~gotta be somebody~

this time i wonder what it feels like

to find the one in this life,the one we all dream of

but dreams just aren't enough

so I'll be waiting for the real thing

I'll know it by the feeling

the moment when we're meeting will play out like scene

straight off the silver screen

so I'll be holding my own breath right up til the end

until that moment when i find the one that I'll spend forever with

cause nobody wants to be the last one there

cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares

someone to love with my life in their hands

there's gotta be somebody for me like that

cause nobody wants to do it on their own

and everyone wants to know they're not alone

there's somebody else that feels the same somewhere

there's gotta be somebody for me out there

tonight,out on the street,out in the moonlight

and you know this feels too right

it;s just like deja vu

me standing here with you

so I'll be holding my own breath,could this be the end?

is it that moment when i find the one that I'll spend forever with

you can't give up,looking for a diamond in the rough

you never know when it shows up

make sure you're holding on

cause it could be the one,the one you're waiting on

gosh!!=X

damn!!i went to skin clinic today,for what?my face again la!!sienz!my face vry cham now,small small de pimples!!T_T even is small small de case,but the most i worry is the brand that i used to wash my face is not suit for me ma,scare got effect later,so i went to see doctor more better lo..then you know the doctor told me what??my hormones is unbalance =.=!!wth?????are you sure??hmmp..my mum said may be too..cause she said that me always work now,then til late late just sleep,plus before i never work till like this..just sleep eat rest at home,lols!now just be more busy a bit for work my face became like that!sao arr!!!T_T
today nothing special norhs,still the same..but today my lao ban niang asked me now got what plan,T_T!the same question again ''want go where study?'' ''continue work?'' haihz..don't know la,just answer her simply..just like '' i don't know o,see 1st lor,hehe''=.=!same right??is any people can tell me what i'm gonna to do now is right one??is true one??is good for me one?? no comment!haihz...........

if you just left 10 days??what you gonna to do??

just now i see the magazine get from ting there last night..suddenly i saw a title ''if you just left ten days to live in this world what you gonna to do??''
if i really left only ten days in this world i think i won't spend the time in very sad de situation,cry everyday..i will do all things i wish i want before i leave this world..what will i do?1st sure is i won't let my family my friends,the all people besides me know about this sad news!cause don't want see them sad,see them unhappy='(..2nd of course is my family!i sure always stick together with them like chewing gam,i know this may made them angry,beh song or what,but so what?i just leave 10days!and will always say that ''i love you mum,dad and sis!must take good care of yourself=)'' after that is my friends,my lovely friends!i will try my best to help you all when you need in this 10days!cause after this i may won't meet you forever and ever again='( beside that,i also will go find the people i hate i don't like!just scold them what i very beh song what i really don't like!hahas!of course i will do that,if not i won't have the chance to scold them already!hehe..but for the friends i love i like sure will accompany with you all the time,hang out together and make the happy memories,sweet memories and leave all this all happy memories to you all=)!and the all memories will always keep in my heart!til forever and ever!!=) and many many things i have to do,have to accomplish!if you suddenly tell me that me just left 10days to live for me is not enough!totally not enough!!='( many things i want to do!!
and last if i really left 10days i will shout to you all ''i love you all!!take good care!!'' and give them a big big big big big hug!!!!!!=)
so guys,appreciated what you have now,the every things,every people beside you!don't till the time just feel regret!that's too late already...

