Tuesday, March 31, 2009

another new day..

hmmp,another new day for me,hehe,,woke up at 8am still want go work nehs..last night chat with my friend,felt more better..kept made me smile,made me happy,kept an wei me,even he said that don't know how to an wei people,hahas=) then??he success jor,haha=) thanks ya^^..he is a nice friend for me,happy that can be friend with you=)
well,stop here bah..continue to night?may be,hehe=) wish you all have a nice day ya,take care=)

p/s:thanks ya ting=) jiayou!!=)

Monday, March 30, 2009

sobsobss T_T

what should i do?what should i say?what should i think??i don't know..felt very down now=( even my mind also can't think very clearly..may be just let the time help me to forget all the things that made me sad,made me down..i kept on telling myself that i can do it de,so i must be more stronger,don't let the scar become more bigger and bigger in my heart..may be my friend told that people is true one,i know she is helping me,but friend,i can de..just need time,i promise..seems the scar now is not very big in my heart,..so i can do it just like before,jiayou bah!!

Saturday, March 28, 2009

off day=)

today is my off day so me slept til almost 12n,lols!cause me in one week only one day can sleep til late late,sleep til me suang,haha!!then?my lovely niece-tiffany came,hehe=) then play with her lo,then fetch my cousin go bank xia,then jiu go back home liao..then???doing nothing again,plus today din go my grandma there..so i online lo,chat with my friend..talk many with her,haihz..talk the things that made me sad,made me scare,made me blur,made me felt very fan!!!T_T she tell me must go try just know the answer,but i haven't ask already know the answer liao,so what for i want go ask again??plus i very scare that answer is me don't want de,may be sometime me really very selfish,but i can how?i just want to protect myself,haihz..T_T i tell my friend that i can control,won't be stupid again..am i really can do that?i don't know,i really don't know..only know that i will try my best!!cause i don't want be stupid like last time again!!that feeling so weird for me!!hate it!!!the things already pass then just let it pass bah,plus that's impossible de so just forget about it..right?life still want continue,so i must jian qiang de continue my everyday..
tonight work saw daniel,he came my working place..just greeted like normal,nothing special..then when i saw him the 1st things that i think is-why before de me so stupid,lols!think back the things i do when i'm form 1 really so stupid la,haha!!but already pass,hahas..no need think back again la=)
tomorrow no offday anymore,still want working like normal liao,sienz!ok la,stop here bah..wish you all have a nice dreams ya^^ byes~

Friday, March 27, 2009

a funny movie=)

hmmp,just came back from parkson..today me work til 6pm only,hehe=) then plan that want go parkson watch movie with ting,hehe!!i watch ''the wedding game'',asked ting accompany me to watch it,actually ting already watch liao lo,lols!!but she still accompany watch the movie!hehe=)thanks ya,ting^^ that movie quite nice de la,and funny also..i love ''fan wen fang'' and the boy,i don't know what name la..they two together looks so ngam ler,hoho!!plus in reality life they also is a sweet couple,and plan that want married nehs..hahas!anyway,is a nice movie for me=)
sigh~tonight just spend my time in a movie..then?nothing lo,haihz..when i went to parkson,many things that remind me the memories that already pass,sigh~but i won't be stupid again!!be more stronger bah,you already don't have another choice and thats also is impossible one!!!so?what should i do??just forget about it bah..don't do the stupid things again!!!hmmp!!!
tomorrow morning no work!yes!!i can sleep til late late,yahoo!!no nid wake up so early lurr,hehe=) then what should i do when i stay at home??go my grandma there?don't know yet nehs,haihz..i think better rest at home bah,my sick haven't recover yet!!sien!grrrrrrrr~~~~~whatever la,see tomorrow how just plan bah,hehe=)
ting!!tomorrow jiayou ya!!^^ trust yourself!!=)
stop here bah,nothing write already,teehee!!k la,byes~ have a nice dream ya^^

Thursday, March 26, 2009

ting!!jiayou!! =)

today just like a ordinary day..nothing special=.= the reason i came and blogging here is my best friend-leeting tomorrow want go for law test!so i came here to jiayou for her!!hehe!!ting!!jiayou!!trust yourself,you can de!hehe=) gambateh!!wish you all the best ya^_^
today wanrou came my working place around 3pm++ like that,wear like OL jiang,lols!wanrou,when you see what i wrote don't scold me o,haha=p then we two kept chit-chatting,hehe..talk so many, got sad de,happy de,funny de and more la..and finally i can see the hair that she already cut!!kinda like it!!very suit for her face la,hehe!!then around 5pm she go back lurr..so me alone again,haihz..sometime really lazy to work,sleep at home jiu good liaoT_T but that's IMPOSSIBLE!!T_T so what can i do??!!nothing i can do!@#$%#@$ sigh~~~~~~
and my lovely little niece-tiffany get sick already!!saw her like very uncomfortableT_T she felt very tired and no power play with us at allT_T may God bless her and faster recover like before de charming tiffany with full of energy,power!!=)

