went to parkson.went to movie and my dinner,hahas..
watched Poker King today,it's very FUNNY!!lols!!i kept on tried my best to control myself,lols!later laugh til vomit again=.= and the worst is at cinema?ewwww..please la,i don't want,hahas..but really happened stupid thing in the cinema lo!me and wen sir on the wrong place!!ngaiti!!then may be other people no seat to sit so go find the staff lo..then the staff came in and checked our ticket,how know we two really sit wrong place lor!!!sao~~embarrassing man=O then faster wake up go the seat that we bought..but in my mind we sit at the right place worr,hmmp...anyway,next time should be more careful,lols..don't happen this silly thing again=p

beside that,today is my friend[Tan]'s birthday
!wish all the best and may all dreams come true=)
once again,happy birthday Tan!!=)

i SIGH for 4 times today,same!grrr....

it's 31Oct,lols..but i want write about my 30Oct,lols!
but passed 12 midnight liao bah,aiks..=O

today woke up late=.=!almost 8.30am i think?hahas..anyways,i din go work late then ok lo,hehe=)
actually i'm hungry now,awww...but very late already nehs,so i lazy go find something to eat and scare too,lols!!you know i scare what??haha!!sure don't know!but i think my friends and my family knew it!hahaha!!don't laugh me if you know the answer ok,i really scare de bah..=p when i just can be more braver a?LOLS!!my friends sure laugh me if i ask this to them,hhahahahaha=p

today work til 9pm++ nehs..actually only til 8.30pm only but because of some reason of my staff so continue til 9pm++..sorry mum,i don't know you already waiting me at downstair,luckily i got called you,phew!sorry,hehe=) then daddy fetch me up on 9pm++ lo..went to?''yao ceh ho'',hahaha!!then go back home almost 10pm++ gua...

beside that,i SIGH for 4 time today,good..
hope tomorrow will become 3!hahas=)
ok,stop here..gonna sleep soon..
good night,have a sweetdreams~=)

today rain almost whole day nehs,glommy day~~where's the sun???hiding at where??don't know=.=!sitting next to window whole day,even can't see the cloud too,sobsob T_T then felt very cold at my working place,even me already off that one of aircond but my fingers still became purple=.=! li hai liao lor,sienz..

just now working play til too high,keep on laugh laugh laugh then??go toilet vomit=.=!sao!laugh too over liao then feel that want vomit..how know the next second really rush to toilet,ewwww =.=!my friend play with me de get shocked,lols!aiya,me ok la,hehe..but recently keep like this,even me no play til sot sometime after eat also feel that want vomit,don't know why,haihz...

well,i SIGH for 4 times today..
everything is good for me now,even sometime you still did the same,but doesn't matter,you got your own way,i know.....i know.....really.....just let it be normal,time always is the good medicine,yeah................
my mood is slowly recovering now=)
thanks God=)

just knew that my cousin(step) she want go Kuching for study already,awww....
study about bakery course?erm,something like that la,hehe..
talking with her just now..told her many many many..she looks so confuse arh..but me already tried my best to sharing with her my mind is thinking in about she want go Kuching for study..may be is the time let her to learn,to grow up,to learn more mature and more..may be this is the good chance to you..anyway,i will always support you by your side!just try your best to do it!now you already made the decision so just jiayou ya=) if you think you can,YOU CAN!!=) God bless you always...


well,i SIGH for 4 times today..
still the same,when i just can stop it arh??
haihz.....

~画沙~
午后的风摇晃枝桠 抖落了盛夏
我对著蝉认真说话 在对你牵卦
晚风轻敲著海沙 浪堆积起无暇
我跟纯真在比傻 爱上你放不下
这风景如画（开满凤凰凤凰花）
院子里花洒（浇灌著那种情话）
等最美的晚霞 等故事长大

用手中的流沙画一个你呀 曾说过的永远我们一定不会擦
我的青春开始在喧哗 因为大声说爱你而沙哑
用手中流沙轻描著你的脸颊 也答应说好的未来绝不会重画
许过的承诺我就不会再去拿 因为我爱你呀

