[告别了-2008!!!]--[迎接新的一年吧-2009!!!] =)

哇塞!!!一转眼2008年又要告别了!!只剩下2008年最后一天了..时间过的真快,比火箭还快..不知不觉中,我也完成了我的中学生涯..也要谢谢那些一路陪我走过来的朋友,你们都会永远的留在我的心中!!!=) 在这2008年里我做了什么呢?往往会问自己在这年头里做了什么??是否真的有像自己所想的那样呢??是否有达成自己所定下的目标呢??是否做了有意义的事呢??这时就会有很多的问题盘旋在我的脑海里了,可是到最后答案还是''零''对吧??唉........就这样浪费了一年,结果在这2008年里头我还是什么都没做,什么都没完成就这样过了一年..唯一完成的应该就是我的学业吧..很悲哀对吧??我的人生会这样继续吗?到我生命的终点时,我的人生还会是一片空白吗??我也不知道我的未来将会如何,也不知道自己该往那去..继续读书吗?还是找份工作??有时真的觉得很彷徨很无助,真的很想大声哭出来..现在的我真的很努力的在寻找下一个的目标,也许找到的会是好的,也许找到的会是坏的..但有时也不敢给自己太大的希望,因为希望越大失望就越大!!出来的结果很可能是很难去接授,很难去荷负的..但不管如何我都会很努力很勇敢的去面对,不会轻易的就屈服放弃!!!因为我不希望到我生命的终点时,我的人生还是有如一张空白的白纸!!!是希望那张白纸上涂满了五颜六色,色彩缤纷的图案,没有一丝的空缭..所谓''天下无难事,只怕有心人'',只要肯努力,一定会成功的!!!加油吧!!!!嘻嘻=) 这也是我进入人生的另一个阶段,另一个新的开始,也是我完成高中生涯所面对的第一个问题,我会尽我最大的努力去面对,去寻找属于我的天空!!!!=) 希望我的朋友也一样噢!!加油!!!=P

过了今晚的十二点我们就真的告别2008年了,迎接新的一年-2009年!!哇!!又是新的一年,新的开始..在这2009新的一年里,对我来说也是一个有意义的一年..因为这是我完成高中生涯毕业之后的第一年!!也会有一个全新的我!!全新的生活!!全新的打算!!全新的开始!!旧的不去新的不来,过去不好的,坏的,不开心的都会过去,都会从我的脑海里抹掉!!但好的,开心的,值得回忆的,我都会永远的埋藏在心里,永远都不会被忘记!!!=) 尤其是我的朋友!!在我的生活里,如果没有朋友,再好的生活也会变的没有意义!!所以朋友们!!我爱你=P 新的一年里我要有什么打算,什么新的目标呢??在新的一年里,当然也还是希望有新的开始啦!!我希望在新的一年里可以找到我要的目标,完成它..也希望在新的一年里可以学到更多的东西,让自己过的更充实更积极更有意义!!寻找到属于自己的一片天空=) 不要再白白的浪费时间了,要知道时间过了永远都不可能再回头,所以要好好的利用,珍惜..不要让自己后悔噢!在新的一年里,我也会好好的计划,嘻嘻=) 除此之外,也不想让我的家里人感到失望..所以不管再怎样的困难,辛苦我都会尽我最大的力量去面对,克服!!也会以开心乐观的心情去迎接每一个新的明天^^ 朋友们也要加油啊!!!

把眼光看的更远,你会发现更多更美好的东西!!!=)

haihz......................

already 1.30am++ me still can't sleep,sigh~ this few days feel very boring,and very very no mood,feel likes want cry already T_T ..why become like this??!!i don't want!!!i hate the feeling like that!!!!this few days kept stay at home,nothing to do..almost everyday woke up 12noon++ then continue watch my drama again,6pm go working..now my life everyday like this,so bored!!somebody help me!!i wan die already T_T
want go out but can't..every time want go out sure got problem stuck me then make me can't go out again..like yesterday,i want go meet with ah ting at boulevard,but mummy was sleeping,then???can't go la!!!then today after me woke up asked mummy go shopping,then???answer me what you know??''i got lots of things TO do'' haihz... mum,now me every night working then where got time go out at night???the time me can go out only at afternoon only ar,after that want go working again!!now me everyday stay at home want die already you know???!!!even just 12nn until 5pm,me already want crazy!!!!even me find many drama to watch!!!!every time me asked you go out sure can't de,when i just can go out???plus now me and ah ting got working also,she one week just off one day only,can't always go out together liao,haihz..i want crazy liao!!!! T_________________________________________T


CRAZYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BOREDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NO MOODDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T_____________________________T

happy birthday to my cutie ah fen =P

today is my cutie cousin-ah fen's birthday!!!!hohohoho!!!wish her all dreams come true and happy always..ah fen,turn to 17 years old liao worr..big liao o,haha!!anyway,wish you all the best ya,happy everyday,and leng lui everyday,hahaha =P may God bless you always ya^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AH FEN!!!=)

happy birthday to my lovely mummy^^

happy birthday mum!!actually is 26Dec la,but me now 1am just wrote here,so already pass..sorry mum,hehe!!anyway,i will always be your good girl,good daughter,wakaka^^ wish you happy everyday ya^^ and always is the most beautiful mummy in this world,hehe =P
by the way,today felt tired when i'm working..many customer,haihz..serve til want pengsan,sigh~ hmmp,nothing to wrote ler,cause everyday stay at home,woke up 11am++ then watch drama til 5pm++ then go work..everyday same like that,boring right?? =.=! nothing special la..so nothing so much to write too,everyday same things,hehe!!plus now so miss all my friends ler..and now is holiday,friends already go work,go for trip and bla bla bla..so no time to hang out too,haihz...wish you all the best ya,and take care ya^^hope next time we got time to hang out..plus don't want always stay at home,later become crazy,grow mushroom!!!haha!!! =P
ohya!!lau agau pass her law already,gratz!faster go listen engine la!!i wait you come and fetch me!!hoho!!wait you arh!!!=P

jingle bell jingel bell =P

hmmp,1st wish you all merry christmas and wish you all dreams come true^^ just woke up,last night sleep very late,hehe..almost 3am??tee hee!!christmas day felt very bored nehs...didn't go out with friends,friends have to go work and me too,haihz..even christmas eve me also didn't go out celebrate ler,what a boring christmas eve,sigh~ anyway,once again wish you all merry christmas ya^^ and have a nice day =)
opps,seems like want rain already worr,you all remember bring umbrella oh,haha!!see!!too boring then wrote stupid things =.=!! anyway,have a nice day!!and take care ya^^ tata~~=)

merry christmas!!hohoho!!!=)

merry christmas to all of you!!but me no present give you oh,hahas xD hope santa claus come my house!!hoho then me got present lorr^^ xD just now daddy and mummy go church,me no go ler..sobsobzz..cause me working nehs,haihz..at church sure feel very warm,all gathering and wish each other merry christmas..wah,i love that feeling,so warm..hehe^^ hope you all have a same feeling too =)
anyway,here wish you all merry christmas and happy new year ya^^ wish you all the best and may God also be with you!!^^



MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL OF YOU!!!^^

1st day-[work]

just came back from work =P phew!!so fresh after bath =P today is my 1st day working,6pm to 10pm..erm,ok for me la..because before got work at there mah,so still ok for me lo,hehe!!may God bless =P
hmmp,today still is a boring day for me,sigh~ last night sleep 3am++ so today woke up 12nn,haha xD then last night when i'm watching drama still kena mummy scold ler =.=! cause me watch til too late already..she suddenly open my door without knock ler,get shock!=.=! then said ''jiang an liao hai mei you shui jiao???kuai dian gei wo qu shui jiao!!'' deng!! so 3.30am straight go sleep,lols xD mum,next time knock my door please konck my door ya..don't scare me again,plus at night lagi =.=!i will pengsan if you continue like that,hahas!!=P
opps,i want go continue my korea drama liao,hoho!!tata~have a sweet dreams ya^^ night =)

