POSTED!!

finally!!finally!!finally i posted my application form to Nilai University today!!!pfffff!!finally done!

but i knew this just a beginning,in my future still got many things i have to face!!

but so what?this is what we always called LIFE right???anyway,i'll try my best to do it!!

gambateh!!and i knew that!believe in Him,nothing is impossible!Amen!:)

it's 3am :p

it's 3am now,and guess what??
i'm still online watching Nikita!omg!!i love Maggie Q la,she's hot and sexy!!!i love her body man!!slim somemore muscle a little bit,gosh!!envy la!><

Saturday :)

guess what??meeyee and ah wan today suddenly came my house and asked me go out,apuh!!and the worst is the car already stopped at front of my house,i still don't know,lol!!at the same time all my aunty,uncle and cousin asked me ''eh ting,that's your friend's car ah?'' then i straight run to the window and have a look,then?!OMG!!mee yee and ah wan already reached my house then even didn't inform me??apuh!!!actually ah wan got text me la,but me at living room then my phone is in my room lo,sien!!!really shocked!!then straight get myself prepared up in 5mins,deng==!!!
after that went to Citrus for our tea time ice cream,lol:p then just kept chit chat this and that,here and there,who and who,hahaha!!times to kepo-ing lagi norh,hahahha!!after that went to Esplanet beach lo,just sit there continue chit chat lo,never end up our topic,hahaha!around 5pm plus then we started walking to the beach and the sea..wah,felt very nice la,long time didn't play til so high already la huh,hahah!!and of course we took some photos,hehe!waiting for meeyee's upload,teehee!!hope that all photos will be ok lo,i look noob in those photos== pfffffff,whatever!
anyway,had fun with ah wan and meeyee today la,hehe!!waiting for those photos uploaded by meeyee!:p
bubbai^^

thanks GOD! !:)

thanks God!!my friend's things settled up!!!phewww!!!
thank you Lord,i know that you're always be with us,help us!!!muacksss!!!!
=)

Thursday!

thursday again~~let's us welcome friday!hehe!:p
well,for me still the same lo,because i've spent my time everyday at home bah,if last month maybe i still very happy about it because saturday no need work,lol..but now,for me still the same,because me everyday stay at home do whatever i like!teehee!:p
chat with my sister just now,felt that she very stressed about her working stuff..be strong jie,i know you can over come it,one years more,i know you can do it well..jiayou!muackss!:)

Wednesday :)

hmmph,another Wednesday again..
waiting for my drama now,it's loading,hehe!the line are just go slow and lag!urgghhhh =X
today doing nothing at home again,hmmph..just kept watched movie and drama,it's boring so except this i have nothing to do,pffffff!
my study stuff,still hang over there,duhh!!headache!!someone please rescue me,but i know there's no one answer me==!!
listen to the Jay Chou's old song just now,wah....many of the memories flash back into my mind again and again..especially when i was primary 6,wah!!!year 2004!!i'm just still in primary 6,woohoo!!always sing Jay Chou's song together with my friends!!wah!!such a happy moment that we had spent together friends!!miss you all la!!nowadays all separate,hmmph!!!wish that one day we all can reunion again!!!big big big reunion!!=)
okie,times to go back my drama again,hehe!chaos~~=)

well,i'm thinking what should i write now,hehe:p

not that much i guess,because i stay at home whole day neh,didn't go out..just stay at home watch my Harry Potter,lol!too boring man~~plus raining,so lazy go out also la,stay at home much more better,hehe:p this is what lazy people always did,lalalalalala~~

okie~~continue my movie~~~chaos~~:p

ding dong:)