将思念压成花 有你的记忆乾燥成瓶中沙
像沙漏般想著你滴滴达达
擦美美的趾甲 喝你泡的茶 原来幸福可以这麼优雅

不论多大风沙 路多分岔 我一样找到你呀
管它风怎麼刮 管雨又怎麼下 越痛我就越来（越潇洒）
不摘不属於自（己的花）喔爱闪著泪光为你我可以当傻瓜

这风景如画（开满凤凰凤凰花）
院子里花洒（浇灌著那种情话）
等我们的童话 等誓言落下

用手中的流沙画一个你呀 曾说过的永远我们一定不会擦
我的青春开始在喧哗 因为大声说爱你而沙哑
用手中流沙轻描著你的脸颊 也答应说好的未来绝不重画
许过的承诺我就不会再去拿 因为我爱你呀

nice song promote,hahas=)
by jay chou&cindy yen

~in your brown eyes~
In your brown eyes, walked away
In your brown eyes, couldn't stay
In your brown eyes, you watch her go
Then turn the record on
And wonder what went wrong

If everything was everything, but everything is over
Everything could be everything, if only we were older
Guess its just a silly song about you
And how I lost you,
and your brown eyes

In your brown eyes, I was feeling low
Cause the brown eyes, and you'll never know
Got some brown eyes, but I saw her face
I knew that it was wrong, so baby
Turn the record on, play that song

Where everything was everything, but everything is over
Everything could be everything, if only we were older
Guess its just a silly song about you
And how I lost you,
and your brown eyes

Everything was everything, but baby its the last show
Everything could be everything, but its time to say goodbye
So, get your last fix and your last hit
Grab your old, go with the new tricks

Its no surprise that I got lost in your brown eyes
In your brown eyes.. Brown eyes

woke up 7am today,cause want early go my working place cleaning up..
kinda tired man..luckily today woke til 8.30pm only la,hehe..
thanks God,everything is good=)

beside that....
i SIGH for 4 times today..
as least better than yesterday right??
hmmppp.....

well,i have nothing to say also nehs,so stop here bah..
good night,sweetdreams...=)

i have nothing to say..
i lazy to say also,haihz..

i SIGH for 8 times today,gosh!!
how come???
is killing me man T_T


TIRED!!

went to indoor stadium just now,see my aunt's singing competition..
she only get for consolation,aww..
never mind,don't be sad..you already do your best,we all will always support by your side=)
jiayou=)

well,got a bit headache nehs..hmmp..
i SIGH for 5 times today,awww.....
i hate this T_T
really hate this!grrrrrrrrrr~

tomorrow Monday again,another new week is waiting for me..
hope that everything going smoothly..
jiayou bah!!

ohman........bored~~~
whole afternoon sat at front of my computer=.=!even see til my eyes felt pain already nehs=X but what can do??i still continue online nehs cause really nothing to do ba...
my cousin they all went to parkson already,but i choose to stay at home,hmmp..
ohya,i download a song whole this afternoon..tried and tried again..finally success download that song also la=.=!then is used my whole afternoon to download,lols..really slow like what jiang,sao~~

later around 6pm want go indoor stadium nehs..be Chen's family fans!hahaha!!support my aunt,wish her all the best ya,God always be with you,jiayou=)
well,just stop here bah..continue tonight?hahas..
chaos~~=)

addicted in this old song after heard my aunt sang in the competition,hehe=)

~是否~
是否这次我将真的离开你
是否这次我将不再哭
是否这次我将一去不回头
走向那条漫漫永无止境的路
是否这次我已真的离开你
是否泪水已干不再流
是否应验了我曾说的那句话
情到深处人孤独
多少次的寂寞挣扎在心头
只为挽回我将远去的脚步
多少次我忍住胸口的泪水
只是为了告诉我自己
我不在乎

went to parkson today AGAIN,hahas!watched for Tsunami..even i already bought for the dvd,lols!but i haven't finish watch yet la,so decided go watch for this movie..nice to watch!i wait for this movie almost one months?erm,may be..cried at the end,so many people has been sacrificed in that Tsunami,sobsob..you all must go watch this!suddenly i think that if i'm the one of people in that movie will how..how i'm gonna face it?run?scream?so just sitting there wait die?gosh!is really scare me man,totally not dare to think about that..so we must cherish all the people is beside us=)

