~no more you~
Just one look in the mirror
And I know I don't look the same being alone
I don't walk the same without you on my arm, I lost my charm
I don't know how I made it before
Cause you are my future for sure
And now that it's over I don't know how I'm gonna get by

With no more you
What am I gonna do?
with no more you
To see me through,
with no more you
What am I gonna do?
with no more you
Can't believe there's no more you

I look at my passenger side
And there's nobody to ride with me for life
It feels like the end, I lost my friend
I can't sleep at night,
Because your side ain't occupied
The hurt in my eyes, won't go away
I'm in so much pain

With no more you
What am I gonna do?
there's no more you
To see me through,
with no more you
What am I gonna do?
there's no more you
Can't believe there's no more you

Don't know if I can make it or not
Everybody sees that I'm going through a lot
It's hard being alone,
When you used to be on top
Call for you, there's no more you
I stop for a minute then I pinch myself
I can't believe I'm here by myself
I can't do anything without your help
Call for you, there's no more you

well,long time din update my bloggie liao neh..some more my blog is growing mushroom,haha=PP hmm..recently really lazy update my blog lo,plus no more special things happen lagi nehs..but!!the reason i came and blogging today is i CUT my hair jor!!!hohoho!!my friends all not believe ler!but it's TRUE!!i cut my hair short!!!!no more long hair already=) and!i like it so much la,hahas=) luckily din regret lo,haha..my friends said nice also nehs..i wish that can cut more short,but i scare cannot tie it la,alang alang later,hmm..well,showed here the photo that i took bah!hahahha=DD

~我爱他~
他的輕狂留在 某一節車廂
地下鐵裡的風 比回憶還重
整座城市一直等著我
有一段感情還在漂泊

對他唯一遺憾 是分手那天
我奔騰的眼淚 都停不下來
若那一刻重來 我不哭
讓他知道我可以很好

*我愛他 轟轟烈烈最瘋狂
我的夢 狠狠碎過卻不會忘
曾為他 相信明天就是未來
情節有多壞 都不肯醒來

我愛他 跌跌撞撞到絕望
我的心 深深傷過卻不會忘
我和他 不再屬於這個地方
最初的天堂 最終的荒唐*

如果還有遺憾 又怎麼樣呢
傷了痛了懂了 就能好了嗎
曾經依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

我愛他 轟轟烈烈最瘋狂
我的夢 狠狠碎過卻不會忘
逃不開 愛越深越互相傷害
越深的依賴 越多的空白
該怎麼去愛


如果還有遺憾 是分手那天
我奔騰的眼淚 都停不下來
若那一刻重來 我不哭
讓他知道我可以很好

feel to cry suddenly,when saw your carrrrrr!!
sobsob!!!
='((

i want.....
i miss.....
i hope.....
i wish.....
=)

it's been four days i din come ad blogging here..new year is passed then started busy working and bla bla bla so made me no time to come and update nehs,haha..but passed few days busy uploaded all the chinese new year photos to my FB,haha..so friends,if you wanna see just go and check it out,hehe=P
well,actually doing good today..but,i saw something just now..the things that made me moody a bit..shit!i hate this..all this stupid bullshyt things is driving me crazy!T_T i really hope that you know,but..it seems like very hard to let you know..i wish the time can bring away the sadness..you're doing good recently,glad to heard that..and your friends made me feel that you seems like got a bit weird recently or emo-ing?haha..i hope that won't happen on you..your smile is always the sunny happy one..please don't let the good things go away from you..i wish that can see you happy everyday..even you're in sad or what..may be before i will try to ask you and share share..but it's hard to got that chance now..anyway,i really wish that you live good,happy=) others,is not that important anymore...

beside that,my sis tomorrow flight going back to Penang tomorrow T_T it's made me sad again,time really passed so fast..i wish that she can accompany me more,but how can?she's busy go back and working..never mind,i can be more stronger and braver=) anyway,wish her all the best,and happy always ya..wait for the chance to meet again,mayb june?july?hahas..may God bless her always,muaks=)

arlo~~~i'm damnn busy this few days,hmm!!damn damn damn busy!!hahas!!and now i'm online at KK my cousin house using my sis broadband nehs..the line still ok ok lo,at least din cacat til so cham la,haha!!just finished ate my dinner and this few days me kept eat eat eat and eat!gosh!non-stop!totally FULLLLL!!!i'm getting fat man,haha..but so what?at least me happy!!!!hahaha=P this is the point!hohoho=PPPPP

so how are you all recently??the 3rd day of chinese new year me already go KK here liao nehs,so i don't know all my cousin my friends how liao nehs..some of my friend still asked me for bai nian,but sorry..i was at KK now,sobsob..and i want join my cousin gambling la!!this year chinese new year i'm be good girl,because in din join for any gambling!lols!beside that,i got lots of photos have to uploads nehs,my camera almost explore,hmm..i will upload soon in FB,just go and check it,hehe=PP

well,stop here..nothing to say so,hehe!!will update soon=PP

may God bless us always,chaos~~=)

happy chinese new year!!and also happy valentine day!hoho=)
wah~~the fireworks really scare me man~~i can see the money burn at the sky!!hahahaha!!!because there are too many fireworks around my area here,phew~~ and just now tuan yuan fan with my all relatives,haha!!fun and happy!and i took many of photos too..will upload soon geh,haha=P
anyway,stop here..gonna off to sleep?haha!yeah!cause i'm kinda tired now!hahha!~=P