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

T_T

actually now i should sleep on my lovely bed and hugging my lovely bear..how know a phone call wake me up=.= guess who?my cousin lo..asked me check flight ticket for her,haihz..may be she can't handle anymore want faster come back to miri..may God bless they two la..
hmmp..later want go work againT_T tired!!!!T_T and my sick haven't recover yet!grrr~~hate!!but what can i do?plus i always work then forget to eat my medicine,haihz..sienz!whatever la,drink more water more important=) so friends,take good care of yourself la!and wish you all have a nice day,hehe=)jiayou!!^_^

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

aiyoyo~~~~

aiyo,my cousin-wen really want come back to miri liao..she can't continue stay at there,aiyo..can't believe it..izzit really very suffer at there?hmmp..may be for her is very hard..haihz..nevermind la,come back also good la..if not her family everyday worry about her this and that..then now left ahfen at there already..ahfen!!jiayou!!i know you very jian qiang one,u can do it de!!jiayou!!!!!^_^
today saw weilun again..came my working place here,hehe..i tot that he already go back to China already,how know he came back miri here again..then may be next month or what la go back to China ..anyway,happy that meet with you today=) go back to China must take good care of yourself la=)
then i no more to write liao,lols!continue tomorrow bah!hehe!!byes=)

happy birthday to you~~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ADELINE!!!=)
WISH YOU ALL DREAMS COME TRUE AND HAPPY EVERYDAY!!!=)

adeline!see!!me so good already!!!hahaha=P
anyway,wish you all the best and everyday be happy=)

Monday, March 23, 2009

ohman!=X

ohman!!my mum called me when i'm working just now..you know that what she told me??my cousin at Selangor is at hospital now T_T get shocked man!!but thanks God she is ok now,just got do some body checking,phew!mayb she still can't live well at there la,and she feel very stress!!want come back miri here..haihz..don't think too much la,wen..jiayou!!!and ahfen also!!may God bless you two always..
and my friend-wanrou!she cut her hair already!wanrou!this style is very suitable for you la!!i like it very much,hehe=p but me can't meet with you in this few days T_T cause me still want work,haihz..
nice song promote here again,hehe..''舍不得'' sang by ''小宇'' too..ting just sent me just now,quite nice=)
and i go viewed my friend's blog just now..thanks friend!!thanks for support by myside!!love you=p i will try my best to do it de=) jiayou!!!!!

Sunday, March 22, 2009

T_T

what can i do again???just tried my best to forget the things that made me SAD!!made me DOWN!!made me PAIN!!haihz..so all the sad things,bad things go away from me!!!!!!lucky that I'm not jump into the hole again..if not i really not dare to think about it..so jiayou bah!!!!!

YOU CAN DO IT DE!!!!!=)

cheer up!!xD

hmmp,just woke up at 8am..eating my mee cup now,lols!!cause later want go work already mah,scare no time to eat later gastric neh=.= so faster eat now lor,hehe..then I've nothing to do so came and blogging here,hoho=p start busy today again,haihz..work til Friday night just got offT_T anyway,earn more money!hehe=P so cheer up!!!to my cousin and friends too!!wish you all have a nice day ya^^ jiayou!!!!!!!=)
continue tonight?mayb be~~~~hehe=) tata~~=)

Saturday, March 21, 2009

off day~ =)

hehe,today is my offday=) went to parkson again with my cousin=.= lols!me seems like always go there jiang,hehe=P and today bought a pair of new sliper waste my rm30++ almost rm40 T_T but i like it so much,purple colour,hehe=)
after that follow up my cousin go my grandma there again..adeline!!!u no go,me got go neh=p hehe..then my aunt called to ahfen T_T she sound like quite ok de la,but aiwen seems like very suffer jiang,haihz..jiayou bah!!=) i will everyday pray for you two..must take good care of yourself also ya^^
tomorrow still want wake up early again,haihz..i need to sleep now,so stop here bah..see you!!nite!may God bless us always=) chaos~~~~~~=)