well,i SIGH for 3 times today..same as yesterday,hoho!!happy=)
hope tomorrow will become 2,hahas..then become ZERO!!=P
hmmp,just stop here bah..have to continue watch my hong kong drama,hehe=)
so bubbai everyone..night,sweetdreams ya=)

wau,just now web with my cousin(jax) at KL now..
cause she went to a kampung place(i think la,haha=O jax!don't scold me!=P) for practical,then today she came back!woohoo!almost one month we two din contact even in msn also no nehs..cause the place she went for practical don't have wifi la,so.....hmmp!so jax!remember help me ask your friends about the course that i want to study for o,thanks ya=)

hmmp,today woke til 8.30pm arh..such a tired day for me also nehs..tomorrow i still have to work til 7.00pm!gosh!Public holiday lagi sure many customer..whatever,stop think about this..happy go lucky,hehe=) tomorrow my aunt got singing competition again but i think i won't go arh..cause at boulevard nehs..may be i will think that go parkson more good,lols!!leeting~~here i come,hahas=P

ohya!!the movie Tsunami is now released at Miri already!!!yeah!=)
yahoo!!!!i want watch nehs,even i already bought for the DVD,lols!!but say real la,i haven't conitnue watch finish the movie ler..even now still in my drawer,hahahahahhaa=p
anyway,hope that i got change watch in cinema,teehee=P

well,today i SIGH for 3 times only nehs,hohoho!!
will minimize the number day by day~~~
gambateh neh.........=)

phew!just finished my hong kong drama then my friend called me,talking about craps,haha=D
today just like normal,but i woke up late,lols..may be last night slept too late already=P

oh ya,tomorrow i have to work til 8.30pm nehs..actually me Friday night no working one..but one of my friend tomorrow flight go Kuching then another one no car go back home if her stay work til 10.30pm,hmmp...so i have to stay and replace them..but only till 8.30pm..phew!it's very tired if i everyday work whole day!but i think almost liao..me Monday til Saturday!even no work whole day also want til 7.00pm just can go back,gosh!i need more energy man!borrow me some,please..hahas=P

well,I'm doing good today..even still felt very bored at my working place..
i read for 5 books of chinese novel today,lols!pro liao,hahhahaha=P jkjk la..
i SIGH for 4 times today,hmmp..at least not more than 5 right?hehe..
one day i will success!=)

my cousin told me that my fav hong kong drama already released at PPS!
hohohohoho!!that drama call ''宫心计''nice wor!!but the worst is only until episode 2 only,aiks...cried when i was watching that drama,so pity..then~cried~~~T_Tcan't wait for the episode 3,hmmp!
you all should to watch this!!hehe..

well,i'm very good today..
even i SIGH for 6 times today,sien...
really hope that i can have a short break again..
do whatever i like,do whatever i want..without any trouble..
but it's hard right??
impossible i left everything here and go away from here,haihz...
i'm really good friends,i'm really ok..
so please stop asking the same question..
don't force me to face it..i know this is very ostrich but i believe that one day everything will be all in the past,right??so please,trust me..=)
now i really need support..so just trust me,believe in me..=)

~~tired~~

6.30am already woke up liao arh..
don't know why,just suddenly woke up then already 6.30am=.=!
sooo early..but actually i want early go my working place also la..
so lying on my bed til 7am then woke up lo..
prepare for working nehs=)

well,went to secret recipe just now..
bought two slice of cake~
1st one is trans fat-free peach cream cake,nice wor=D
2nd one is raspberry cake,not bad also la..
but more prefer that peach one,hehe=)
and this is my dinner!!hehe..
cause i haven't eat yet so..
actually daddy want bring me go eat but i don't want..
just feel that want eat something like sweet one,hehe=)
so asked daddy fetch me to secret recipe,teehee=P

hmmp...
today i SIGH for 6 times nehs..
still the same.......
WHY?
can you tell me??
but no one can tell me..........

gosh!!you guess i saw what in the bath room!!
i saw a big big big big big cockroach!!gosh!!!!
i straight opened the door and rush out of my bath room!!
gosh!!!!!!i scream like what jiang!!!ngaiti!!
one day me really will get heart attack just because of those stupid INSECT!!!
my cousin laugh me at there,lols!!
but i really scare ok?!
lucky is i still remember where's my towel,hahahahahha!!!
okok,stop talking about that...