WISH YOU ALL HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR..NEW YEAR,NEW HOPE,NEW BEGINNING,NEW LIFE~~AND MAY HAPPINESS ALWAYS BE WITH YOU=) AND!!HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY,WISH ALL THE COUPLE HAVE S A SWEET,HAPPY VALENTINE'SDAY=)

good night all,have a sweetdreams=) mayb God bless you always,muaks=)

yeah~guess what?it's 6.27am now~!and i din sleep!cause help mummy make the biscuit!lols..so jax help me up then an fen busy for herself de cake la,hehe..i used 5 hours to finished the biscuit!gosshh~~my eyes now damn tired lerT_Ti want to sleep!but i cant!T_T cause later i need to clean it up my room,sobsob..somebody help me please,hmm..i think no one lo,haha!
just now went to night market,opps!should i say last night?cause it's morning now!haha!the people at there really many daooooooooo!two words to describe!!''KONG BU''!!but!i still feel happy,haha..cause tomolo is chinese new year liao!!yahoo!!feel so excited man!!saw many of friends and my customer,lols!anyway,wish you all happy chinese new year,new begin,new hope,new life,happy always=)
well,stop here~continue tonight?haha!=P
GOSH~~I WOULD VERY MUCH LIKE TO SLEEP NOW~~~~

ohmien!i'm totally run out of energy now!but i'm still online-ing,chatting-ing,facebook-ing,haha!!ok,i just came here and have a short post,cause me really tired nowT_T
well,woke up 7am today cause want cleaning up my working place,hmmm..and last night i sleep around 10pm but don't know why,cannot sleep well..and i started to think about that again,aiks..i wish that it can faster get away from my mind!the feeling is suffered me you know,i really tired with all of this..i want it my dream can accomplish but i know that's impossible..even i'm still the one stupid in,hmm..i try to give him chance,really..i step and move forward but i found that me and you is still far away..maybe i haven't prepare done yet or what i don't know..i just feel the distance between me and you..i found that we two are impossible,even don't have him also is impossible..argh!i'm talking blur now,even me blur also,sobsob..what can i do?nothing i can do..just sit there and be quite is the good choice for me........
beside that,i'm super duper busy just now!!!kill me man!!shoot!i hate it..even walking here and there and din eat,drink,sit,rest for 3 hours!gosh!really killing me man!plus!the voice of those kids lagi!!my head want explore already la!!*&$%&()*%$% but luckily,everything is going good!hahas=) and friend,i know you feel not good recently,take good care ya..chinese new year is coming soon,so friends~take good care=)
fine,stop here..i'm t-totally TIRED now!so night,swetdreams=)
chaos~~=)may God bless us always=)

waiting for daddy go dinner now so i came and blogging here,hehe=)
well,woke up 7++am..cause follow up my aunt go for church,cause tiffany come to my house today,so mummy have to take care of her so can't go church norhs,hehe!then?i follow up my aunt and my cousin,hahas!guess where's they church are?hehe!at Boulevard Maybank there nehs..SIB!!hahas!this is the 1st time i went to that church..look good,haha!the environment at there quite good..the people at there is friendly and smiley=) and!the church's name call SIB ON THE ROCK!it's really very rock!hahas!but it's nice,i never try this before,haha!that's why you all said never try never know,right?hahahahha!!thanks God for giving me the chance went to SIB church this time,hehe=) anyway,have fun there and sing rock there too,hahas=) so may God bless us always ya=)
after that,we went to our breakfast+lunch?haha..yeah~having our lunch around parkson there..after that fetch ah fen go buy for the stuff she wants to do her cake!haha..then go back home lur~~then?ah fen start busy!!haha!then me got help her also hoh,hahah!!!=pp
then show you all some photos that took by kepo kepo de jaxling!hahahaha=DD

we two busy making the cake then that sha po jax kept busy to took took took,haha=P


SIB ON THE ROCK!=) may God bless us always,amen=)

my 342 POSTED!hoho=P hope can continue til 400!

well,i'm feel not very good today..keep think about the question again..my friend told me that maybe now is the time to give each other a chance to step or move forward..don't want to be only stop here,so should i?or i just think that's just a impossible things to me?it's confusing me,really..my friend said that maybe he is a person worthy to belief,i feel that too..but i don't want to hurt him,he treated me really good and nice,maybe just not the right time for me..so friend,you don't treat me too good,i feel guilty,sadT_T cause i'm afraid that i can not respond to youT_T
chinese new year is coming soon,maybe i will make the decision after the chinese new year bah..i hope i really can do it....급유!!=)
may God bless us always=)
night,tata~=)