<爱过,终没爱好>

• 永远，只不过是两颗心之间愿意守候的距离。
• 有些人，因为太爱对方而失去自己。有些人，则太爱自己而失去对方。
• 拥有爱，是一种幸福；失去爱，将会是另一种幸福。每一位离开的人，都应该被祝福；留下的人，当学会珍重。
• 有些人，虽然离开了，却永远留在对方的心底，对真正爱过的人来说，这未尝不是一种最好的归宿，一生珍惜。
• 爱情来的时候，为了取悦对方，恋人们常千方百计改变自己，甚至委屈求全。直到爱情走了，才发现生命的一切有待加倍的努力才能还原。
• 无声，是感情尽头的一种境界。与其要对方给一个理由，还一个公道，不如让自己优雅地告别爱情，转身，就是新的人生。
• 势着于某种特定的类型，是爱情的坚持，也是爱的盲点。爱过以后，如果相信世间种种终必成空，何必再不能成全的感情里，计较输赢？放手祝福吧！
• 暗恋的表白，需要极大的勇气，但在酝酿勇气的过程中，常被别人捷足先登。时机，原来也是爱情里必须充分掌握的关键。
• 有时候，一次巧合，让她对一个人刻苦铭心；而另一次巧合，却能让她有足够的勇气，将那个人忘的干干净净。
• 明日，明日各自天涯。遗忘，或许是止痛疗伤最好的办法。
• 失去的本身并不可怕，最令人遗憾的不是失去，而是拥有得时候，没有好好珍惜。
• 恋爱的对象没有十全十美的，只要对方的条件符合我在意的几项，他就是我的100分。
• 主动，被动，不如互动。爱或被爱，不如相爱。「这或许是最好的结局吧='( 」
• 得不到的，也许是最好的；但得不到的，可能是最适合自己的。
• 有享受快乐的权利，也有承担痛苦的能力，才是完整的人生！

agree or disagree???

hehe=) but all this i think really happen in reality,life may be is hard..but if you face all the things with positive,try your best to solve it,soon sure you can find the way out=) jia you bah!life still want to continue,be more braver and braver to face your life =)

yipee!!tomorrow me offday=) stay at home?i don't think so,cause i hope me can go boulevard,hahas!cause i want buy something ma=p actually me just now already went to boulevard la..but when me reached there then that shop i want to go already closed!sienz!so?bo bian lo,hope tomorrow my cousin got go then me just follow them,hahas=) and want apologize to my friends,i made him sad jor i think,sigh!i told him the news that made him sad!!regret qin!T_T i really don't have any means that want made you sad de,i tot all already passed so you won't care about that,haihz..sorry='( i not sure that you is really sad or not,but i can felt that you got a bit down now..T_T but that all things already passed la,just be more stronger bah..i know you can do it de!jiayou!don't go think about the sad things liao,i'll be the machine in your brain!cancel all the unhappy memories in your brain,hehe..jiayou=)

~come back to me~

The rain falls on my windows,and the coldness runs through my soul

And the rain falls,the rain falls

I don't want to be alone,

I wish that I could photoshop,all our bad memories

Cuz the flashbacks,the flashbacks

Won't leave me alone

If you come back to me,I'll be all that you need

Baby come back to me

Let me make up for what happened in the past

Baby come back to me,I'll be everything you need

Baby come back to me,boy you're one in a million

Baby come back to me,I'll be everything you need

Baby come back to me,you're one in a million

Lower East Side of Manhattan,she goes shopping for new clothes

And she buys this and she buys that,just leave her alone

I wish that he would listen to her side of the story

It isn't that bad, it isn't that bad

And she's wiser for it now

I admit I cheated

Don't know why I did it,but I do regret it

Nothing I can do or say can change the past

Everything I ever did,Heaven knows I'm sorry babe

I was too young to see,you were always there for me

And my curiosity got the better of me

Baby take it easy on me

Anything from A to Z,call me what you wanna babe

I open my heart to thee

You are my priority

Can't you see you've punished me,more than enough already

Baby take it easy on me

~come back to me~

=)