wellllll.....
today just an ordinary day for me..
everything is ok,just felt very bored when i'm working..
cause me and my friends already finished done that 8 big boxes of books..
then now doing nothing again...
very scare that my mind later keep on think about the things i don't want again,haihz..
lucky today is ok,tried to find novel to read,hehe=)
so thanks God,today my mind din go think about the stupid things..
hope tomorrow will be the same too=)

i SIGH for 5 times today nehs..
when i just can stop it arh??
='(

went to parkson around 4pm today,lols!parkson again?and yeah,parkson again=.=! lols!but no more movie today la,just went for shop shop la..hahas!and i bought a DVD!!!Tsunami!!!!gosh!!!i'm so excited when i found that DVD!then i straight bought it!hahaha!!cause i want watch this movie!but i haven't finish watch yet,cause just now went out ate dinner again,so......continue tomorrow?cause tired already nehs,hehe=) anyone want to watch also?just borrow from me if you want,hahas!but is private one wor,haha!!but very clear la,if not i don't want buy also nehs..that seller still told me that is copy from blue ray's cd lagi,haha!funny lo=D beside that,i bought a pair of new ear ring..cause i lost my ear ring!the most i very like it!haihz!so i bought new one lo,boh bian=P

and!!i lost my 'big head''!!!!i think you all sure don't know what i'm talking about..well,just show you the photo,here~

sobsob!!my hand phone hang with this big head almost two years liao!!!then i lost it!!!!!
gosh!!!!how come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!T_T sigh!

well,anything that i forget to say?hmmp,i think no la..
so just stop here lo..
oyasumi=)
sweetdreams=)

~真实~

你说的话 在我心中生了根
爱得很深 所以心很疼
记忆 在我的心中翻滚
是不是每一个人
都像我一样笨

只怕再问 对彼此都太残忍
我能感觉 另外一个人
我等 等笑容换成泪痕
爱在崩溃的时候 比较真

太多疑问 知道答案又如何
原来容忍不需要天份
只要爱错一个人

心痛比快乐更真实
爱为何这样的讽刺
我忘了这是第几次
一见你就无法坚持
孤独比拥抱更真实
爱让人失去了理智
会不会是我太自私
拒绝更寂寞的日子

放不开 也看不见未来
难道这种不完美
才是爱情真实的样子

good morning!!din update my blog last night..cause don't know what happen my modem's PPP no light at all,then call 100..duhhh...told me many and what what what la..still made me just now even not dare to on my modem T_T then me now started scare that later can't on again or tonight?or tomorrow??gosh!!T_T

just woke up nehs,then came and online liao,hahas..
sorry mum,today din go church with you..
cause at east wood nehs,so far from here,then you still said that want go early nehs..
plus!last night i slept almost 3am,lols!so this morning even you what time go out i also don't know,=P

last night went to parkson again,went for movie=) watch for ''Pandurum'' not bad wor!very exciting!hahas..you all should go and take a look=) i'm still waiting for the Tsunami ler!duh....not yet released miri here but my friend already watch it!gosh!!!!i want watch!!!hmmp!after movie my cousin said she want go lim tah with her cousin and friends..then me cham lo,all friends there i do not know one=,=! then after discuss my friend fetch me up at parkson,cause my friend at outside also la..then my cousin go lim teh with her cousin so i just wait her finish then my friend fetch me go meet up with my cousin norhs,that's the only way,hahas!in the car just kept on chit chat with my friend,lols..then??haven't one hour my cousin call me=.=!said that want go back liao,hahahahaha!!then my friend fetch me to my cousin there lo..then??go back la...i still tot that my cousin want lim teh with her cousin til so late ler,lols!

beside that!my friend's[wan rou]birthday today!!wish her all the best and all dreams come true!and also be happy always..don't let the sadness always follow you..remember to smile always=)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WANROU=)


and!!yesterday i just SIGH for 5 times!
hope that it will become to zero one day=)
jiayou=)

lols!!!
i just realize that i forgot to eat my dinner!!!!!!
hahahhahahaha=D
already mid night liao ler!
should i go find something to eat o?
awwwww....
i don't think that i want nehs..
haha=D