boring so i came and blogging here,lols..but!me nothing to say too?!=.=!so?it's a boring posted today=.=!
hmm..i very upset this morning,cis!i hate the people always showed their bad temper to others!hate qin qin!that will make everyone moody also..we din do anything wrong ok?so if u not good in mood just be quite and do your things la!don't try to show your bad temper to us ok!noob!!hate so much!and please!control yourself ok!hmmm!
well,went to boulevard just now,but!i found that the blouse i want to buy sold out!T_T so i asked daddy fetch me to imperial mall lagi,lols..but!at last i found that the blouse i want to buy sold out also!cause is the same brand ma,so i can but in any shopping mall,hmmm!but!the colour i want to buy is sold out already nehs..so i tried up another colour but same pattern la..but daddy said got a bit dark neh,hmm..but what to do?i want de colour sold out liao ma,hehe..so i bought this also can la,at least i like it=PP
and hoh....after i bought for this blouse and paid all the money to my cousin and i found that my wallet left for???rm2!lols!it's ok la,i'm waiting for my salary now,haha=DD i paid for my facial things,my dress,and the things she bought for me from KL nehs..so??BANKRUPT!!lols..but at least i must paid her 1st,hahhaa=DD so?i eat grass this few daysT_T
beside that,i think i bought enough for y chinese new year cloths liao gua..hmm!hope so,if not i really eat grass this month,awwwww....okieokie,stop here..nothing to much to say..came and blogging here just don't want let my blog grow mushroom here,hahas=DD
good night,sweetdreams^^ God bless us always=)
chaos~~~~~~~

woke up around 9pm plus,and you know who is wake me up today?.........TIFFANY!!she's wake me up today,lols!cause she slept at my house last night nehs,her mummy(ai sze jie) went to KL liao..but today come back to Miri,so after i prepare done then we all go air port fetch her up..after then went to ai sze jie house cause she's husband's brother(i know it's very long=P) wedding today..so went there eat ''mian xian'',i think you all know la,hehe=) after that came backed home liao la,cause tired already,phew!
fine,i stop here,nothing much to say=P i want continue sleep,lols!
chaos~~=)

事情总是会过去...不要把它复杂化,事情就会比你想象中得更容易更美好=)有一天,你会发现原来一切都是那么的简单♥=)

guess what?trust me,i'm really working now,din catch snake online at home la,haha!cause i bring my cousin's laptop to work nehs..plus she went to KL already,so?my turn to bring to work,haha=p anyway,thanks her..cause today i can spend my time with her laptop,hahas=p actually i was watching my korea drama just now..but her boardband seems like very slow,i lazy to wait it to load bah..so i give up lo,just used her laptop to check my FB and my MSN..then now i came and blogging here lo,hehe=p and also can listen songs also ma,hehe=)
well,today is Saturday nehs..did you all plan that want go shopping arh?plus Chinese New Year is around the corner liao nehs,so today shopping mall sure many people,just like my friend teach me that ''people mountain people sea'',lols!xD
i'm boring now,cause me nothing to do,no more drama can watch nehs..what should i do a?i wish that i can play my maple now!but!that stupid freaking acc been blocked!sobsobT_T until now i haven't go to re-active it nehs,hmm....cause me very blur@_@ need my cousin to teach me again la,but he's busy to work recently i think..well,wait til Chinese New Year bah,sure 100% can meet him,then just ask him to solve this problem la,hehe=)
fine,stop here..kena boom later,haha!chaos~
continue later?hmm...maybe~~~~~~=)))))

went to parkson just now,hmm..with leeting!and me long time din go out with her liao nehs,and took our dinner at SugarBun,hehe=pp i think you all sure think that how come me this time went to parkson din go eat McDonald de?yeah~cause me no feel to eat ma,so i choose for SugarBun lo,haha=p well,looking for my new year things just now..i spend for rm100plus!gosh!even haven't shop for two hours=.=!how come??this month eat grass liao lo..beside that,parkson is full of people today!gosh!even i want pay for my things also need to long Q til 15mins plus,duh....kolian!
and hoh,just now went to a cloth's shop!and i aim for one blouse nehs!i wish to buy that!but!!!!it cost rm 80 til 90 nehs,wahhh..plus i already bought for rm 100 before i found this blouse!T_Tso what should i do now?buy it?don't want buy??ohmien..totally confuse me lo,aiks...
and today my stomach is suffered me lo,and!!GASTRIC!!sao!pain til me even cannot stand or walk straight!gosh!!!!i hate it so so so so much!plus today me already took 4 times of medicine already ler,then??NO USE at all!!!wth!$%^&*(&^%#%^&*&()&^%$ HATE!!!!!!!!!!!!! luckily when me shopping at parkson no more so pain,hahas..thanks God=))
well,i'm gonna stop here..hmm!should go for rest now o?haha!cause tomorrow have to work nehs..
k la,stop here..going to dream about my blouse,haha!and think about it should i buy or not,haha!
good night~sweetdreams!God bless=))

~口是心非-赖铭伟~
口是心非　你深情的承諾都隨著西風飄渺遠走
癡人夢話　我鐘情的倚托就像枯萎凋零的花朵
星火燎原　我熱情的眼眸曾點亮最燦爛的天空
晴天霹靂　你絕情的放手在我最需要你的時候

於是愛恨交錯人消瘦　怕是怕這些苦沒來由
於是悲歡起落人靜默　等一等這些傷會自由

口是心非　你矯情的面容都烙印在心靈的角落
無話可說　我縱情的結果就像殘破光禿的山頭
渾然天成　我純情的悸動曾奔放最滾燙的節奏
不可收拾　你濫情的拋空所有晶瑩剔透的感受