woohooooo!!!promote a nice song again!!ting intro me one,hahas..so nice o~i like it so much!!called ''come back to me'' sang by ''utada hikaru''!!but i don't know is new song or what,but really such a nice song and sad too i think,hehe!!just go and try it!100% guarantee you won't regret la=)
just now went to pharmacy='( mummy bought medicine for my leg,haihz..my leg getting more worst and worst liao,sienz..sometime felt painful again!!grrrrr!so mummy go bought medicine for me lor,and just now me shun bian asked tat doctor see my face!my face too!more worst again liao!!haihz!!the stupid pimples kept on growing on my face!even my friends said there is nothing on my face!but when me wash my face can felt it de hoh!so bought medicine for my face too!!haihz..CHAM!!what a freaking stupid pimples!!!!grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!! don't know that medicine suit my face or not='(
this few days i think me want tired till pengsan!!!cause my big boss posted 5 big big big boxes of books from KL!!!T_T then we all starting busy again,sigh~ so many books ler!!!have to wrap it again!!duhh~~today me already wrapped almost 100 de books ler!!!=X gosh!give me ten pairs of hand please=X may be not enough??lols=p whatever la,as long my partner will share share with me also de la,hehe=p
last,anybody can please tell me what's wrong on Digi??why i kept on tried to reload myself but failed??kept said upgrading technology,daily interruptions =.=!sienz!haihz..but what can do?have to wait till tomorrow lor..
so i stop here bah!hehe..wish you all have a nice dreams ya=) chaos~=)
and remember go try that nice song owh=D

wheres my future???T_T

just finished viewed adeline's blog..and know that she is going to MMU study on June,gratz ya adeline=) finally you made the right decision for yourself=)
suddenly many question come out in my mind again,haihz...many of my friends already made the decision want go where and where study liao,but i'm still here..still don't know what should i choose in my next step,sigh~ study?work?my future?i don't know me got future or not,cause even now me want continue study or work or what me also don't know..sometime felt that myself very useless la T_T everyday doing nothing,haihz..when people asked me ''ting,where you want going to study now?continue study or what?''then i have nothing to say,just answer like ''don't know o,see first lo..'' every time is the same question same answer!!arrgggggg!!!feels like want cry already='( somebody please come and guide me='( my brain even think til wan explore liao at last also is the same!!no ANSWER at all='(

HELP ME!!!!!!!='(

miss!!!!=)

gosh!!finally i found out this song!!miss so much!but is from my friend there=.=! mine one my sista bring to Penang then no more come back liao,wuuu!!T_T actually is her de cd la,hahas!!i got asked her bring back to me when she come back miri,then??she said lost already!!&*^&()@#$ but today i finally heard this song at my working there!yipee!!so i straight borrow from my friend!!hoho!=p
this song called ''i will come to you'' sang by Hanson..i like this song very very much!and first time i heard is when i'm form1?or 2 la..the most i like is the lyric!!very meaning full..may be for you is not,but for me is very meaning full..depends la,hehe=) very nice to hear,hehe=) go and MUST try it!=)


When you have no light to guide you
And no one to walk to walk beside you
I will come to you
When the night is dark and stormy
You won't have to reach out for me I will come to you

Sometimes when all your dreams may have seen better days
And you don't know how or why, but you've lost your way
Have no fear when your tears are falling'
I will hear your spirit calling
And I swear I'll be there come what may

'Cause even if we can't be together
We'll be friends now and forever
And I swear that I'll be there come what may
When the night is dark and stormy
You won't have to reach out for me
I will come to you

We all need somebody we can turn to
Someone who'll always understand
So if you feel that your soul is dying
And you need the strength to keep trying
I'll reach out and take your hand

nice??go and try it bah=)

tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!T_T

this few days i have nothing to say..one word i can said is TIRED!!!really really very tiredT_T i wan pengsan already..plus me not enough sleep ler,sob sob~~ somebody please come and help me,sigh!
today me work whole day again..my partner get sick=.=! so??what can do?just replaced her lo..T_T
whatever!passed already!no need think about it liao,hehe=)
well,stop here..me no energy to continue liao,hehe..wait for my next post bah=) byes~ night=)

tired!!!!=(

just came back from work and just finished my bath too,tired!i wonder how me this week can work whole day from morning til night 10.30pm!today more worst!til11.30pm!!=.=!and today me work alone ler,my partner off again=.=! and don't know why today customer so many!9.45pm come de also have ler!!actually we can say that we want close already de,but they already reserved de seats liao bah,haihz..so can't reject T_T plus i'm alone ler!!damn!really hope that i got ten hands to handle all the things that i want do=.=!grrrrrrrrr!whatever la,already passed!hehe=)thanks God=)
hmmp,tomorrow offday,yipee!=p but what should i do at home??deng!another stupid question again=.=!hahas!!well,may be just sleeping like pig at home bah!take more rest,hahas!plus my face now very cham!that stupid pimples,grrrrrr!so i wan take more rest,hehe=)
k la,stop here bah..=) byes! night=)

