愛他 跌跌撞撞到絕望
我的心 深深傷過卻不會忘
我和他 不再屬於這個地方
最初的天堂 最終的荒唐*

如果還有遺憾 又怎麼樣呢
傷了痛了懂了 就能好了嗎
曾經依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

我愛他 轟轟烈烈最瘋狂
我的夢 狠狠碎過卻不會忘
逃不開 愛越深越互相傷害
越深的依賴 越多的空白
該怎麼去愛


如果還有遺憾 是分手那天
我奔騰的眼淚 都停不下來
若那一刻重來 我不哭
讓他知道我可以很好

feel to cry suddenly,when saw your carrrrrr!!
sobsob!!!
='((