POSTED!!

finally!!finally!!finally i posted my application form to Nilai University today!!!pfffff!!finally done!

but i knew this just a beginning,in my future still got many things i have to face!!

but so what?this is what we always called LIFE right???anyway,i'll try my best to do it!!

gambateh!!and i knew that!believe in Him,nothing is impossible!Amen!:)

it's 3am :p

it's 3am now,and guess what??
i'm still online watching Nikita!omg!!i love Maggie Q la,she's hot and sexy!!!i love her body man!!slim somemore muscle a little bit,gosh!!envy la!><

Saturday :)

guess what??meeyee and ah wan today suddenly came my house and asked me go out,apuh!!and the worst is the car already stopped at front of my house,i still don't know,lol!!at the same time all my aunty,uncle and cousin asked me ''eh ting,that's your friend's car ah?'' then i straight run to the window and have a look,then?!OMG!!mee yee and ah wan already reached my house then even didn't inform me??apuh!!!actually ah wan got text me la,but me at living room then my phone is in my room lo,sien!!!really shocked!!then straight get myself prepared up in 5mins,deng==!!!
after that went to Citrus for our tea time ice cream,lol:p then just kept chit chat this and that,here and there,who and who,hahaha!!times to kepo-ing lagi norh,hahahha!!after that went to Esplanet beach lo,just sit there continue chit chat lo,never end up our topic,hahaha!around 5pm plus then we started walking to the beach and the sea..wah,felt very nice la,long time didn't play til so high already la huh,hahah!!and of course we took some photos,hehe!waiting for meeyee's upload,teehee!!hope that all photos will be ok lo,i look noob in those photos== pfffffff,whatever!
anyway,had fun with ah wan and meeyee today la,hehe!!waiting for those photos uploaded by meeyee!:p
bubbai^^

thanks GOD! !:)

thanks God!!my friend's things settled up!!!phewww!!!
thank you Lord,i know that you're always be with us,help us!!!muacksss!!!!
=)

Thursday!

thursday again~~let's us welcome friday!hehe!:p
well,for me still the same lo,because i've spent my time everyday at home bah,if last month maybe i still very happy about it because saturday no need work,lol..but now,for me still the same,because me everyday stay at home do whatever i like!teehee!:p
chat with my sister just now,felt that she very stressed about her working stuff..be strong jie,i know you can over come it,one years more,i know you can do it well..jiayou!muackss!:)

Wednesday :)

hmmph,another Wednesday again..
waiting for my drama now,it's loading,hehe!the line are just go slow and lag!urgghhhh =X
today doing nothing at home again,hmmph..just kept watched movie and drama,it's boring so except this i have nothing to do,pffffff!
my study stuff,still hang over there,duhh!!headache!!someone please rescue me,but i know there's no one answer me==!!
listen to the Jay Chou's old song just now,wah....many of the memories flash back into my mind again and again..especially when i was primary 6,wah!!!year 2004!!i'm just still in primary 6,woohoo!!always sing Jay Chou's song together with my friends!!wah!!such a happy moment that we had spent together friends!!miss you all la!!nowadays all separate,hmmph!!!wish that one day we all can reunion again!!!big big big reunion!!=)
okie,times to go back my drama again,hehe!chaos~~=)

well,i'm thinking what should i write now,hehe:p

not that much i guess,because i stay at home whole day neh,didn't go out..just stay at home watch my Harry Potter,lol!too boring man~~plus raining,so lazy go out also la,stay at home much more better,hehe:p this is what lazy people always did,lalalalalala~~

okie~~continue my movie~~~chaos~~:p

ding dong:)

welll,it's 12.04.2011 12.20am now,woots..just finished my Harry Porter-part 3..once again sleep late!!hurmp..but who cares?i didn't work tomorrow even??hehe:p
yesterday went to facial wash my face..1st time,felt excited,teehee!so far so good lo,because is 1st time then i felt that when the ''lao ban niang'' cleaning up my pimples really made me felt painful la!!and is pain to the max!!apuh...just kept control myself that won't scream it out loud!but got tears,didn't cry..is pain til my eyes automatically drop down the tears,lol!but after that felt that my face is very fresh,such a good way to let my face ''breath'' hehe..then the effect is today my face just red like polka dots!ngati,even not dare to go out pun??!!!what a sad thing to me man,awwwww=S and so yesterday mummy bought me a lappy to me for my further study..i can felt that mummy is really hope that i can continue my study in Uni,i wish and i hope too mum..i really wish that,but i'm afraid with everything,everything~~even i already filled in my application form but my mind still stuck,sob!when i made my decision to start prepare my all study stuff then at the moment i started to afraid of everything even not dare to step forward again..then?i stop at there again again and again,shit!!i really hate this kind of things!!i really really hate it!!i hate made a choice made a decision,urghhh!!because i scared that the decision i made will made me regret in my future!!this feeling i really hate it!but if i didn't go think for it then the opened school time is getting closer and closer,urhhgg!!what should i do??or i just poured it all out just go and DO IT??aiks!!i really need someone to talk to,haih..what a sad thing again...my dear bloggie,can you please tell me what should i do?so that i won't get regret in my future?pfffff!=X dear Lord,please give me Your strength,please lead me to the right way,right choice..please be with me all the time,please help me that i can made a right choice,Amen..this is all i need now..really do need it very much:'(
and viewed back my older posted just now..felt that sometime i'm really very stupid,just because i like i love then choose to believe..but after i knew about the fact then i'm the one only felt sad and moody..it is just funny!!!and stupid!!!so friends,please don't just because you love,like,admired or whatever then choose to believe in that person 100%!it's just stupid and wasting your time to care about it,that's not worth it at all..
urghh,i'm talking craps again,hehe!but who cares?this is my lovely place,my lovely diary,my lovely bloggie to expressed out all my pressure my feeling and my life here..if you get mad of what i wrote,then just get off out of here,thank you:)
okie,times to sleep so stop here...will continue up when i'm free:)
good night,chaos~~:)

bla bla bla ~~ =)

bah.......once again one month didn't updated my bloggie la,hehe:p because of what??LAZY~~~muahahhahaha:p
recently a lots of things happened man!hmmph..i resigned my job end of last month,because finally i got my chance go to KL study already!!i'm just felt very very happy man!!!then now i started to prepared those thing i need to posted to my uni and study..wow..it's been many things surrounding in my mind recently..i do think lots of things recently..even my body my action is telling everyone i'm going to study on next month May 21..but,my mind just can't stop thinking that should i go?or shouldn't?many things i think about it!my life in the Uni,new environment,new friends,my result and bla bla bla..i scared that i can't do it,i scared i can't do it better,i scared i'll just wasted mummy's money,time and just get the worst result..sometime i just stop myself to think about it,because i scared that once i started to think about that then i can't stop myself..it will become more and more worst!i don't want to be emo,i hate myself to become like that!but sometime i force myself to think about that just because i want myself think clearly think twice then made a good decision for myself!everyday i pray,everyday i pray that God will lead me to the right way,right choice,everyday~just don't want myself regret what i choose what i plan for my future..headache sometime,but what can i do?this is my life my future,i have to do it and think it clearly made the right decision..God please,lead me to the right way,Amen:) believe in Him,i know i can did it!:)
by the way,i changed my phone today,hmmph..changed to HTC,i don't know whether is good or not,so just used like normal,hehe:) well,i have nothing to said anymore la,just stop here and toodless~~
good night=)