~蓝色雨-温岚~
瓶子里的茉莉
叶子不再绿
像越走越远的回忆
窗棂上的水滴
渗透进墙壁
就像挥之不去的你
慢慢这样的天气
适合想你蕴酿情绪
跟着你呼吸同样空气
慢慢时间在老去
我的美丽隔着距离
收不到你寄来的忧郁
蓝色雨已经远离
我还在原地
来不及吸引你注意
蓝色雨已经远离
我还在想你跟自己
在演对手戏
我爱你不是每一场雨
都会有意义
都会把它写成日记
一定有些相遇
就好像是个雨季
只留几封信当证据
慢慢这样的天气
适合想你蕴酿情绪
跟着你呼吸同样空气
慢慢时间在老去
我的美丽隔着距离
收不到你寄来的忧郁
蓝色雨已经远离
我还在原地
来不及吸引你注意
蓝色雨已经远离
我还在想你跟自己
在演对手戏
我爱你真的爱你

~离不开他-温岚~
音乐嘀嗒嘀嗒嘀嗒
舞步踢踏踢踏踢踏
每一步都是悲伤的挣扎
带着牵挂
谁都不想先停下
我穿着纯白的薄纱
跟着他旋转在灯下
知道是最后一次拥着他
日出后就应该
试着忘了 要试着忘了他
我离不开他
也留不住他
心像空荡大厅
一切就要蒸发
我离不开他
风留不住沙
远去里的牵挂
是思念的时差
跟寂寞对话
我留不住他
耶 噢 耶
我还在想他
现在好想他 好想他

~傻瓜-温岚~

其实他做的坏事我们都懂
没有什么不同
眼光闪烁 暧昧流动
闭上眼当作听说

其实别人的招数我们都懂
没有什么不同
故作软弱 撒娇害羞
只是有一点别扭

傻瓜也许单纯地懂
爱得没那么做作
爱上了我不保留

傻瓜 我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤

傻瓜 我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜

~爱回温- 温岚~

今年忘了约你去看木棉
认识你的第六年夏天
感觉本来就是微妙又难言
而时间却容易生倦
我们之间越来越遥远

最近天空总是懒懒灰灰
提不起劲的浪漫要怪谁
习惯是对生活的一种妥协
而时间却让我学会
难过时关上门　一个人流眼泪

就让爱回温 我说亲爱的陌生人
这一段旅程　是我们回忆的重温
一个纯朴小镇　两个小小恋人
管不住青春　爱自由的延伸
一个吻　一个永恒
坐看星星点亮灯

就让爱回温　我说再见了陌生人
这一段回程　让所有感觉再沸腾
一个温暖眼神　两个微笑的唇
不必去追问　谁爱谁比较深
我们在　爱的过程
回头看是单纯　往前看是诚恳

心是一扇门
开门　爱回温

~old song promote,but nice=))~

grrrrrr,MC today..sobsob!my stomach really suffered me lo,sienz..eat my medicine from morning til now=.=!still went to pharmacy bought lagi,lols!beside that,on the way walking to pharmacy saw Shi Wen,haha!then she told me she work at pharmacy nehs,lols!anyway,wish her all the best nehs..and today is her happy birthday also nehs!hehe=)wish you all dreams come true la=) and hoh!today also is my cousin-ai sze jie's birthday!haha!!wish her all the best la,be a happy sunny mummy la!hahas..and happy always^^
well,today just like usual..not the same is my stomach really kill me today lo,aiks..hate it so so so much!=XX others still the same nehs..working til 9.30pm today,phew!tired=XX i need a holiday again??yap!!!definitely need it so so much=D so my next holiday is??Chinese New Year lo!hahas!!a big big big gathering with my ALL CHEN'S FAMILY!!!!HOHOHOHO=DDDDDD 1000000%happy!haha..cannot wait til that day nehs,hoho..i miss the way nehs..heh=)
and i want told 'you' is,jiayou bah..maybe you're on the way already,haha..gambateh nehs!=)
well,stop here..nothing to say anymore,haha!
so night,sweetdreams=) God bless=)
chaos~~~~~=)))))

well,mummy woke me up 7am,awww..frigging don't want open up my eyesT_T still feel to want sleep,but...i have to woke up also nehs cause today tuesday bah..i have to clean up my working place,once in a week,hmm..today just like usual lo,doing nothing..B O R I N G ! ! !walk here and there,see here and see there lagi..doing stupid lo,haha=DD and today felt sorry to my friend nehs..actually she can go back home earlier de ma,no need work til 9pm++..but the worst is!i forgot call mummy tell her that me work til 9.30pmT_T when i tried to call mummy but i totally cannot contact with her..then 8.30pm she came my working place to find me said that she's phone NO BATT!!!!!gosh!so sorry friend,made you have to go back home late,hmm...

beside that,yesterday saw Yu Jing,she came to my working place,hahas..then kepoh kepoh a while lo,cause she also rush neh,mayb rush to work gua,hehe..anyway,wish her all the best,may God bless her always=) and hoh....my mouth!ulcer again!and my face!pimples lagi!!damnnnnn%^*( %^&$*&^)&%$*&^ hate it so so so so so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!