get shocked!!! =X

omg!today i really get shocked!!lols!!you know what??a phone called then my leader told me that our big boss came miri here already!!the worst is he no tell us ler!is my big boss's relative told my leader de=.=!izzit my big boss wanna sport check??lols!i'm not scare lor=p but really so suddenly lor!siak dao!!=p have been long time didn't see him already..3 years?or 4 years?don't know la..i know him when i'm form 1?i think la..cause when i form 1 working he already is my boss liao mah,now me go back there work again sure is him again lo..even very long time didn't see him but he seems like no change at all nehs,hahas!!but i didn't tell him la,later his nose grow til 20cm =.=!lols!!xD anyway,i know he came back miri to settle something,and thanks God everything he done is going smoothly=) tomorrow i think he will go back to KL already??may be la,cause he didn't plan that want stay here for long time,just came and see see lor..hoho!!good!so i can be more relax!!hahas=) i'm such a lazy snake=p
okie,stop here..i have nothing to say anymore..just want came and share my feelings today!!hahas!!chaos~~=) night!

it's too little too late for you to come back

say it's just a mistake

think i'd forgive you like that

if you thought i would wait for you

you thought wrong

but you're just a boy

you don't understand

and you don't understand

how it feels to love a girl

someday you wish you were a better man

you don't listen to her

you don't care how it hurts

until you lose the one you wanted

cauae you're talking her for grandted

and everything you had got destroyed

but you're just a boy

~if i were a boy~

wednesday=)

wau,so fast Wednesday again..but tonight still want work til 10.30pm!!not tonight only nehs..i think tomorrow night and again again also want work..sobsob~cause one of my working staff off when night!!so i have to replace her,sienz!!never mind la,earn more money lo..T_T kan po!hahas=p
seems like me every morning just can blogging nehs,sometime came back from work already late and lazy liao lurr..then LAZY blogging again norhs,hahas=p
hmmp,my cousin-jessica went to Italy lurr..actually is yesterday or??don't know la,hahas!!cause she have brass band competition,hehe=)may God bless her and wish her all the best and everything going smoothly too=) jiayou bah=) i know you can do it de=)
well,stop here bah..hehe=) wish you all have a nice day ya^^ must happy everyday=)
chaoz~~~

p/s:deng!i just realize that my cousin-jess is go Spain not Italy,lols!!adeline just leave the comment!!hahahahaha xD sorry for the wrong information!lols!!hahaha=P

good morning!!!=)

morning!!a sunny day=) think that you all sure still sleeping de,hehe!!3 days didn't blogging already,hehe..the reason is>>>''LAZY''<<< hmmp,actually i nothing to write also nehs..cause my friend already said ''update please'',so i just came and write something la,hahas=p ohya,today is my friend-lee's birthday!so wish him happy birthday=) wish him all the best and all dreams come true!!happy always ya^^
lastly is,nice song promote again,hahas!!''next plane home'' sang by daniel powter and ''gotta be somebody'' sang by nickelback!!this is rock!!very nice to hear!!but ''next plane home'' is soft soft one la,hehe=) very nice too,so go and try it!!
opps!times to work already,hehe!!so stop here bah..wish you all have a nice day ya^^ take care=)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LEE =)

=)