**capture capture** [continue] =P

this is my mum's family,my uncle and aunt =)


my aunt,sista and me!!=)

karen jie jie,sista and me too=)

mum???what are you laughing o??hahas!!my mum is kinda HAPPY!!because can meet with her sister and brother^^ especially my uncle came back from England,because they 2 13 years didn't meet with each other nehs T_T so now is her happy time!!yipee!!*peace* =)

my mum,my lovely uncle that came back from England!!he looks gentle right??and my mum face also got a bit same with him nehs,you realize that??tee hee!!=)he's always a very good uncle in my heart!!so miss him T_T hope he fine there ya^^ and my aunt sit beside my mum =)


woo!!with my dad,mum,sista and also my uncle my cousin..*smile* =)


see my agau sista??hahas!!this photo took at [1 Borneo]..when shopping also can took photo,gek dao xia!beside her wearing blue colour cloth is my aunt and at the back is my uncle wearing red shirt,haha!!=P




hmmp,that's all for now la..got one can't upload ler,don't know why =.=! if my cousin send me again then i just post up here la!!hehe^^ this all sweet,happy memory will always in my heart!!love you all my aunt,my uncle!!take care ya^^ may God bless you all always =)

no title~ =P

hmmp,felt boring so came and blogging here..last night jax intro me a nice song sang by [王力宏],called [心跳]..really is a nice love song^^ and also [你不是真正的快乐] sang by [五月天],i very like the lyric,got posted up just now,go see bah =P and is ah ting intro me de^^ is a very nice song too,got a bit sad..but i love it so much!!must go hear!!!nice song is always promote here!!hahas xD
and today i didn't eat my breakfast,didn't eat my lunch too!!tee hee!!keep fit??no la!i don't like to eat fried mee and mee hoon mah..then kept ate snack lo,haha!!eat Loacker biscuit and Lay's keropok that bought by my sista!!ohya!!want thanks my cousin-karen jie jie at KK =) because today she sent me the photos that i took when my cousin wedding dinner at KK..got my aunt my uncle and also my cousin at KK,hehe!!if later NOT lazy or free then i will post up here!hehe =P by the way,so miss my uncle at England nehs..hope he fine there,may God bless him and all the best..
so end up here la,if can continue later lo..hehe!!chaoz~ =)

~nice song~ =)

[心跳-王力宏]

想跟我吵架 我没那么无聊

不懂得道歉 我没那么聪明

好想要回到我们的塬点

你又在哭泣 我给不了安慰

我又在摇头 有那么点后悔

爱情的发展已难以回头却无法往前走

但身不由己出现在胸口

两颗心能塞几个问号

爱让我们流多少眼泪

你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳

你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳

逆转时光到一开始 能不能给一秒

等着哪一天你也想起

那悬在记忆中的美好

[你不是真正的快乐]

[五月天]
人群中哭着 你只想变成透明的颜色

你再也不会梦或痛或心动了

你已经决定了 你已经决定了

你静静忍着 紧紧把昨天在拳心握着

而回忆越是甜就是越伤人

越是在手心留下密密麻麻深深浅浅的刀割

你不是真正的快乐

你的笑只是你穿的保护色

你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了

把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳

这世界笑了 于是你合群的一起笑了

当生存是规则 不是你的选择

于是你含着眼泪飘飘荡荡跌跌撞撞地走着

你不是真正的快乐

你的笑只是你穿的保护色

你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了

把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳

你不是真正的快乐

你的伤从不肯完全的愈合

我站在你左侧 却像隔着银河

难道就真的抱着遗憾一直到老了 然后才后悔着

你值得真正的快乐

你应该脱下你穿的保护色

为什么失去了 还要被惩罚呢

能不能就让悲伤全部结束在此刻

重新开始活着

back from gathering =)

