can't believe it!!!=X

oh man!!i can't believe it!!i gonna move house!!!oh no!oh man!oh God!please come and help me!T_T izzit really i have to move?oh man!hard to believe!but whatever la!that's true,can't change anymore!
hmmp!but i think i will try my best to live at my ''new'' house=.=!and by the way,i will seldom update my blog already la..cause i move to my house haven't fix the Internet yet..plus i move to tat ''new'' house after 2 days to KL again,so i think i will fix it when i come back from KL,lols!may be from tomorrow til 15June just update,lols!very long time izzit?them i can't online again!sienz..bur whatever la,i go jaxling there on,hahas!!jax?can boh?hahas=P
so after i move to there hope is a good new beginning for me and also my family!hehe=) may God bless us always..=)
well,i have nothing to say liao nehs..so stop here bah!hope tomorrow everthings is going smoothly..
night,bubbai~ have a nice dreams ya=)

=X

haihz,today do the same mistake again!when i just can stop it??i don't know!God!please help me!help me won't do the same mistake again!!sigh~
today got chat with my friend..she said that want go the course something like find the way in your future,your mind,your thinking and more la..she said that she wan go try..first i told her that she no serious til wan go attend that kind of course..but she said she wan try,so i support her..may be that is good for her also..hope she can happy always,don't be so dump..be more happy and find the way she want in the future..jiayou bah!
today work whole day again,tired!my body is out of battery already,lols!left 4 days i will be move out from this home that i live started from me 3 years old..very long time izzit?hmmp,bo bian la..i don't want my mum so suffer and this freaking place,i hope my mum can be happy always then no more tired and no more suffer..can be more freedom,hehe=)
opps,tired already so stop here la..night,chaos~=D

lazy~=P

wau,long time i didn't update my blog..hahas!!plus busy and lazy too,lols!recently happen many things beside me..sad de happy de all have..sad is my relative pass away last week,went to him's funeral T_T but i think that's good for him,if not he must stay in the hospital,that's very suffer you know??even no energy to eat,to talk and many,sobsob..but i think now he already go to Heaven and may be looking at us from the Heaven?hehe..anyway,rest in peace ya Q Gong..you will always in our heart til forever and ever=)
the happy things?is i want move house on next Saturday,lols!and can everyday meet with my cousin and also my grandma,cause they become my neighbour liao,hahas!!then for mummy good also,the important things that made me agree to move is mummy norhs,i think she will feel more comfortable and freedom already,hehe=) and also want thanks my cousin,uncle..especially is ah ping shu,aunt,jaxling,christie jie,ah kok,ai sze jie and more..they all really help us many in the house that we want to move in..once again,thanks ya=)
beside that,i reformat my freaking stupid pc already,lols!cause damn lag la,so i asked my cousin-long help me to reformat,so thanks ya long!=) then also updated my pc!lols!if not my pc really outdated liao lo!xD really,i didn't lie you..even my msn also is 7.1 de i think=.=! really very cham,but now ok already!hahas!cause long help me updated all til the latest one,hahas!thanks ya long=)
hmmp,recently busy work also..and a bit scare too nehs,cause now got swine flu T_T my working friends all get flu=.=!so i wan eat more vitamin!hahahahahhaa!just kidding la=p anyway,friends you all must take good care also ya=)
blank again=.=!so i stop here lur,hehe..night=) bubbai=)

=D

hmmp,long time didn't update my blog already=p cause lazy lor,and tired too..but got people said ''update please'',hahas!so i came and blogging norhs..=p
but i really nothing to wrote,lols..boring life,boring jeefren=.=!
tomorrow is my offday,hoho!don't know got go out boh?but i think won't la,stay at home more nice,hehe..recently lazy go shopping liao,hahas=p
ohya!now got a disease called ''swine flu''..kinda terrible man!so everybody must take good care of yourself ya..remember always wash your hand and keep clean..
hmmp,i nothing to wrote liao=.=! so just stop here bah!continue tomorrow may be,hehe!!=)
chaos~ night=)

~如果我变成回忆~

累了 交困里努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中 不听话的 就停止了

听着 你心像往常还有热
越美丽越更勇敢的 我还能展示什么
如果我连自己的脉搏 都难掌握

如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你坐挨哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你想到我让深爱的你仍还孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心

如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会颁这种法门
想牵着你 槛门上搂紧
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他给你 我不怪你

快乐 什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻想
把你紧紧抱着可知你是我生命中的 最舍不得

如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你坐挨哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你仍还孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心

如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会颁这种法门
想牵着你 槛门上搂紧
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他给你

如果我变成回忆 最怕我单独终极
顽固的烂在空气 不整理行李 每一寸空隙
原来依然爱我的你总哭 承受失去
这样不公平 请你整理 把我忘记

=)

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO MUMMY =)
I LOVE YOU=)
YOU'RE THE BEST!!=)

worry-ing...='(

my grandma's cousin so i call??anyway,we all called him uncle..he now get sick live at general hospital,sobsob..so worry about him,me even not dare go to visit him..i scare me cry!T_T my cousin-jess went to visit him just now and she told me the situation at there..said that saw him vomit,whole body felt very uncomfortable,very suffer too..i cried when i heard that!T_T God,may You bless uncle,hope he can feel more better,and no more suffer and faster recover..i really can't imagine when i last time saw him when chinese new year still very strong and healthy,then now heard the news that he already go general hospital cause sick..get shocked when i knew that,haihz..he son all came back from KL already,like that more good la..as least got people can take good care of him..
so may God bless him always,and recover soon..

sigh~

haihz,this few days lazy to update my blog,plus tired again..so me 3 days didn't update my blog=.=! lazy!!very very lazy!don't know why,haihz..
and i think me want move to my grandma there already,no more live at thai poo..so scareT_T scare that i can't live well at my grandma thereT_T sobsob!actually not live with my grandma la,is the house beside her..very worry about that,really hope that can live here thai poo can liao,even my sister also don't want we move back to grandma there..but see mummy so suffer,everyday work til very tired,haihz..then the freaking stupid boss still complain this and that!so li hai you go do it yourself la!u think my mum robot izzt?use battery izzit?!my mum also is human hoh!i won't blame you la!cause you not human ma,is animal so sure is animal de brain then don't know how to think la!noob!!!even no brain at all!!!
new environment for me?may be yes,may be not..cause before me live at there til me 3 years old then move to thai poo..so many years already ler,then now want move back again,haihz..izzit good for us?really don't know,hope so..hope everything going smoothly,may God bless us always bah!and the most important is my mum can live well,comfortable,and sleep well=)!and freedom!!!no more fix!!!!!=)hehe..
anyway,new environment,new beginning,new life!!=)
may God bless us always,we need You very very much!=)