phew!just finished my bath,hoho!!
went to beach and then went to imperial nehs..
went to beach cause my friends party there..
but when me reached tanjung almost 7plus?lols!
my friends all already reached for few hours,haha!
all dark,no any light at all..
my friends still used that hand phone's light,haha!
then 8plus went to imperial mall..
cause we all want see for the miss good will,hahas!
then!on the way walk to imperial mall my leg get injured!again!
but not so serious la,hehe..
but really bad luck recently =X
ok,back to the topic,hahas =p
and my friend she got participate in this competition,hehe=)
tonight is semi-final,tomorrow is final..
fortunately,she successful entry into the semi-final
woohoo!!=) gratz=)
can't wait til tomorrow's final!!=O

but i'm not sure can go or not nehs..
cause my friend asked me for birthday party..
awww......
but i forget where my friend's house liao nehs,
and me no car go nehs..
don't know daddy want fetch me or not..
around riam,later lost..lols!
hmmp..
friend,will inform you tomorrow nehs..
if really can't then sorry o..
apologize 1st,don't be angry ya..=)

well,today i SIGH for 7 times..
hmmp...
at least better then yesterday,right?
keep it up=)

gonna stop here..
oyasumi=)
sweetdreams..
chaos~

p/s:i found my ear ring that i lost for one week!haha=D
but!!already broken,lols!
sobsob..
i bought this ear ring at KL..T_T

~坦白~

无数个夜晚
任性的被你宠坏
我曾想就这样耍赖
如今默默呼吸孤单

失去了什么 还剩下什么
不再等待
面对你慷慨 无截止的爱
我该不该 勇敢的离开

对自己坦白
爱狠狠的还在
找朋友陪伴都抵不过你一半
泪在眼里打转 爱已变成黑白
找不到答案 也不想谎言主宰

对彼此坦白 我们真的失败
背叛不是因为 就算承诺不再
新欢成了旧爱
爱的没了姿态 我会释怀
让世界把一切都冲淡

就让它冲淡

my fingers injured again!
grrrrr!
just because of the stupid menu..
sienz.....

i SIGH for 11 times today!
became more serious day by day??!
gosh!!
what happen to me.......

~GUESSING~

hmmp.....
what I'm gonna say today nehs....
i want said my friend..
he looks so down..
he said that he will be ok,no problem..
is that real?ok..
i won't force you...
just hope that you can face all the things positive way..
don't try to scare me please..
I'm very worry about that...

beside that,i seems like made my friend very upset..
i doesn't mean that want scold you or what...
i just wanna talk with you..
i know the sound when i talk with you may be you don't like..
so i apologize..
since you still very angry about that,
so i let you calm down yourself...

i SIGH for 9 times today...
='(

Today, I did a silly thing!
Because I am at work accidentally cut with scissor to my hands!
gosh!!very pain ler!straight throw away the scissor..
GRRRRR!!

well......
such a tired day for me...
today work til 7pm but daddy fetch me up around 8pm =.=!
cause want fetch my cousin too,hmmp...
so wait til around 8pm norhs...
after that went to airport road ate dinner,lols..
so far izzit,hahahhaha=p
my dad always do that,hoho=)
after that go back home lur....

today i SIGH for 7 times,sobsob....
anyway,i will try to minimize the number of=)
and smile always,hehe=)

hmmp..recently my friends all kept on asked me ''ting,why you looks so sad?ting why you looks so moody?ting,why you looks so tired?ting,are you ok?ting,what happen to you?ting...............''
to all my friends here,i'm very ok now,really..all is over!i din cheat you all..even sometime i still in faking my smile but i will try my best to smile always, be happy always,really..thanks for the care friends,me very cherish it=) felt glad that when i'm very sad still got lots of friends that very care me,made me felt warm..thank you very much,friends=) so friends,don't worry about me,i will be more stronger and more braver,trust me..just need the time,really=)

beside that,last night my friend had an accident occurred,gosh!!get shocked when i get this new!!T_T fortunately,two of my friends no any injuries,phew!!thanks God=) so friends,not only my friends,is all of you must be careful when you're driving la..NO HANDPHONE when you're driving,this is very important..remember please=)

tomorrow work til 7pm?or til 8.30pm?gosh!really hope that can til 7pm only nehs..hmmp..
well,stop here...
night,sweetdreams=)
to all my friends,once again,thanks ya=)
don't worry about me=)

wohooo!!sunny day!sunny sunday again!=)
feel more better today,thanks God=)
just came back home and finished bath,fresh!hehe=)

mummy wake me up on 7am this morning,cause want go to church...then daddy bring us ate breakfast but too early nehs..just ate for a bit,hehe=P and saw my old friends,said that me thin liao wor,hahaha!!!thank you thank you,lols!=p finished ate almost 8am norhs,then?go church lo,hahas..long time i din go for church already nehs..then feels that want go cause almost one month din go?lols...