phew!!!back from grandma house,ate so so many!!haha xD reached grandma house almost 7pm lurr,so??we are LATE =.=! when we reached they all my anut and uncle member already at there lor,hehe..so soli for the late =P by the way,me ate ''tang yuan'' again,haha!!ate how many i don't know ler,forget to count liao!!hahas..and!!that ''tang yuan'' still got love shape de ler,gek dao!ah fen??u made de har??but only 2 nia la,one me ate jor and another one is ah sheng ate i think!!!hahas!!i got took that love shape ''tang yuan'' de photos,show you later..and after we all finished our dinner,aunt all kept chit-chatting at the back then uncle all sit at front of tv watching badminton competition,everyday watch de =.=!haha!!may be my uncle want be the next one of ''lee chong wei'' lols!!!!xD then me and cousin all start play games lo,like kids =.=! haha!!but very fun de nehs!!=) see~~~the photos that my cousin took!!then me just bluetooth get it la,hahaha!!!because me busy playing my game ma,hehehehe!!thanks ya jax!=)

see!!love shape de ''tang yuan'',haha!!xD

yummy!!!!=)

see!!we are playing the game now,can find me??blur abit,hehe @_@

hoho!!we all play this kind of game,haha!!that's why i said like kids lo..haha!! =P

then almost 9pm all aunt said ''hui jia liao'' =.=! then we said ''jiang zao???!!!!'' bo bian lo,we not driver mah =.=! zzzzzzzzzzzzzz so??guai guai go back lo!!haha!!hope next time we gathering can play til late late =P erm..i think the next gathering is chinese new year gua??hahahaha!!!yay!!so excited!!chinese new year i'm coming!!wait me ya!!=P deng!!merry christmas also haven't ler =.=! hahahahahaha =P

yay!!got gathering with my family today=)

as you can see my title,yap!today got gathering with my whole family at night!!waseh!!so happy!!long time didn't gathering with my whole family lo!!so excited!!wait me ya!!by the way,you all eat ''tang yuan'' already mah??me already ate 28 ball of ''tang yuan'' lurr =0 many ler,hahas!!still count lagi =.=!
hmmp so bored ler,so i came to blogging here =) i haven't continue my Korea drama nehs..but before that i have to finish my novel first,hehe!!yesterday went to boulevard bought 2 novel spend my RM1........... shhhhh!can't tell you!!hahas =P
k la,want continue my novel lurr..bye bye!!ohya!!wish you all ''冬至快乐''..have a nice day ya!!=)

boring day~~~~~=X

another boring day!!haihz..so bored at home!!someone help me???sigh~ around 2pm went to Bak Kut Tea..kept chit-chatting til 7pm++,hahas!!better at home mah!!right?at home me also sit at front of my loving computer onli =p later dad and mum nag me again,hehe!!so went to Bak Kut Tea lo!and now there is employ people now,plan that want go work at there ler..many friends at there mah,because form 1 and 2 me got work at there..so far now is no people go interview la so plan that want go nehs,hehe!!plus now is holiday mah,if not really want everyday stay at home??keep eat and sleep??become PIG lo =.=! so may be will go,hehe!!friends!!go there find me ya!!location at pelita there!!i will serve you if you come!haha^^
hmmp,and wanrou created a new blog!!yipee!!*peace* gratz!!wanrou,just use it..write anything you think,you want!!then you will realize that created a blog for ur own is very good one..can everyday write what you done,what you think,where you go,good de,bad de and many many,just like ur daily,hehe!!let people know more about you!!so keep it up ya^^ jiayou!!wanrou!!jiayou!!!!!!
just now went to boulevard,saw my aunt-xiao shu mu and my cousin-ah ying jie..and my aunt told me that she sister want employ a clerk for her working place too..no experience is accepted,finish form 5 and above accepted,working time is Monday til Friday only and bla bla bla..seem like very good neh!!hehe xD and the salary too!!hahas!!!xD but i scare that me can't handle it nehs,plus first time be clerk ler =.=! so must think clearly!!haha=)
and today is a bad day for me!!!you know why??!!!my tummy is very very painful!!!one month one time!!!!even me already eat the medicine still the same!!!grrrr~~~~i think only girls know the feeling!!!!!T_T haihz~~ k la,stop here..want continue my novel already,hahas!!!chaoz~~~~~~~~

phew!!!!!