welll,it's 12.04.2011 12.20am now,woots..just finished my Harry Porter-part 3..once again sleep late!!hurmp..but who cares?i didn't work tomorrow even??hehe:p
yesterday went to facial wash my face..1st time,felt excited,teehee!so far so good lo,because is 1st time then i felt that when the ''lao ban niang'' cleaning up my pimples really made me felt painful la!!and is pain to the max!!apuh...just kept control myself that won't scream it out loud!but got tears,didn't cry..is pain til my eyes automatically drop down the tears,lol!but after that felt that my face is very fresh,such a good way to let my face ''breath'' hehe..then the effect is today my face just red like polka dots!ngati,even not dare to go out pun??!!!what a sad thing to me man,awwwww=S and so yesterday mummy bought me a lappy to me for my further study..i can felt that mummy is really hope that i can continue my study in Uni,i wish and i hope too mum..i really wish that,but i'm afraid with everything,everything~~even i already filled in my application form but my mind still stuck,sob!when i made my decision to start prepare my all study stuff then at the moment i started to afraid of everything even not dare to step forward again..then?i stop at there again again and again,shit!!i really hate this kind of things!!i really really hate it!!i hate made a choice made a decision,urghhh!!because i scared that the decision i made will made me regret in my future!!this feeling i really hate it!but if i didn't go think for it then the opened school time is getting closer and closer,urhhgg!!what should i do??or i just poured it all out just go and DO IT??aiks!!i really need someone to talk to,haih..what a sad thing again...my dear bloggie,can you please tell me what should i do?so that i won't get regret in my future?pfffff!=X dear Lord,please give me Your strength,please lead me to the right way,right choice..please be with me all the time,please help me that i can made a right choice,Amen..this is all i need now..really do need it very much:'(
and viewed back my older posted just now..felt that sometime i'm really very stupid,just because i like i love then choose to believe..but after i knew about the fact then i'm the one only felt sad and moody..it is just funny!!!and stupid!!!so friends,please don't just because you love,like,admired or whatever then choose to believe in that person 100%!it's just stupid and wasting your time to care about it,that's not worth it at all..
urghh,i'm talking craps again,hehe!but who cares?this is my lovely place,my lovely diary,my lovely bloggie to expressed out all my pressure my feeling and my life here..if you get mad of what i wrote,then just get off out of here,thank you:)
okie,times to sleep so stop here...will continue up when i'm free:)
good night,chaos~~:)

bla bla bla ~~ =)

bah.......once again one month didn't updated my bloggie la,hehe:p because of what??LAZY~~~muahahhahaha:p
recently a lots of things happened man!hmmph..i resigned my job end of last month,because finally i got my chance go to KL study already!!i'm just felt very very happy man!!!then now i started to prepared those thing i need to posted to my uni and study..wow..it's been many things surrounding in my mind recently..i do think lots of things recently..even my body my action is telling everyone i'm going to study on next month May 21..but,my mind just can't stop thinking that should i go?or shouldn't?many things i think about it!my life in the Uni,new environment,new friends,my result and bla bla bla..i scared that i can't do it,i scared i can't do it better,i scared i'll just wasted mummy's money,time and just get the worst result..sometime i just stop myself to think about it,because i scared that once i started to think about that then i can't stop myself..it will become more and more worst!i don't want to be emo,i hate myself to become like that!but sometime i force myself to think about that just because i want myself think clearly think twice then made a good decision for myself!everyday i pray,everyday i pray that God will lead me to the right way,right choice,everyday~just don't want myself regret what i choose what i plan for my future..headache sometime,but what can i do?this is my life my future,i have to do it and think it clearly made the right decision..God please,lead me to the right way,Amen:) believe in Him,i know i can did it!:)
by the way,i changed my phone today,hmmph..changed to HTC,i don't know whether is good or not,so just used like normal,hehe:) well,i have nothing to said anymore la,just stop here and toodless~~
good night=)

a new born of me!=)

wah.......i felt so glad today,i'm just so so so so so happy today!!because finally i done my baptize!!everything just goes smoothly and everything is good..i really cherish this chance and thank God!for giving me the chance to be your daughter,thank you so so much!!i do really love you always and always!!and thank God that you always stay by my side,lead me,guide me,really thank you so so much my Father=) after baptize i do really really feels that i'm a totally new born baby,just like what the pastor told us..but we still need to worship you God,we will always obeyed and follows to you always,my Father=) i'm just a new born baby!!i'm just can't describe how i feeling now!hhahahahaha!!a new body,a new and pure heart,a new start,a new beginning!once again,i really really thank you Lord for giving me the chance!thank you LORD!!i love YOU always always ans always!!!=)

i'm just finished watch the video of concert by Taylor Swift~gosh!!i really fall in love with her again!!!definitely love her to the max!!!i felt happy because she did it at the last..her concert is super duper successful at the end!!and she put so many time and so many effort just want to share her song and give the most nice and beautiful to her all lovely fans a good good good and unforgettable's concert!=) !!
i wish that one day i can be her like that!!successful at the end!!!did what i want what i wish!!
happy ending~~~~=D

