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it's been four days i din come ad blogging here..new year is passed then started busy working and bla bla bla so made me no time to come and update nehs,haha..but passed few days busy uploaded all the chinese new year photos to my FB,haha..so friends,if you wanna see just go and check it out,hehe=P
well,actually doing good today..but,i saw something just now..the things that made me moody a bit..shit!i hate this..all this stupid bullshyt things is driving me crazy!T_T i really hope that you know,but..it seems like very hard to let you know..i wish the time can bring away the sadness..you're doing good recently,glad to heard that..and your friends made me feel that you seems like got a bit weird recently or emo-ing?haha..i hope that won't happen on you..your smile is always the sunny happy one..please don't let the good things go away from you..i wish that can see you happy everyday..even you're in sad or what..may be before i will try to ask you and share share..but it's hard to got that chance now..anyway,i really wish that you live good,happy=) others,is not that important anymore...

beside that,my sis tomorrow flight going back to Penang tomorrow T_T it's made me sad again,time really passed so fast..i wish that she can accompany me more,but how can?she's busy go back and working..never mind,i can be more stronger and braver=) anyway,wish her all the best,and happy always ya..wait for the chance to meet again,mayb june?july?hahas..may God bless her always,muaks=)

arlo~~~i'm damnn busy this few days,hmm!!damn damn damn busy!!hahas!!and now i'm online at KK my cousin house using my sis broadband nehs..the line still ok ok lo,at least din cacat til so cham la,haha!!just finished ate my dinner and this few days me kept eat eat eat and eat!gosh!non-stop!totally FULLLLL!!!i'm getting fat man,haha..but so what?at least me happy!!!!hahaha=P this is the point!hohoho=PPPPP

so how are you all recently??the 3rd day of chinese new year me already go KK here liao nehs,so i don't know all my cousin my friends how liao nehs..some of my friend still asked me for bai nian,but sorry..i was at KK now,sobsob..and i want join my cousin gambling la!!this year chinese new year i'm be good girl,because in din join for any gambling!lols!beside that,i got lots of photos have to uploads nehs,my camera almost explore,hmm..i will upload soon in FB,just go and check it,hehe=PP

well,stop here..nothing to say so,hehe!!will update soon=PP

may God bless us always,chaos~~=)

happy chinese new year!!and also happy valentine day!hoho=)
wah~~the fireworks really scare me man~~i can see the money burn at the sky!!hahahaha!!!because there are too many fireworks around my area here,phew~~ and just now tuan yuan fan with my all relatives,haha!!fun and happy!and i took many of photos too..will upload soon geh,haha=P
anyway,stop here..gonna off to sleep?haha!yeah!cause i'm kinda tired now!hahha!~=P

WISH YOU ALL HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR..NEW YEAR,NEW HOPE,NEW BEGINNING,NEW LIFE~~AND MAY HAPPINESS ALWAYS BE WITH YOU=) AND!!HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY,WISH ALL THE COUPLE HAVE S A SWEET,HAPPY VALENTINE'SDAY=)

good night all,have a sweetdreams=) mayb God bless you always,muaks=)

yeah~guess what?it's 6.27am now~!and i din sleep!cause help mummy make the biscuit!lols..so jax help me up then an fen busy for herself de cake la,hehe..i used 5 hours to finished the biscuit!gosshh~~my eyes now damn tired lerT_Ti want to sleep!but i cant!T_T cause later i need to clean it up my room,sobsob..somebody help me please,hmm..i think no one lo,haha!
just now went to night market,opps!should i say last night?cause it's morning now!haha!the people at there really many daooooooooo!two words to describe!!''KONG BU''!!but!i still feel happy,haha..cause tomolo is chinese new year liao!!yahoo!!feel so excited man!!saw many of friends and my customer,lols!anyway,wish you all happy chinese new year,new begin,new hope,new life,happy always=)
well,stop here~continue tonight?haha!=P
GOSH~~I WOULD VERY MUCH LIKE TO SLEEP NOW~~~~