hey jax!i posted up already,finally!!phew!but just a bit nia la,haha..so hard to posted up nehs,other wait my cousin at KK send to me then just post up here..hehe!!today woke up early follow dad and mum go ate breakfast..then go fetch tiffany,then go back home again..then???sit at front of my computer lo,continue my movie..hahas!!!=p kk,stop here..wan go watch my Korea drama,tataz.......have a nice day ya =)

finally!!!xD

this pic i took when at Lawas 2nd day *pasar tamu*
1st time go Lawas neh =.=!


















my mum,my aunt and aiwen-peace lagi!!hahas..
















this is my uncle's chick!!haha!!cute!!but i not dare to touch it =.=!





















this is the gift when i attended to my cousin wedding,inside is a small cake~





















this is the dinner menu,saw it very cute so took it!!hehe^^






















my loving sista and me!!!^^meet with her at KK..happy time~~^^





















my sista lorr!!hahas..she's white!!then me is black =.=!





















is me!!!face looks like bu suang ler..hahas!!!=P





















my loving sista and my loving daddy!!hehe^^





















this is the 1st shopping complex that i go!!called [1 Borneo] and this shoppoing complex just open last month or...don't know la..just know that is just open de la,hehe!!and very far from my aunt's house too,go there almost want half hour i think =.=! inside this shopping complex all is branded all things is very expensive nehs!!and also can find many things that no sell in Miri..haihz,spend many $$$$$$$$$$$$$ T_T and i want thanks my loving sista too..she bought many things for me!!thanks sis!!muaks!!=) this two pic took in [1 Borneo],christman tree!!jingle bell jingel bell~~~~~~~















donut!!!i love it!!the taste is very nice!!!!!yummy~~me and my sis bought at [1 Borneo]
















this pic i took when we on the way go back to Lawas..the sea view at Sepitang..the bridge don't know safe or not =s so not dare walk to that bridge..haha =p

















my sis bought me this mr.bean shoe and another one is strawberry one =.=!!!but never mind,i like it very much!!hahas..=p and me also got mr.bean bear!!she bought me last last year??forget,haha!!but me everynight hug that bear when i's sleeping nehs..hahaha=p love it very muschieee^^

lazy~~=P

I'm so lazy this few days,haha!!whole day sit at front of my computer kept watch Korea drama!!i like it very much!!and sad too,cried so many time,and waste many tissues next time want use towel,lols!!!!lols!!plus now have ppstream again ler!!many movie to watch!!wakaka~my dad said me watch til sot liao,hahas..never mind la,not always mah =p and my photos!i haven't post it!!soli =s my cousin-jax still asked me when post up my photos,haha!!jax!i will try my best to be not lazy,hahas =p just now go view jax's blog!!omg!!i saw that she wrote about ''twilight''!!!!!and the pictures that she posted!!i love this movie!!but??!!!i miss it up!!!T_T i went to KK but when i come back the cinema already noooooooo more ''twilight''!!!want go buy DVD liao,sobsobz......my sis told me that this movie also have a novel,same title i think..and told me that very nice too..so jax!u like ''twilight'' also right??go find bah!!hahas..and my friend-yiew mee!!!i so miss her!!actually she got came back to miri this month,but me went to KK when i came back she already go back to KL!!!!!so.........T_T haihz...yiew mee!!soli,at last me no meet with you also,T_T and chi,she go sibu for camping,may God bless her and all the best =)
hmmp....blank again,write what nehs??=s ohya!my friend-wanrou..she seems like wan create a blog ar,hehe..good!!can write whatever you want!!=)good things bad things all can!!and let people know more about you too!!hehe..
last,ah fen!!you also start wrote your blog liao ar!!!!!update everyday worr!!hehe^^

photos will post up soonnnnnnn =p

yo!!!i'm back!!!!!