church finished on 10pm,then my friend fetch me up at church went to parkson lo..looking for the presents nehs,hmmp!is hard to buy you know..especially is boy's present,gosh!really made me headache la=X well,stop talking about this..then went for shop shop again nehs..after that leave parkson..my friend bring me went to?hmmp,don't know how to say..but is a place that made me felt very relax and enjoy..just sitting there see the sky,the sea=) let the wind bring away our sadness=) i think so,hehe=) then?actually i don't know want go where nehs,lols!even my friend kept on asked me,lols..sorry about that,haha=p then?when to ate rojak,lols!cause i don't feel that want eat rice or what nehs..so went for rojak,hahahahaha=p after that no place to go nehs plus my friend got something to do so fetch me to bookstore..so stay there kept kepo kepo with yanling and all the staff there lo..laugh til so crazy?yeah,you're right,hahaha!!=p stay til 6pm plus ler,mummy haven't come yet,lols..then my cousin text me that she's at parkson watching movie now,so??asked my friend fetch me go parkson again,lols!cause sitting at bookstore there til want sleep ler,so i don't want,haha!!then ma fan my friend fetch me again,sorry for that and thanks too,hehe=) then??i went to parkson two times today,lols!funny!reached parkson my cousin still in the cinema,lols..so went to my friend working place take the books that she want give it to me,thanks ya ting=) then my cousin called me told that finished watched,phew!if not i don't know want wait til what time nehs,hehe..after that went to secret recipe,my cousin and her friend ate dinner..me just ordered a hot choc for myself,hahas..no feel hungry ma,so?no need eat lo,hehe=) then go shop shop again nehs..

suddenly!i feel that wan watch movie!lols!!so i go bought the ticket of Surrogate on 9pm!gosh!!i'm crazy!lols!!but so what?i like it mah,hehe=P then went for movie norh..not bad,nice to watch..so friends,go and watch it,hehe=) ohya!!i bought a new wallet for me today,hehe..like it very much..looks more mature[may be?],hahas!but is ok la,hehe=p

awwwww,my eyes is almost close now so just wrote til here la,hehe..
thanks God that everything is going smoothly now=)
so night all,want sleep already nehs..
sweetdreams=)
bubbai^^

finally......
i lose......
finally.......

i cried......
finally it's over.....

IT'S OVER!!!!!!!
EVERYTHING IS OVER!!!!!!
ALL IS STOP..........................
ALL THESE WILL BE MY PAST...............

THE END!
09/10/2009
9.20pm

gastric in the early morning today,grrr...
hate it very very much!!

and today i have not much to say..
just want to said that

YOU'RE LIAR!!!!!!!T_T
you never know how i feel.....

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even without fists held high
Never would have worked out right
We were never meant for do or die
I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now
I can't stop

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
Started with a perfect kiss
Then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive

You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

I'm already gone
I'm already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone
Already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

鸵鸟

话题越来越少
争吵都省略掉
说话的语调
像陌生人闲聊
相处时间变少
见面都是遇到
惯性的拥抱
像陌生人问好

一天一点画面重叠
我们都无力去遮掩
情节慢慢的伸延
眼看就快要深陷
选择逃避当妥协
被爱追逐成鸵鸟
没有终点的逃跑
结果还是摆脱不了
自己设下的圈套
被爱追逐成鸵鸟
慌然失措的潜逃
结果是疲惫与徒劳
我想我们都不要

让自己藏在幻觉里面
试着把真实欺骗
抬起头 伤害得更真切
爱的危险谁也不能幸免
其实我们都知道结束就好
更好

woke up 8.30am!lols!!