1st posted of Rabbit year!^^

omg~~~~it's been very long long long long long time i didn't updated for my blog again narh~:p
November until now,is already two months!gosh~~~any mushroom grow up here,lol..i think so?muahahah:p opps,it's raining outside now,feel cold,aww~~=x
well,is new year 2011 now,and also is my 1st post for my year 2011,ahahaaha!!hmmph..happened lots of things pass few months and bla~~hehe!1st thing is i changed a new job!woots!new job,new start, new environment,new friends and of course new boss!hahah!!and i felt very stress like a never have before,urgghh!it's hard but i'll try my best to over come it!=) the best part of this pass few months of course is how i celebrate my new year!!woohoo!!!i do very very very enjoy my this year CNY!!i really had lots of fun and really enjoy it very very much!!as usual i celebrated with all my lovely family,cousin,friends and bla bla bla~~we ate together,shout together,took photo together,laughed together,enjoy together,kepo together,gamble together,karaoke together,gossip together,gathering together and bla bla bla~~~as long we can do de all did it already,even is the lantern(孔明灯)we also played,hihihi..this want thank to ah yian because is him bought for everyone each,hehe:p
really appreciated,cherish all the time that we all spend together,it will be the good,sweet and the most happy memories in my life forever!promise!!!=)
but unfortunately,happy time just pass like a rocket,soon~~~now then the new year is finished!!sad is chinese new year is over then we have to wait until next year..happy is we have to start our new life in new year!hit and achieve our target!!jia you to all my cousin,family and friends!!try your best to do it!!

by the way,just back from outside with friend..we went to dinner then have a nice and good chat together too..share our opinion or others..really enjoy very much,and feel more released too,hehe!!hope that its work on you too=) jiayou friend,i know you sure can do it well,fighting!!
okie,times to continue my drama,hehe!chaos~~=)
night everyone!!=)

♥

woah~~it's been long long time didn't update my bloggie wor,almost one month?urgghhh!haha!1st thing made me didn't updated my blog frequently is LAZY~~hahak!really lazy like a snake recently,aiks..plus,nothing much to updated bah,don't know want to write what huh...
but.....today feel to come and write something,hahas..because really long time didn't updated for my blog,hehe=P well,actually i feel very dizzy and headache now,urghh!!hate this feeling,it;s killing me lar,aiks..T_T
ok,let's talk about recently bah..erm,this few days just past like normal and not feeling well..period pain til even ate for 10 tablets painkiller,omg!!!it's suffered to the MAX!!sob!omg,feel dizzy more now,gosh!!can't continue already la,try to continue tomorrow~sorry~~
chaos~~T_T

omg,i feels so stress and i come and released here,omg~~~i feels to cry man,not because of sad is because of i feels that i'm so ''bek cek'' jiang!but i din so anything wrong..the one wrong 1st is HIM!not me!the chance i already gave and is your hands to end up,not ME!!and for those outsider!i hate you because you even don't know everything then u come and disturb,commet,judge people before you don't know everything!shit!i do hate this kind of people!you're just so ANNOYED!!grgghhhh!useless brainless!!excuse me,don't ask me to give him the chance again,i feels that so noob and stupid ok..the chance i gave for him not only one time!because there's NO WAY for me and him!this is my conclusion!don't you say i'm cold or blame on me?PLEASE!the one should i blame on is him ok,whatever!i already told him everything clearly!those stupid freaking asshole please out of my life!!argghhh!!!don't make me hate you please,that's tired for me==!friends is ok for me and him now,so you just shut up your mouth and keep quite!if he really friends also don't want to be then it's ok,i don't mind..this is the decision he made,i'll respect him,so you just sit ans see!don't so kepo kepo disturb,hmmph!!
YOU"RE JUST SO ANNOYED!!

woots,finally joined twitter~~feel free?just go and visit my new twitter!!>> www.twitter.com/Jeefren_Ting << check this out,hehe=D btw,not plan to add any follower,at least now won't,hehe!because i just want to write something i want,i wish could,hehe=)
well,just get a bad news for me and a good news for him,aiks..i really pray that he won't get hurt at the last,this is the ending i DISLIKE it very much!!urghh!! i wish that he'll be ok..i hope that girl at least can change a bit just for myself?aiks,hope so..