ohmien!i'm totally run out of energy now!but i'm still online-ing,chatting-ing,facebook-ing,haha!!ok,i just came here and have a short post,cause me really tired nowT_T
well,woke up 7am today cause want cleaning up my working place,hmmm..and last night i sleep around 10pm but don't know why,cannot sleep well..and i started to think about that again,aiks..i wish that it can faster get away from my mind!the feeling is suffered me you know,i really tired with all of this..i want it my dream can accomplish but i know that's impossible..even i'm still the one stupid in,hmm..i try to give him chance,really..i step and move forward but i found that me and you is still far away..maybe i haven't prepare done yet or what i don't know..i just feel the distance between me and you..i found that we two are impossible,even don't have him also is impossible..argh!i'm talking blur now,even me blur also,sobsob..what can i do?nothing i can do..just sit there and be quite is the good choice for me........
beside that,i'm super duper busy just now!!!kill me man!!shoot!i hate it..even walking here and there and din eat,drink,sit,rest for 3 hours!gosh!really killing me man!plus!the voice of those kids lagi!!my head want explore already la!!*&$%&()*%$% but luckily,everything is going good!hahas=) and friend,i know you feel not good recently,take good care ya..chinese new year is coming soon,so friends~take good care=)
fine,stop here..i'm t-totally TIRED now!so night,swetdreams=)
chaos~~=)may God bless us always=)

waiting for daddy go dinner now so i came and blogging here,hehe=)
well,woke up 7++am..cause follow up my aunt go for church,cause tiffany come to my house today,so mummy have to take care of her so can't go church norhs,hehe!then?i follow up my aunt and my cousin,hahas!guess where's they church are?hehe!at Boulevard Maybank there nehs..SIB!!hahas!this is the 1st time i went to that church..look good,haha!the environment at there quite good..the people at there is friendly and smiley=) and!the church's name call SIB ON THE ROCK!it's really very rock!hahas!but it's nice,i never try this before,haha!that's why you all said never try never know,right?hahahahha!!thanks God for giving me the chance went to SIB church this time,hehe=) anyway,have fun there and sing rock there too,hahas=) so may God bless us always ya=)
after that,we went to our breakfast+lunch?haha..yeah~having our lunch around parkson there..after that fetch ah fen go buy for the stuff she wants to do her cake!haha..then go back home lur~~then?ah fen start busy!!haha!then me got help her also hoh,hahah!!!=pp
then show you all some photos that took by kepo kepo de jaxling!hahahaha=DD

we two busy making the cake then that sha po jax kept busy to took took took,haha=P


SIB ON THE ROCK!=) may God bless us always,amen=)

my 342 POSTED!hoho=P hope can continue til 400!

well,i'm feel not very good today..keep think about the question again..my friend told me that maybe now is the time to give each other a chance to step or move forward..don't want to be only stop here,so should i?or i just think that's just a impossible things to me?it's confusing me,really..my friend said that maybe he is a person worthy to belief,i feel that too..but i don't want to hurt him,he treated me really good and nice,maybe just not the right time for me..so friend,you don't treat me too good,i feel guilty,sadT_T cause i'm afraid that i can not respond to youT_T
chinese new year is coming soon,maybe i will make the decision after the chinese new year bah..i hope i really can do it....급유!!=)
may God bless us always=)
night,tata~=)

boring so i came and blogging here,lols..but!me nothing to say too?!=.=!so?it's a boring posted today=.=!
hmm..i very upset this morning,cis!i hate the people always showed their bad temper to others!hate qin qin!that will make everyone moody also..we din do anything wrong ok?so if u not good in mood just be quite and do your things la!don't try to show your bad temper to us ok!noob!!hate so much!and please!control yourself ok!hmmm!
well,went to boulevard just now,but!i found that the blouse i want to buy sold out!T_T so i asked daddy fetch me to imperial mall lagi,lols..but!at last i found that the blouse i want to buy sold out also!cause is the same brand ma,so i can but in any shopping mall,hmmm!but!the colour i want to buy is sold out already nehs..so i tried up another colour but same pattern la..but daddy said got a bit dark neh,hmm..but what to do?i want de colour sold out liao ma,hehe..so i bought this also can la,at least i like it=PP
and hoh....after i bought for this blouse and paid all the money to my cousin and i found that my wallet left for???rm2!lols!it's ok la,i'm waiting for my salary now,haha=DD i paid for my facial things,my dress,and the things she bought for me from KL nehs..so??BANKRUPT!!lols..but at least i must paid her 1st,hahhaa=DD so?i eat grass this few daysT_T
beside that,i think i bought enough for y chinese new year cloths liao gua..hmm!hope so,if not i really eat grass this month,awwwww....okieokie,stop here..nothing to much to say..came and blogging here just don't want let my blog grow mushroom here,hahas=DD
good night,sweetdreams^^ God bless us always=)
chaos~~~~~~~