bah.......once again one month didn't updated my bloggie la,hehe:p because of what??LAZY~~~muahahhahaha:p
recently a lots of things happened man!hmmph..i resigned my job end of last month,because finally i got my chance go to KL study already!!i'm just felt very very happy man!!!then now i started to prepared those thing i need to posted to my uni and study..wow..it's been many things surrounding in my mind recently..i do think lots of things recently..even my body my action is telling everyone i'm going to study on next month May 21..but,my mind just can't stop thinking that should i go?or shouldn't?many things i think about it!my life in the Uni,new environment,new friends,my result and bla bla bla..i scared that i can't do it,i scared i can't do it better,i scared i'll just wasted mummy's money,time and just get the worst result..sometime i just stop myself to think about it,because i scared that once i started to think about that then i can't stop myself..it will become more and more worst!i don't want to be emo,i hate myself to become like that!but sometime i force myself to think about that just because i want myself think clearly think twice then made a good decision for myself!everyday i pray,everyday i pray that God will lead me to the right way,right choice,everyday~just don't want myself regret what i choose what i plan for my future..headache sometime,but what can i do?this is my life my future,i have to do it and think it clearly made the right decision..God please,lead me to the right way,Amen:) believe in Him,i know i can did it!:)
by the way,i changed my phone today,hmmph..changed to HTC,i don't know whether is good or not,so just used like normal,hehe:) well,i have nothing to said anymore la,just stop here and toodless~~
good night=)
recently a lots of things happened man!hmmph..i resigned my job end of last month,because finally i got my chance go to KL study already!!i'm just felt very very happy man!!!then now i started to prepared those thing i need to posted to my uni and study..wow..it's been many things surrounding in my mind recently..i do think lots of things recently..even my body my action is telling everyone i'm going to study on next month May 21..but,my mind just can't stop thinking that should i go?or shouldn't?many things i think about it!my life in the Uni,new environment,new friends,my result and bla bla bla..i scared that i can't do it,i scared i can't do it better,i scared i'll just wasted mummy's money,time and just get the worst result..sometime i just stop myself to think about it,because i scared that once i started to think about that then i can't stop myself..it will become more and more worst!i don't want to be emo,i hate myself to become like that!but sometime i force myself to think about that just because i want myself think clearly think twice then made a good decision for myself!everyday i pray,everyday i pray that God will lead me to the right way,right choice,everyday~just don't want myself regret what i choose what i plan for my future..headache sometime,but what can i do?this is my life my future,i have to do it and think it clearly made the right decision..God please,lead me to the right way,Amen:) believe in Him,i know i can did it!:)
by the way,i changed my phone today,hmmph..changed to HTC,i don't know whether is good or not,so just used like normal,hehe:) well,i have nothing to said anymore la,just stop here and toodless~~
good night=)
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