mummy wake me up,lols!
over slept..
then faster go prepare for go work,lols..
if not i'm gonna be late i think,teehee=P

ohya,today i got a weird phone call at my working place..
here's our conversation :~~ LOLS!
me:halo,starbookstore

anonymous:你好,我是从美里帝宫三楼打来的,我姓陈..
me:请问你要找谁？[actually i'm still in blur lo]
anonymous:你好,我姓陈..我们这里刚开了一间时尚服装店..欢迎来参观..请问你贵姓?
me:不好意思,我再忙..
anonymous:我知道,请问你贵姓?
me:姓陈![of course is fake one la=p]
anonymous:姓名呢?
me:不好意思,我真的再忙..[hmmp!!!]
anonymous:我知道,我只是想知道..因为我也姓陈..我们也刚好刚开了服装店,有什么服装上的问题也可以寻问我们..
me:我真的再忙!!![lols!my fire is start burning up]=.=!

anonymous:我知道,我只是想知道罢了..
then????i straight put it down the phone!lols!i wonder how me so stupid kept heard she said ''我知道,我知道''=.=! hahha!!

well..for me today is ok ok a bit la..don't want go think about it,just let it be normal back bah..may be i still waiting for that,hehe..stupid right?=) may be just let it be normal is good to me..hope so.....ok,stop talking about this..

hmmp,stop here la=)
night all..
sleep tight ya=)

hmmp,what i'm gonna say today??
erm....nothing special also la..
i do the same things everyday..
LOLS...
just sitting there wrapped the books whole day..
but the diff is today me just work til 8.30pm,lols..
actually til 7pm only de nehs..
but because of some problem so i stay til 8.30pm norhs..
hehe=)

today got think about the question again nehs..
although i already give it up..
although i already know that's impossible..
but..
sometime still felt confuse about it..
so.........
on the way add oil now..
one day,i will success=)

well,today is my friend-Toh's birthday nehs!!
but he's not at miri now,lols..
actually want buy him cake,but he went to Brunei,now at Limbang,lols!
more cham..how to buy?post to him o?
haha=D
so no any cake for him liao nehs,hmmp.....
anyway,wish him all dreams come true..
wish him all the best..
be happy always..
and take goof care of yourself always..
once again,happy birthday to you=)


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TOH!!=)

morning everyone!!=)
another sunny day for me?
hmmp!!i think so,hehe=)
i won't let the things annoying me again=)

well,i think my sick is ok a bit,hehe!!
thanks God..
gonna start work today..
been slacking at home for two days,hehe!
so today have to start work again..
continue wrap my books?
may be...LOLS!!
today work til 9.30pm nehs..
wish that everything is going smoothly=)

have a nice day^^

hmmp,went to parkson today..

went to movie,even i still in sick,hehe=p
may be because of my sick then me almost fall asleep in the cinema ler..
1st time,lols!
watch GAMER today..
ngati..that movie really confuse me lo..
almost finish i just realize the movie is doing about what,haha!!xD
but is ok for me la,just got a a bit boring only la,hehe!
AND!!!
my hand is freeze in the cinema!!is damn cold for me!!
even my fingers already became purple colour=.=!
then i still used my bag cover my body ler!
duhhh....
and the worst is i din bring for the jacket=.=!
so?suan le bah!!
just let me freeze inside the cinema bah!LOLS!!=P

beside that,my tang ge is looking for the new cloth..
so accompany him go find for it..
then took some photos when my cousin is trying for the new cloth..
hoho!!=p

hmmp,that's all for today la..
tired already nehs..
gonna go sleep nehs..
so night all..
sweetdreams=)

woke up around 10am..
hmmp...
a beautiful Sunday for me again=)
i din go for church,sorry mum,hehe..
cause last night slept very late so can't wake up early in the morning,haha=p
beside that,my sick is getting more serious already..
duhh....sienz ler..
the flu is really suffered me lo..
so last night sleep not very well,hmmp..
and cough lagi,haihz..
so guys,you all must drink more water and take good care of yourself la..
don't get sick..the feeling is damn s*ck!

well,still think that want go out or not nehs..
cause waiting for the phone call from my cousin..
but if no go out is ok for me also la,just sit at front of my pc whole day lo..
i always do that,hahah=p
but my friend said don't always sit at front of my pc..
but if not like this what can i go again o?
sleep??
lols!maybe is the good idea for me too,haha=p

it's 12++ now nehs..
BORING!!
nothing to do,hmmp!