yo!!!!I'm back!!!arrived miri around 2++pm..from Lawas to Miri want waste my 6 hours!!ohman!!kinda tired de lo,sit in the car like nerd,hahas!!still wan see that we got lost or not..because we 1st time mah..actually 3Dec go got my cousin bring then now come back here NOOOOO ler..so have to pay attention the road..just now still drove to wrong road!!lols!!then asked people lagi =.=! lucky got asked nehs..if not don't know my dad fetch us go which one kampung liao!!haha!!then no more mistake liao,save came back to Miri..phew!!^^ by the way,many things happen when I'm at KK,hoho!!but i lazy to type nehs,hehe..me got took some photos,will update soon too!!hehe^^
and my friend [ting],she finally wrote her blog!!yay!!ting!!gratz!!and jiayou too!!update everyday ya^^

~~currently offline~~

i will go KK from 3Dec til 14Dec..so no more blogging,hehe..but will update when me come back from KK ya!!^^
take care ya!!chaoz.....

yay!!my LAST paper!!^^

wuuuuuu,me four days didn't write my blog..actually me now can't online also nehs, mummy not allow,cause tomorrow still got exam..but me curi curi blogging here =P soli mum ^^ hehe..and!!!tomorrow is my LAST paper..yahoo!!!!yipeeeee!!!!!!yay!!!!!!!then?me can merdeka already!!!hohohoho~ *peace* hmmp..i have a lot of things want write nehs..hope you all don't nag me worrr..hahas^^
my uncle from England came back already..and meet with him too..hmmp..talk with him felt very pressure ler..because he made me felt that he is a very strict person..so talk with him must be careful this be careful that,hahas!!erm..others i think still ok la,he treat me very good nehs..kept asked me eat this eat that when having dinner with him,and still asked me when go England find him nehs,haha!!uncle,when me become rich first ya!!then i sure will go find you!!hoho!!anyway!!welcome back ya ^^ but he go to KK yesterday already and will meet with him on 5Dec cause he will attend my cousin wedding too!!by the way,my mum's sister brother all also will meet at KK too!!woohooo!!mummy sure very happy!!cause she long time didn't gathering with her sister and brother already!!mummy,have fun ya!!and we already plan that want go to National Park(shen san),yahoo!!!oh man!me long time didn't go there already lo..the weather at National Park is damn cold!!but is very nice for me,hehe!!even i'm a person that very scare cold lo..hoho!!and!!my sister will go KK meet with us too!!yay!!gosh!!im so happy!!all relative finally can gathering together!!so excited ^^ and jie jie!!remember bring my lao gong cd hoh!!and also the poster!!!if not i will throw all your products from Japan,Hokkaido!!!lalalalalalala~ =P
but somethings is made me worry and sad too cause me tomorrow after finish my exam then straight go Lawas jorr..even want date with my friends also can't,haihz..last Sunday still plan with my all cousin that tomorrow will go watch movie de nehs..soli guys!!break the promise already T_T and yiewmee!!she will come back to Miri this Dec too!!so miss you!!must wait me come back nehs!!don't so fast go back to KL arh!ting,you want go work already worr..lihai liao lo!!then me kelian T_T left me only one no work later,haihz..but you work first wor,so get the salary chia me eat ar!i wan Mc Donald!hoho!!just kidding de la XD so you must take care ya^^ and (w.r) you must be more stronger more braver worr..when me go KK if you boring go find meeyee la..she sure will accompany you de..must take care ya,don't think to the negative way arh..hope that when im come back from KK will see the new one of you,hehe^^ jiayou jiayou!!i know thats hard for you,but try your best to do it!!^^ and (k.c) you must jiayou also la..forget that no use de boy!!the next one will be more good than this one!!hehe!!must be happy ar,don't think too much!!and you will go Bintulu 16Dec right??hope that me still got time to go out with you,i still remember the promise,haha!!so take care ya!!and to all my friends!!!bye bye!!after this last papar exam don't know when just can meet with you all already,sobsobzz T_T will miss you all very much!!the sweet,happy memories will always in my heart til forever and ever!!take care ya!!wish you all the best!!!may God bless ^^ bye byes friends~~~~~~~~~~~