woke up 11plus=P,din go church today..cause mum and dad busy they own stuff..then i eat my breakfast+lunch lo,hahas=P then?on my pc and online again lo,what else i can do again nehs?hmm...plan to go shopping later?hmm..maybe......
well,stop here..nothing much to say..
chaos~
have a nice day!=)

viewed back my passed few month posted..found that i'm so stupid during that time!and i'm totally blind!luckily i'm woke up from that stupid craps mess!hahas!thanks God..i won't be the one so stupid again,keep on do the same mistake..won't!i promise that,hehe=P
you're really out of list!=DD

well,now i want talking about my friend,hmmm..
he's very moody and sad now..because of something happen made him no mood at all..friends,be more stronger,i know you can handle it..just relax yourself,don't give yourself too much pressure,ok?don't think too much ya..they just need time to calm down themselves,don't be worry..everything will going good and pass soon..sadness go away and happiness is always be with you,jiayou=))

hmm,i'm super duper tired today..plus!today i should be working til 7pm only,but!i have to replace my friend=.=!cause she went for dinner..so i have to stay til 9pm,gosh!it's killing me,plus saw the people i hate lagi,adui..wt??!!!but luckily is today not many customer,hahas=D this is the one i feel happy,hahas..if not?!sure i peng!and hoh..my mouth!ulcer again!!$)(*&^%&* &*^(*&()*)%^&$* i hate it so so so so so much!=XXX sien!so friends,drink more water..the weather turn to hot again!have to take good care ya..=)

beside that,chinese new year is coming soon!and the worst is i haven't buy the cloth that i want to wear at all!!omg!!!!!!!i can't imagine that if can't find any cloth that i like for my chinese new yearT_T sobsob!any shop to intro?!T_T impossible ask me to simply choose simply buy?T_T if i really cannot find maybe i will do this!haha!!=PP

~有些事，一转身就是一辈子~

~有些事 一转身就是一辈子~
有些人一直没机会见
等有机会了 却又犹豫了
相见不如不见
有些事一直没机会做 等有机会了 却又不想做了
有些话埋藏在心中好久 没机会说
等有机会说的时候，却说不出口了
有些爱一直没机会爱
等有机会了 已经不爱了
有些人很多机会相见的 却总找借口推脱
想见的时候已经没有机会了
有些话有很多机会说的 却想着以后再说
要说的时候 已经没有机会了
有些事有很多机会做的 却一天一天推迟
想做的时候却发现没机会了
有些爱给了你很多机会 却不在意没在乎
想重视的时候已经没机会爱了

人生有时候 总是很讽刺
一转身可能就是一世 说好永远的
不知怎么就散了
最后自己想来想去 竟然也搞不清 当初是什么原因分开彼此的
然后 你忽然醒悟
感情原来是这么脆弱的
经得起风雨 却经不起平凡
风雨同船 天晴便各自散了
也许只是赌气 也许只是因为小小的事
幻想着和好的甜蜜或重逢时的拥抱
那个时候会是边流泪边捶打对方还傻笑着
该是多美的画面 没想到的是 一别竟是一辈子

于是.............
各有各的生活 各自爱着别人
曾经相爱 现在已互不相干
即使在同一个小小的城市 也不曾在相逢
某一天某一刻 走在同一条街 也看不见对方
先是感叹 后来是无奈
也许你很幸福 因为找到另一个适合自己的人
也许你不幸福 因为可能你这一生就只有那个人真正用心在你身上
很久很久 没有对方的消息
也不再想起这个人 也是不想再想起这些

学会珍惜身边的每一个人
或许那都会成为记忆的美好...........

=))

awww,i'm damn damn damn low batt tired now,haha!!
mummy woke me up 7am cause want go church today=) after church daddy fetch me to boulevard..cause yesterday me and my two cousins promise that today go Soon Hup visit for Jess!then go for shopping,hahas=D of course looking for new year cloths=P
so reached Soon Hup around 11pm,and finally!i saw Jess!haha!she go for National Service been two weeks already nehs,so fast..and i'm happy to see that she's fine in the new environment there,thanks God=) but one more thing still the same!that's she still very thin,adui...she told me that her friend also got National Service same camp with her..then her friend getting fatter,her friend gain weight almost 5 kg?haha!anyway,i happy to see that she's good there,hehe..Jess!jiayou=) may God bless you always=)
after that we all go for shopping!awwww,pity!i got no idea what kind of cloths i should buy for nest month chinese new year,aanndd!!!i din see any cloths i like de nehs..ohmien...this chinese new year gonna be so cham,no any cloths is i like de!gosh~~~~~~~T_T but~~luckily that i got bought two simple pants,haha..then now should think for the blouse=.=!hope that i can find it,but!the percentage is 0% i think,=.=!
well,i'm no energy to type anymore,haha!
anyway,have a great shopping day today,hahas=PP
good night,sweetsdreams=))
here got some photos that i took when meet with Jess at Soon Hup:~~