gathering with my family=)

gathering with my family just now
i have nothing to said wor
so just let the photos talk bah
hehe=)

actually still got many,but i lazy to upload liao
the line are very weak now
hehe=)
so that's all for that=)
night all
sweetdreams^^

suddenly feel that want posted up this photo

my friend bought me this from Taiwan
he said this what Taiwan people called ''dream catcher''
in chinese called ''梦网''
may be is the time i very need in this

many dreams that i haven't accomplish yet :~
1-i want go for study,and have a good future
2-i hope that my life can be colourful til the end of my life,don't want to see my life just like a blank A4 paper
3-go for my dreams place=)
4-go for adventures,amazon?hahah=p
5-bring parents go for oversea trip=)
6-be a daughter that won't make my family disappointed on me=)
7-meet my mr.right and have a sweet romantic love=p [may be this still far from me,hehe]
8-
9-
10-
l..
l..
l..
l..
l..
100-

and i still got lots of dreams have to accomplish it
so i very need in this dream catcher
hope this dream catcher can catch the all dreams that i want=)
i want accomplish all the dreams before i leave this world
for my family,my friends,all of peoples is beside me=)
really wish that........

today woke up 11am++..

long time i didn't sleep til so late liao nehs,hehe=)
din go for work today,take leave
cause me stomachache til even want wake up also hard,awww~~
even already ate the medicine still the same T_T
plus get flu and cough again,gosh!
~~suffered~~
sobsob

aww~~
my stomach kinda pain now!!
started from afternoon til now ler..
even me already ate the medicine,even i drink hot no cold anymore,but?
still the same T_T
oh no!
be girl really very pity,hmmp!

well,today me almost sit on the chair for whole day ler!
just wrapped for the books,duh...
BORED ler=.=!
and my hand many of wound
just because of the paper cut!
hmmp..
but is ok la,doesn't matter..hehe=)
and today me work til almost 9pm ler..
cause my friend attended for the dinner so i have to replace her norhs..
so?mean that i really sitting there for whole day,lols!
except the time went to ate and toilet,hahahh=p
beside that,today early in the morning me started sore throat again..
then just now more worst,after ate the mango that bought from my friend then started cough=.=!
excuse me.....
me just ate a little bit only ler,=.=!
me still think that want eat durian when i go back home..
cause daddy bought me durian again,hoho=p
oh no,daddy!
if you keep buy like that one day your daughter will become fat pig later,haha=p
but so what?i like to eat then ok la,haha!=p
but the worst is daddy no buy me rambutan,but is ok la..next time lo,hehe=)
[ ei,sista!i know you want eat durian!haha=p so yummy!=p wait you come back 1st la,daddy sure buy you many!don't eat til vomit then ok liao,hahh=p my lovely sista!really miss you so much nehs!miss the way when we're gossip gossip,laugh til so crazy!hahhahaha=p so you please come back faster!we all here miss you very very muchie=) ]

-To my friend-
~wish that one day you can tell me what you're thinking,what you really want~
~i know you will~
~if all put inside your heart is very tired one~
~may be you don't think that,but for me really made me tired~
~anyway,if you need a listener just find me up,hehe=)~
~i will be the good listener~
teehee =)

~I Remember~

Where were you, when I said I loved you
And where were you, when I cried at night
Waiting up, couldn't sleep without you
Thinking of, all the times we shared

I remember when my heart broke
I remember when I gave up loving you
My heart couldn't take no more of you
I was sad and lonely

I remember when I walked out
I remember when I screamed I hated you
But somehow deep inside, still loving you, sad and lonely

No one knew, all the pain I went through
All the love, I saved deep in my heart for you
Didn't know, where I would go, where I would be
But you made me leave, and plus my heart it just
It just kept telling me so

I remember when my heart broke
I remember when I gave up loving you
My heart couldn't take no more of you, I was sad and lonely
I remember when I walked out
I remember when I said I hated you
But somehow deep inside, still loving you, so sad and lonely

There was nowhere else to go
Nobody else, to turn to
For the rest of my life, I promise myself I
Will love me first, genuinely

I remember when I stormed out
I remember when I gave up loving you, I was sad and lonely

sad~
disappointed~
moody~
pity~
tired~
waiting~
pathetic~
T____T




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