went to RexBox last night with all my friends..cause they all said long time didn't gather already mah,so last night we go RexBox lor..go chiong k,hahas!!but me almost 10.30pm just go,lols!!reached there almost 10.30pm lurr..my friend kept nag me,duhh..i saw you all got work mah,so go late a bit norhs..how know you all already reached!hahas!!=p when me reached there my friend-yanling already choose the song for me!!haha!!so me reached there straright get the microphone and sang!!!hahahahas!!sang many many song,of course include my lao gong de song lor,hahas!!!and my friend got choose a song also,that song made our high qin!!duhh!!sang by who i forget jor!!but the lyric is very 'A' one,you know what i mean??hahaha!!!xD then keep follow the lyric and sang!!hahas!!!no one dare to use microphone to sing,cause later outside people hear what we sang!!lols!!!funny qin!and that song kept made we laugh!!aiyo,laugh til my tears want come out already lor!!hahah!!but the worst is i forget to take the photos!awwwww~T_T hmmp,next time bah!!hahas!!and we choose many song last night,almost 100++,sao ar!even we want go back also haven't sing finish yet=.=!anyway,happy last night!!hehe=) almost 1am jiu go back lurr,cause some of them still want work mah..then me is??>>>>>kena mummy boom,hahas=p
erm,stop here bah..i want go Parkson meet with with ting and watch movie?see bah!hehe=)byes~

<有一天,你会舍得>

女人说:''很想离开他,但每一次都舍不得.''

两个人一起的日子久了,要分手也不是一次就可以分开的.明明下定决心跟他分手,分开之后,却又舍不得,不够一个星期,两人就复合了.复合了一段时间,还是受不了他,这一次,真的下定决心要分手了.分开之后,又舍不得.一个月之后,两人又走在一起.

女人悲观的说:''难道就这样过一辈子?''

请相信我,终有一次,你会舍得..

舍不得他,是因为舍不得过去.和他一起曾经有过很快乐的日子,虽然现在比不上从前,但是他曾经那么好,怎舍得他?

离开之后又回去,因为舍不得从前.每一次吵架之后,都用从前那段快乐的日子来原谅他.在回忆里,他是好的,那就算了吧!

无法忍受他,这一次真的要离开他了.可是,因为舍不得从前,于是又再给他一次机会.每次对他有什么不满,就用从前最快乐的日子宽恕他,在回忆里,他是曾经拿过一百分的.

然而,快乐的回忆也有用完的一天.有一天,你不得不承认那些美好的日子已经永远过去了,不能在用来原谅他.这个时候,你会舍得..

i copy this text from a book..felt that very meaningful so posted here lo..plus nothing to write ma,hehe^^ so any comment???is that true or false??hehe=) leave ur answer in my chat box bah!=)

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!

awww!2pm++ just reached home!but???you know what??i stuck at outside my house's gate!!!!damn!!my mummy said got people at home,but when i reached home one people also don't have!!!sao ar!!!and i don't take the remote control ler!!so i be nerd outside my house!! @#$@%$#% then i straight called my mummy,so she have to come back and open the gate for me!!cause she go her friend house already mah,so boh bian lo..have to come back open for me too,haihz..then i'm kinda hungry while im waiting mummy come back!!!i 7am++ ate my breakfast then until just now!!wuuuuuuT_T so after mummy open gate and door for me straight find foods to eat!!then now so full already!!ate so much!!hoohohoo=p
today go hear law just sitting in the class like nerd..nothing to do,but luckily the teacher quite good,kept kidding with us..haha=) but after lunch changed teacher then so so so boring ler!!!bored!!awwwww!i sit til i want sleep la,duhhhhh..but now is ok liao la,pass already mah!!hahas=Pyeah!!!finally i hear my law!!teehee=) for me that 6hours want sit at there really very suffer for me nehs,but now pass already!hoho!!then i saw sukkhing,yinwei and joanne..but too bad is they 3 is in the same class but me????ALONE!!!really soi lo='( whatever la,now my next aim is law test!hahas!!so scare about that..if fail want pay for the second time or til you pass your law test!awww!!=( i will try my best!hehe=) hmmp,i want go enjoy my movie lurr..hahas!!tata~~

