welll,it's 12.04.2011 12.20am now,woots..just finished my Harry Porter-part 3..once again sleep late!!hurmp..but who cares?i didn't work tomorrow even??hehe:p
yesterday went to facial wash my face..1st time,felt excited,teehee!so far so good lo,because is 1st time then i felt that when the ''lao ban niang'' cleaning up my pimples really made me felt painful la!!and is pain to the max!!apuh...just kept control myself that won't scream it out loud!but got tears,didn't cry..is pain til my eyes automatically drop down the tears,lol!but after that felt that my face is very fresh,such a good way to let my face ''breath'' hehe..then the effect is today my face just red like polka dots!ngati,even not dare to go out pun??!!!what a sad thing to me man,awwwww=S and so yesterday mummy bought me a lappy to me for my further study..i can felt that mummy is really hope that i can continue my study in Uni,i wish and i hope too mum..i really wish that,but i'm afraid with everything,everything~~even i already filled in my application form but my mind still stuck,sob!when i made my decision to start prepare my all study stuff then at the moment i started to afraid of everything even not dare to step forward again..then?i stop at there again again and again,shit!!i really hate this kind of things!!i really really hate it!!i hate made a choice made a decision,urghhh!!because i scared that the decision i made will made me regret in my future!!this feeling i really hate it!but if i didn't go think for it then the opened school time is getting closer and closer,urhhgg!!what should i do??or i just poured it all out just go and DO IT??aiks!!i really need someone to talk to,haih..what a sad thing again...my dear bloggie,can you please tell me what should i do?so that i won't get regret in my future?pfffff!=X dear Lord,please give me Your strength,please lead me to the right way,right choice..please be with me all the time,please help me that i can made a right choice,Amen..this is all i need now..really do need it very much:'(
and viewed back my older posted just now..felt that sometime i'm really very stupid,just because i like i love then choose to believe..but after i knew about the fact then i'm the one only felt sad and moody..it is just funny!!!and stupid!!!so friends,please don't just because you love,like,admired or whatever then choose to believe in that person 100%!it's just stupid and wasting your time to care about it,that's not worth it at all..
urghh,i'm talking craps again,hehe!but who cares?this is my lovely place,my lovely diary,my lovely bloggie to expressed out all my pressure my feeling and my life here..if you get mad of what i wrote,then just get off out of here,thank you:)
okie,times to sleep so stop here...will continue up when i'm free:)
good night,chaos~~:)
yesterday went to facial wash my face..1st time,felt excited,teehee!so far so good lo,because is 1st time then i felt that when the ''lao ban niang'' cleaning up my pimples really made me felt painful la!!and is pain to the max!!apuh...just kept control myself that won't scream it out loud!but got tears,didn't cry..is pain til my eyes automatically drop down the tears,lol!but after that felt that my face is very fresh,such a good way to let my face ''breath'' hehe..then the effect is today my face just red like polka dots!ngati,even not dare to go out pun??!!!what a sad thing to me man,awwwww=S and so yesterday mummy bought me a lappy to me for my further study..i can felt that mummy is really hope that i can continue my study in Uni,i wish and i hope too mum..i really wish that,but i'm afraid with everything,everything~~even i already filled in my application form but my mind still stuck,sob!when i made my decision to start prepare my all study stuff then at the moment i started to afraid of everything even not dare to step forward again..then?i stop at there again again and again,shit!!i really hate this kind of things!!i really really hate it!!i hate made a choice made a decision,urghhh!!because i scared that the decision i made will made me regret in my future!!this feeling i really hate it!but if i didn't go think for it then the opened school time is getting closer and closer,urhhgg!!what should i do??or i just poured it all out just go and DO IT??aiks!!i really need someone to talk to,haih..what a sad thing again...my dear bloggie,can you please tell me what should i do?so that i won't get regret in my future?pfffff!=X dear Lord,please give me Your strength,please lead me to the right way,right choice..please be with me all the time,please help me that i can made a right choice,Amen..this is all i need now..really do need it very much:'(
and viewed back my older posted just now..felt that sometime i'm really very stupid,just because i like i love then choose to believe..but after i knew about the fact then i'm the one only felt sad and moody..it is just funny!!!and stupid!!!so friends,please don't just because you love,like,admired or whatever then choose to believe in that person 100%!it's just stupid and wasting your time to care about it,that's not worth it at all..
urghh,i'm talking craps again,hehe!but who cares?this is my lovely place,my lovely diary,my lovely bloggie to expressed out all my pressure my feeling and my life here..if you get mad of what i wrote,then just get off out of here,thank you:)
okie,times to sleep so stop here...will continue up when i'm free:)
good night,chaos~~:)
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