well,just feel to come and update my blog,hehe..because i'm going to KK tomorrow!!yipee!i got 5 days of holiday!i can relax myself during this 5 days,hehe..thanks God..i do really need this short break so so much!i need to recharge my battery man!XD will come back after 5 days of my holiday and with FULL battery=)
beside that,my friend she's going to KL 09Sept too!!wish her all the best and have fun ya!take good care=D and please!no mooncake ok?!haha!!X)
okie,stop here..i got nothing to write anymore,will update more when i'm at KK?hope so~~haha..
so,may God bless us all the time..night!sweetdream~
chao~~=D

wah~long time din update my blog pun?so now i came and update nehs~~=D
Sunday!!woots!!i spend my Sunday with all happy mode,relax mode,fun mode,laugh mode,crazy mode!!hahhaa!!!
early in the morning,woke up on 9.30am..because going to church on 10.30am=) after finished church then went to optical shop,because want to repair my spec..10minutes,then done!and the point is!FREE!deng!get shocked,lol..anyway,thanks God,this is a good present for me,gaga=D
well,after came back home then waiting for yinming!because we're going to parkson together with joanne,stephane!miss joanne!because after we never meet or else gathering after graduated!woots!1st things felt so envy i saw joanne is!!her long long hair!gosh!love it so so much!urgh!now i do felt that a bit regret after i cut my long long hair!but hoh,after so many months i just felt that regret?yeah~this is weird!LOL~=D
then four of us went to shopping shopping,went for sugarbun=) and went for movie too!=) even i already watched it before,lol..but i love the movie so much so is ok for me,doesn't matter,haha=D beside that,we all do took many pic too,even someone is laugh til cry!lol!!!it's damn damn damn funny to the max man!!really beh tahan!but!have lots of fun with 'em,haha=DD
anyway,felt so enjoy and relax while i'm going out with them,haha!!hope that got the 2nd chance!waiting~~hahahah=)
well,stop here,no more energy to think and type anymore,lol..
so chaos~good night!swettdream ya^^
God bless all the time=)

oh mien..it's been long long time i didn't update my blog neh..hmmph!because??my lazinessssssssss,hohoho=X
well,doing good recently..just sometime will worry about my healthy,urghh!even made me sleep not very well,just because of that..sobsobT_T really worry about that,aiks..anyway,pary to God,i wish that everything will be ok soon,hmmm..
between,went to After 3 for dinner just now with leeting,wanrou and kingmee,hehe=) the environment not bad,air-con is supply by the way,it's cold!haha..then we ordered for many foods neh,got Thai style chicken,Manis vege fried with eggs,After 3 tofu,French fries,Chicken chop,Fish and chip and our drinks,woots!all together is rm86!haha!!not bad,can think go there for the 2nd time,hehe=)
okie,i got nothing to write anymore,because of my laziness again~~haha~
so night!sweetdream!God bless:)

well,feel to come and updated my bloggie..something sad and happy to say so?erm,yeah~i think so..
just viewed finished Jess's photos while she at the new uni-Sunway!!omg!!i'm just so so envy!!feel to cry suddenly!!i do wish that now can go for study!!i do really hope it!i'm just love the uni's life!i want it!!maybe after i went to there might be hate the environment or what?but i still want it!this is what our call life!!right?this is just a part journey of our life!i want to feel that feeling,i want my future full fill with colourful!!i just want it so so much!!i can't wait for the next year!!T_T sobsob..please God,give me the chance!i know You're always there and listen to me,i know it..really,i'm appreciated so so much..i know that You're always the one prepared for me,guide me and lead me to the right way,Thank God,Amen:)
beside that,feel glad when i'm viewing Jess's photos just now..You're just prepared done all the things she need she want to her,Thank God:) i know You're always by her side that bless her:) wish that she can living there smoothly and well,all the best Jess!:)
always pray to God,He's the one always listen to you!Amen:)
i'm waiting the chance go for study,always!:)

well,what i'm gonna to say about today?aiks...
i did so many mistake recently!please!!please stop me!!i don't want to did the same mistake again!!i do really hate it!!but i can't control!!i can't!!!SIGH!!#&*^$%$#*&^%($(!!!!!!!! shit!!i hate is so so much!!please forgive me God..i do really appreciated it :'( Sorry........
i hope that i won't did the same mistake again!it's totally WRONG!WRONG TO THE MAX!!i don't want those stupid freaking craps appear in my life again!!i want to control myself!!please God!please help me!!i really need it so so much!!:'(