~终于说出口~

你终于说出口
其实你早就已经不爱我
为什么要低着头
你知道这玩笑骗不倒我
可是这不是玩笑
是要逃避你离开我的理由
我还能做什么 你已经不爱我
我一直都爱着你 难道这还不够
我还要做什么 你才不离开我
我知道你已无心再继续看着我
一心想离开我
我终于也说出口
其实很爱你 但从没认真说过
或许是我的错 多在乎你却只放在心中
不要问我为什么 因为爱你这就是我的理由
没什么需要被原谅 我笑得有些牵强
你知道我总是能够假装不难过
不想看你那么累 多希望再给我机会
颤抖着我的手 握住的只是风

cousin,friend!!be more stronger and braver!!!

hmmp,went to Tanjung ate dinner with my parents just now..and ate my chicken wings!hoho,yummy!!but me still cough,haven't recover yet,teehee=) sorry mum!!hehe=p then actually wanrou want go there find me de,but something stuck her so at last no come la..no need say sorry la aiyo,wanrou..wait next time lo,hehe=) i know something happen on you again..and sometime i also really don't know how to help you,the one things that i can do is always support by your side,hope you can be more sunny more happy..forget the things that hurt you bah!!let all the bad things go away from you!!
tomorrow offday,night just go work..so should i go out?go my grandma there?or just rest at home??haihz..everyday do the same thing,even off day also don't what can i do=.=
just now called my cousin at Selangor..one is ok,but another one seems like not good nehs..told me that she want to go home,very tired at there T_T jiayou bah,may be you haven't can accept the new environment at there..may be pass few weeks you can feel more better bah,jiayou!!just now when you telling me that you want to go bek home,i really hope that i have a pair of wings that can fly to you there and hug you tight!!don't be sad,saw you like that my heart felt sad also nehs..T_T i know you can do it de!!jiayou!!i will everyday pray for you!May God bless you two always!!=)
last night ting sent me a song!!quite nice!!called ''终於说出口'' sang by ''小宇''..is very nice!!i love it so muchiieeeeeeee=)go try it!!

Thursday, March 19, 2009

the same things happen again??

my friend,she happen the same thing again..i think she sure very sad now and don't know want how,but i know you changed already..not like before already,right?as least you now can control yourself won't drop into the hole very deep..i know you can be more confident,more stronger,more braver!!support you always=) don't think to negative way ya,may be you think like that is good for that people,but how know that people don't want you like that nehs..may be that people also very care about you de nehs,just use the wrong way,right?so don't think too much 1st la,ok?gambateh=)
hmmp,tomorrow morning still wanna go work..but night me off!hoho!!no work til 10.30pm!!yeah!!and Saturday off morning again,hehe=) actually i want work on Saturday but mummy said stay at home rest!cause this few days get sick already mah..so Saturday may be will stay at home lo,hehe=) ahfen and aiwen go to Selangor this morning already,so worry about they 2..especially aiwen,she never go to other place without family ler,haihz..may God bless they 2 always=) you 2 jiayou for ur new life ya^^
nothing to write anymore,haihz..wish you all happy everyday and me!!cheer up guys!!!just let all the bad things out of my mind!!good things lai lai lai!!!!!!!!=) cheer up!!!!^_^

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

will miss you two very muchieee=)

ahfen and wen!!!you two tomorrow want go Selangor for National Service already lo,sorry that cause i can't accompany you two go to indoor stadium..i need go work,plus i scared me cry like a stupid babyT_T three months can't see you two,will miss you two very very muchieeeeT_T time really pass like rocket!!now already reach the day you two want go to Selangor already..you two must take good care of yourself ar..now go other place no more family accompany,no more best friends accompany liao wor..all is new!!new environment,new friends,new life,hehe=) so must jiayou ya!!be more stronger,more braver!!will always find you two on Saturday la,hehe=) may God bless you two always=) wish you two all the best and happy everyday=) me will always support you two de=) hope after 3 months i can see the new one of you two=) gambateh=)
hmmp..recently i very crazy in two song !!called ''Fall For You'' sang by ''Secondhand Serenade'' and ''I Stay In Love'' sang by ''Mariah Carey''..really is a nice song!!must hear!!remember that nice song always promote here!!hahas=p
my cough haven't recover yet!!sobsob~~this two days really not dare to talk,scared the one that i talk to will pengsan,lols!!even my friends work with me already laugh me,haha!!my voice really........haihz.........then today felt a little bit ok la..even the voice still cacat!hahas!!as long better that last two day la,hehe=p hope tomorrow will be more better=)
well,stop here bah..wish my two cousin all the best ya^^ jiayou!!may God bless you two always=)