6am!!!!!!!!T_T

wuuuuuuuu~T_T sunday again~~just woke up on 6am,so tired!even my eyes also can't open!!grrrrrr~~~~~but what can i do?must wake up also,haihz..later want go hear law already ler!scare~ cause i'm alone!!!T_T whatever!!!!!jiayou!!!hehe=) wish me luck bah^_^ wish you all have a nice day ya=) continue when i come back??hahas,may be=p byes~~~

saturday again~~~~~

sao arr!!i tot today i din work,then i slept til 11am++..after me woke up go checked my hp got a miss call is from my working place..then i called back lo,then my boss told me that me today got work la!!oh man!!i get shocked!!cause normally me Saturday is offday then 6pm just go work de nehs!!then my boss told me that cause one of staff go back to Sibu for ''qin min'' =.=! so i suppose got work one,lols!!so funny!!then after ate my lunch go work lor..boss!you should remind me ma,hahas!!but never mind la,i know you won't scold me also de,teehee=p so same again,spend my whole day working,sigh~~ but tonight so many people ler!!busy till i wan pengsan!!but is ok la,cause tonight work with me de partner is very good one,hehe=) so even is very busy but we still work in very happy de mood,hehe!!luckily i hate de people no work,suppose is got de la,but she went to Sibu liao!!good,hoho!!i'm so bad!!kekekekeke=p
by the way,tomorrow i want go hear law!!so early ler,still want woke up at 6am!!and me is go ALONE de hoh!!!pity~T_T still want spend rm160!!T_T never mind!i just want get the licence as soon as possible!!don't want be the last!!hehe=) so wish me luck bah!!jiayou!!

tired~~

what should i write?=.= today kinda boring!!!just woke up on 8am,then go work again..but today the diff is me work til 6pm only,hehe=p plan that want go watch movie but because of some reason so cancel,hehe..may be wait til next week bah=)
just now went to Mosjaya there ate my dinner,kinda hungry!!then?my food is the last one came=.= after my parents finish they food mine de just came,sao ar!ji soi xia de lo T_T after finish my dinner dad bring us go gai gai lo,drove from airport til marina bay,til open-a,til boulevard,til pasar malam then?go back home la,lols!!almost 1 hour sitting in car?hahas!!whatever la,luckily i bring my mp3,teehee!!if not sure sitting in the car like nerd,lols!=.=
ohya,saw jason today..actually not very sure about that la,cause i go work late already just rush to my working place,lols!but i asked him just now,then thats really is him,hahas!!sori,din greet to you=p anyway,happy to see you today,hehe=)
hmmp....blank again,so stop here bah=) byes~~~

gratz!!ting!!=)

finally,my best friend-leeting pass her law test!!yay!!hahas!!felt happy for her,hehe..she study very hard de nehs,hehe!!finally=) thanks God=)
hmmp..today nothing special again,just like normal..but morning i got viewed my friend's sis de blog..felt that she very very sad,and disappointment??may be bah..because of friends i think,don't be sad la hui,even i not really know that what happen between you and your friends..but i know you already tried your best explain to her,right??so don't be sad la=) cheer up!!=)
recently me kept think about car licence ler!!want after me come back from KL just go or no need wait just go listen only??confuse la T_T my friends all seems like already go listen and already pass the law liao!!some od them still already got sifu teaching liao,sienz!left me alone T_T this Sunday i go listen law!!grrrrr~~~ is that can be real??lols..but i really finding sifu now liao hoh,hahas!!later wait again again and again,lols!hahas!!whatever la,try my best bah..teehee=p

happy april fool day!!=)

happy April fool day!!hoho!!any people cheat you today??lols!!lucky me don't have!haha=p just got some friends sent me the forward message cheat me,but i'm not stupid de hoh!!=p phew!for those who kena cheat next time be more careful bah,teehee!!
hmmp..today work til 6pm only..then go out with wanrou,chowkhang,lixuan and his brother..just kept chit-chatting,kept laugh,hehe!!=p then 10pm jiu go back home jor..
tonight just spend like this,tired?for me nope..cause meet with wanrou,chowkhang,lixuan and his brother is happy for me..kept said the funny things,even sometime felt very ''cold''=.= lols!!really long time din laugh like this,really miss the way when we at school,T_T sigh~~but impossible again T_T anyway,i will think in very clearly when i make my decision=) hope i won't think too much about this about that again,hahas=p
tomorrow still want work whole day again,kinda tired!!T_T can how??have to go too,sigh~~~ stop here bah,nothing to write anymore,hehe!!chaos~~ nitezz=)