ends up here bah!chaos^^

~向日葵盛开的夏天~

~向日葵盛开的夏天~
樱花飘过了秋天 你我分开的季节
眼泪疼了 无法表达
反复在我心深处的挣扎
伞为你开 却被你收

踏在青色柏油路 忘记走习惯的路
害怕了吗 想念你啊
夏天的向日葵不说心事
伤感的字 乱了理智 无法掩饰

感谢你陪伴我 走过了每一步
花终究会凋落 没办法再呵护
这真的是一段 很难熬的路
触碰感情深处 我才读懂幸福

经过一阵雷雨 太阳依旧灿烂
雨后的向日葵 会安静的陪伴
你说过每一句 会好好记住
在陌生的未来 我会更勇敢

感谢你陪伴我 走过了每一步
花终究会凋落 没办法再呵护
你说过每一句 我会好好记住
在陌生的未来 我会更勇敢

rain rain go away,come again another day..
wah!!
it's been raining for whole day nehs!from last night rain heavily til now even?gosh..this morning go work still kena rain lagi,ohmien..i hate it so much..then today whole day raining made me feel so sleepy at my working place,but!i can't sleep,cause i was working during that time ma..plus cold lagi,but luckily i got bring my jacket,thanks God,hahas=) and my finger is purple today,hahas=DD
well,i'm feel weird to myself now..hmm..is that you feel that my sound like want to quarrel with you when i'm talking to you a?if i angry sure i talk beh song lo,but the point is i don't have get mad on you la..so you don't tell me that everytime i want quarrel with you when i'm chit chat with you ok..totally wrong la you..aiks..well,i don't care..if you feel that just let it be,won't care anymore..when i think back to before i found that i'm crazy!100% crazy!gosh!!not worth at all right?haha..finally awake?can i say like that?well,i hope that we two still can be best friend just like before=)..i know you can de right?i don't want got any sad things happen again,really..
but say real,i miss the peaceful and happily between me and you just like before,hahas..no any sadness,no any angry,upset and bla bla bla..just talk in very happy and peace,haha..really miss the way=) cherish it so much=) even i know you won't read this,hahas!=D
beside that,finally i awake from this all stupid,noob mess!hahas..
AWAKE!!!!!=)
you are out!!=)

boringggggg,nothing to do so i came and blogging here lur,hehe=p
well,finally i wash my hair today,lols!even no 3 days!haha!!cause i can't tahan anymore,suffer me man!if i 3 days din wash my hair,hahas..normally me wash my hair everyday de nehs,then now you ask me 3 days DON'T wash my hair?please..i really cannot do that,haha!so?i wash my hair this morning,lols!=pp
hmm,me seems like nothing to say liao o?lols..so stop here bah..
this is my boring posted!haha!!!
k lo,bye..night,sweetdreams..
God bless=)

yipee=)

hoho!went to Kelvin Saloon today..and FINALLY!i changed my hair style,haha!but hoh..my friends said not change dao jiang?lols..beside that,i dye my hair!hoho..dye to dark purple+dark red equal to?deng!i don't know,hahas!then straighten my hair,hehe..i like that colour the most!hahas=P

okie okie,let's the photos talk bah,hahas=P

before and after~haha=D
i like this colour so much!!especially under the sun,hoho!!=PP

~活着~
是谁让冰冷的世界突然 变得火热
是谁让我感觉我不是 孤单一个
是谁让所有简单的心情 失而复得
是谁让烦脑挫折不再那麽 苦涩
太多的虚伪 在我们面前 无所谓

为你唱首歌 为生命嘶吼着
摧毁多余的 对错的规则
这世界太扯 那些悲伤的 该停了

为你唱首歌 庆祝我们活着
这是快乐的 值得感动的
你我的心跳 都该被附和 被记得

是谁把每个平淡日子都变得深刻
是谁把我的天空涂上灿烂颜色
太多的虚伪 在我们面前 无所谓

为你唱首歌 为生命嘶吼着
摧毁多余的 对错的规则
这世界太扯 那些悲伤的 该停了

为你唱首歌 庆祝我们活着
这是快乐的 值得感动的
你我的心跳 都该被附和 被记得

it's 11pm plus now,not feel to sleep?erm,actually my eyes want close liao nehs,but!tomorrow mo no work nehs,so i can sleep late a bit,haha!even me no work tomorrow but i have to wake up early also nehs,cause!i going to Kelvin Hair Saloon tomorrow,haha!!i want dye my hair!straighten my hair!and maybe curl?haha!!i want change my hair style!wish that won't be so noob after i change my hair style=.=!wish me luck!may God bless=)
well,teaching my aunt about the computer again just now,hahas..step by step,cause my aunt is confuse about the step,hahas..anyway,having fun with my aunt just now la,hahas=P
hmmmmmm.....i'm hungry now again=.=!but i got eat my dinner just now hoh...so don't nag me again=P well,what else again?anythings special today?nope,everything is ok then..ohya!one thing!my streamyx!just now don't know why can't online,gosh!get shocked!=.=!straight call 100 then how come can't de nehs..still wan press this and that,but after i choose for then still cannot?wth is that??gosh!but!few minutes then i can on=.=!it's killing me man,ngaitT_T want me how lagi o?just now i thought that my mum forget pay for the bill,but no ler..my mum paid for the bill already la,adui..so is that something wrong again a?haihz..
okie okie,gonna stop here..night friends,sweetdreams=)
wish all the best tomorrow!may God bless=)

well,teaching my aunt about the computer just now,hahas..she's so cute la,and taught her many very ''updateedddd'' de language,haha!!she keep laugh nehs,=PP then she also got chatting with her son at KL just now,hmm..my cousin seems like not very like study at KL?anyway,pray to God,He will lead you always=) don't be too negative,jiayou!=) wish you all the best..
actually....i'm hungry now,lols..5pm plus eat til now=.=!feel hungry already!hahas..want go for supper!anybody accompany??sobsob..there are no one else want accompany me,T_T
beside that,my finger!injured again!just because of the wash basin=.=!and my skin!gosh!hate it so much...damnn painful now,T_T okie,stop talking about this..today work til 9.30pm nehs,got a bit tired..cause last night sleep very late la..so tonight i'm gonna sleep early?i think no lo,now already 11plus,haha!

and one more thing!can that stupid things get out from my mind!!really mess me up!i'm confusing nowT_T is that any good way for me to choose for?really hope...