Monday, March 16, 2009

my 100th posted!!!=)

woohooo!!my 100th posted!!finally!!grazt!!hope can continue til 200 post!!hoho!!
hmmp,yesterday went to parkson again,for farewell something like that..cause some of them wan conitnue study,some of them wan go national service already,just like my cousin-ahfen and aiwen..so yesterday we gathering again lor,with ah fen,leeting,shiwen,yinming,chaihong and more la...we go play bowling!lols!!so funny!took some pic,show you later=p the bowling ball is very heavy man!!then the ball always go to longkang!!lols..no strike one,sienz!nevermind,next time i will go again!!!hoho!!after that go mcdonald again lor,hungry already ma,hehe=) sitting there kept chit chat la..blablabla~~then 5++pm go back home jor..
then til the night i work,wanrou,danny,kiew and also other friends go my working place there eat..=) when i saw wanrou already felt that is been long long long time did talk liao!!hey agau!!miss the way at school nehs=) then kept chit chat with her,hahas..she still wait me til me finish my work,hoho!!then we go marina bay,reached there already saw kiew them at there lurr..then we 2 continue chit chat again,heard many things that made me scared,made me blur,made me.......don't know la,hope that i won't think too much la..after that go back home lurr,one day just spend like this,but made me happy is wanrou came find me,then we 2 can talk talk talk tillllllllllllll...............old=.=,haha xD
hmmp..show you the pic that took at parkson=)


me with shiwen=)

with the noob pose,lols=p

me with ahfen..

too far,hehe!!me with ting=)
joanne!!she just came bek from Selangor for national service=)
last one is our shoes!!me de,shiwen de and ahfen de..others de lost ed..hahas=p

Sunday, March 15, 2009

sorrryyyyyyyy=) hope you all fine ya=)

woohooo!!!really long time didn't update my blog..first apologize to adeline!hahaha!!me really got update la,but something sot sot then i deleted it lor,haha=p is ok de la,hoh adeline??
hahas!!this few days really very busy,busy to work again!plus me get sick already,damn suffer!i hate sick!!!grrrr~~~really felt very xin ku!!and the worst is my voice!!sigh~~T_T even not dare to talk,lols=p
this few days many things happen nehs..and also my result!!kinda scared de neh!i didn't go school at the first day cause sure many people de,still don't know want wait til what time ler..but never mind la,my friends help me see already,hoho!!lucky don't have any subject is fail one,thanks God..to my friend is failed,please don't be sad..when i saw ur cried i felt want cry also neh..at the same time really hope that i have a pair of wings can fly to you there T_T so don't be moody,don't be sad!we all will support by ur side de,cause we know that you already tried ur best=) jiayou!!!
hmmp..yesterday off day didn't go work,because that i want go get my result ma,hehe..then go parkson with ahfen and ting after that..then saw joanne and her cousin,haha!!then plan that want watch ''dragon ball'' movie,hahas!!first me felt so funny of that movie name ''Dragon Ball''!!haha!!but after watch it is quite nice la,funny also..and the boy quite cute also nehs,hahas=p after that go mc donald again lo,eat eat and eat~haha!!then jiu go back home jor~ and yesterday night go fishing with kiew they also..deng!first time i go fishing=.= they all four people go fishing just me no la,haha!!danny said got bring the fishing rod for me but i'm not dare use to it,lols!cause don't know how to fishing mah,then me just sitting in the car see kiew they do this and that on the fishing rod,haha..then me jiu come out from the car go walk walk lo,of course not me alone nia la,scared de ler..then kiew pei me go walk walk lo..the wind is not very strong but made me felt so relax ,then we 2 just sat on the big stone there talking lo,hehe..i like that place,but got a bit far lor..and got many people fishing at there also nehs..lucky is don't have many mosquito=.= but got many ants..bite they all de leg,especially danny!!haha!!he act so funny la,burn the ants that bite him,lols!!then whole night til i go back home they just get 2 fish only,then me jiu don't know liao la..cause kiew fetch me back lurr..hope they get more fish lo,lols=)
then today like normal also la,woke up 8++am..tiredT_T lucky me tomorrow off again,cause got gathering with all my friends at parkson..so i can't miss up this chance!!cause some of my friends want go PLKN and some of them may be want continue study liao..haihz..don't know when just can meet again T_T well,wish you all the best ya!!and happy everyday!!and ahfen also!she 19March want go Selangor for PLKN already,i know she can do it de!jia you ah fen!!be more stronger ya^^ and aiwen too,wish you all the best,take good care of urself la..=)
hmmp..i think me just wrote till here la,hehe..nothing to write anymore nehs..so just stop here la..wish all my friends all the best,be happy everyday ya=)
chaos~~~~~~~~~~^^