1st sad posted in year 2010T_T

我很好，那么你呢？
all started with this sentences,if i ask you this question,what you will gonna answer me?
wo hen hao?wo bu hao?well,i'm not care the answer actually,i just want you answer me honestly,that's it..
actually,still got many i din tell you..lots,i din tell you..even you think is my fault ok,just let it be..me no more energy argue with you again..really made me heartbreak..is that me sad?a bit?i don't know..feel mad,i think is..is very very!i don't know why..sometime feel that myself so stupid,so useless=.=!i found that i'm the only one stupid in,how come?really sad,want cry?sometime i wish that i can..but my tears seems don't want to drop down,what else i can do again..scream like a stupid girl!ya!scream like noob,shout like nerd!that's it..i'm tired with all of this mess..i thought that me can do it more good more better,this is just a simple thing right?how come when i want to do it so hard?hard like hell!!!!!grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....................
got a story just now..about someone someone and someone..gosh,it's killing me,really..really made me mad,made me sad..i din say that is your fault!i doesn't mean that want you leave!no!i don't have this kind of thinking in my mind..the one should leave is me,not you..then it will be a happy ending..please don't let yourself sad moody just because of m-y and me..there will be end soon,no more question between you and him..i will leave before you leave,trust me..
i thought we can start with happy end with happy,that's all..but you seems like din get what i mean..i just want the peaceful between you and me just like before,can i?is that is very hard for me and you..?before i don't think that,but now i knew it..it's very hard right?i just wanna talk with you peacefully,happily..this requirement is difficult to do?
finally,you happy he happy i happy everyone happy happy ending.......
and my hope,ha!ha!i haven't answer you yet,right?now is not that important anymore.....

i'm super duper damnnnnnnn upset now!!wo ren!!!GRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!feel to scold back that people,but i can't!!!!gosh!!!!=XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

find,this is the last time!!!!!!!warning to you?but not!is warning myself!T_T
我忍!!!!!!

updatedddddddddd,hehe=DD
doing nothing so i came and blogging here..
today sleept over,luckily still got mummy woke me up,haha..if not sure go work late liao nehs..and hoh.....tomorrow i have to work til 7pm nehs..cause one of my friend take leave so i'm gonna replace her,hmm..anyway,during the time me went to KK they already help me many so me replace one day only ma,it's ok for me..this is what our call FAIR,hahaha=PP you help me then i help you lo,hehe=DD
well,just now chatting with Natasia in msn,hmm..asked her information about the course she learn for..she's nice and friendly la,hehe=)happy that can be friend with her=) and Natasia,thanks for the information ya,hehe^^
beside that,tomorrow Jessica is going for the National Service..so Jess!you have to take good care of yourself ya,don't think too much and everything will be ok..wish you all the best and with no worries..=) may God bless you always,muaks!=)JIAYOU=))

哇,好久都没用华语来写我的部落格咯..突然想用华语来写呢,嘻嘻!=)
一眨眼又过了一年了!毕业也都一年了,时间真的过得真快..
新的一年里,你有了新的计划?有了新的目标?有了新的方向?
现在的我还很努力在寻找,要寻找一个真真的目标,方向真的很难..我从去年毕业就一直寻找到现在呢..很像比我想象中的还难噢?哈哈!但不管如何还是要继续加油!不要放弃,也许那一天很快就会到来=)
朋友们!你们也一样!我们一起加油吧!寻找属于我们自己的一片天空!哈哈♥=)
新的一年,新的希望,新的开始,一定要快快乐乐的度过每一天哦=)
加油!!!!!=)

once again!happy new year 2010 to all of you!!=)
it's a new beginning for all of you!jia you!!
wish your new beginning start with ''HAPPINESS"!! happy always,smile always=)♥
God bless=))

happy new year 2010!!=)

happy new year 2010 to all my dear friends and my family!!!!!!!!
new hope,new life,new beginning,new things,new plan!!=))

wah...went to Micheal steamboat just now..4 peoples only la-me,Wen,Joanna and her sister..4 people,gosh!i eat til want vomit liao!lols..too full man!when start take so many foods came back then cook cook cook lagi,plus!!!hot!!!waseh,i wonder how we all can eat til finish almost 2 hours stay at there,hahaha!!anyway,enjoy it very much just now,hahas=P

after that went to boulevard lo,cause got function there..i think is dance competition la..then too many people la,i can't handle anymore then go inside boulevard..then just shop shop shop with Joanna them,after that my friend-Natasia and Ming Yong came and picked me up at boulevard go they friend's house,lols..then just sit in the house and watch movie la,spiderman3 lagi,haha=)) actually they all got bbq at there la,just when me reached there already eat finished liao la,plus i eat my dinner liao..around 11pm then decided go canada hill see fireworks and countdown..but when reached there many people la,so next aim is parkson lo..hahas!cause parkson got function for countdown so just go there see see lo..but!!!too many people!even the fireworks me also cannot see!adui,too short liao bah,haha!!after that?go back home liao lur,hehe!this year not many fireworks can see nehs,hmm..

anyway,feel happy tonight,hehe!must be happy friends!even you're not happy,you have to be happy too!!it's a new year new beginning to us,have to start with HAPPY this word,know ma....=)))))))

well,stop here..
i have to work tomorrow,lols..even is public holiday,haha!!so almost sleep already la..
so once again,i'm here to wish that all my friends my family happy new year!!
i want that you all must happy always,take good care,have a good year in 2010=))and may God bless you all always,muaks!!!=D

new year eve~

wao!today is 31Dec and also is the last day of 2009!blink your eyes,tomorrow will be a new year for you and me,2010!and i'm here wish you all that have a best year in 2010!wish you all the best and wish you all dream come true..hapiness is always be with you all=))

but beside that i'm gonna pengsan now if my period pain still don't want to stop!T_T i took the medicine already la,still pain..suffered me man!i can handle til tonight boh?adui..want go for steamboat tonight,hahas..but one of my friend asked me go they party lagi,but i want go steamboat,hahas!or else i go your party late a bit?after steamboat,haha!!but you all best friends gathering then me suddenly go there feel a bit weird nehs,hmm...i'm still at my cousin tuition center t nehs,ah fen go out with her mum and her auntie liao la,nice=)

well,tonight is new year eve wor..din go any place to celebrate o?hmm,i think me just go eat only gua,so pity no place to go..countdown at home lo,lols!anyways,no matter how still wish that everything is going good..=))

just view back the posted of previous months of my blog just now,hmmmm...
many things,many feeling,many question is came back to me again..
the same question,the same feeling,the same mood and the same answer??
did i really give up?
did i really make the right decision for myself?
did i do the same mistake?
did i regret about this??
well.......
suddenly,my mind is blank now i think..
i wish that the decision is the right way for me and you..
i wish that this is the last time i make the decision between me and you..
i wish that i won't regret...
i wish that you can understand me,know what i'm think...
i wish that can know what you think too...
i wish that this is the one last time!!!!!!!!
BUT!
i think the situation for me now is good too...
i wish that we can just continue like this..
don't want to suffer anymore......
this is the one last time.............
one day,scar swill be recovered.........
this is the conclusion.........
trust me......
=)))

=))))))))

went to parkson for movie just now again,hahas=D watched Alvin and the Chipmunks!it's damnnn cute and funny!friends!you have to watch it!hehe=PP and saw jess just now,hehe..so ngam,we are in the same cinema,but!when finished just know that,lols!
and i went to dental clinic today,lols..i'm kinda scare man!thanks God everything is ok..but the doctor told me that the reason me tooth pain is my 智慧牙 grow not very good so if pain again have to operation to cabut!T_T if want straight cabut cannot!gosh!get shocked when i heard thatT_T i tot me just go and cabut then everything ok,how know?operation lagi,sobsob..but luckily is i just spend for rm30 for this time checking,hahaha!!if cabut want rm100++ ler,haha=DD anyway,thanks God til now everything is ok=))
beside that,ah fen is backed!!finally this time she really success did a big surprise for us,lols!cause just now me and wen went to parkson,how know wen's sister call her and said that got people find her,lols..we two straight blur@_@ how know is ah fen talk to her!!hahahaha!!!!!but til now i haven't see her ler even she's house just beside me=.=!lols!cause she go dinner with her japanese auntie already,hehe..so maybe tomorrow just go her house find her la,hehe..=P
AND!
tomorrow is the last day of 2009!new year 2010 is coming soon..time really passed so fast like roket,and now already is the end of this year..any new plan for 2010?well,i have to think about it,hehe!!=))
k la,stop here..good night,sweetdreams ya!
God bless=))

~明白~

这是我第几次唱情歌
也是我第几次独自难受
我想你从来就没想过
我却想了好多 好多

那是我第一次深爱过
也是最后一次我被人说
也许你还是不相信我
还是你对我没把握 你没有说

还是你真的不爱我 你告诉我
有时我会想离开 想证明我的爱
或许我还不明白 你给的是不是爱

我在门外 我在等你叫我回来
除非你真的不再对我关怀
我想念你的爱 没有人看出来
或许我早该明白 你给的并不是爱

别再责怪 我想你受到伤害
因为你是我最深爱的女孩

你在不在 希望你是真正的愉快
因为你是我最深爱的 女孩

i'm damn damn boring now=.=!doing nothing at home,gosh!it's killing me=(
the weather is hot!made me headache only,haihz..
it's a boring day at home,what should i do?watching for the drama?well,i'm lazy to loading,have to wait and i scare my streamyx cacat again,even not dare to load my ppstream=.=!wt??!!haihz..
i found that if not working stay at home really nothing to do,it's really really really boring!grrr!actually i want working start today but i have to go for dental clinic tomorrow..impossible me start working today then tomorrow take off again right?very mafan,so i choose that mayb friday just start work lo,hmm..i scare that go for dental clinic ler,gosh!especially when you hear the sound of the machine in the dental clinic,gosh!!it's scaring me man!T_T plus me almost 8 years din go for the dental clinic liao ler,oh man!somebody help meT_T
i'm kinda boringgggggggggggggggg~~~~
what should i do for today?????????????

~angels cry~
I shouldn't have walked away
I would've stayed, if you’d said
We couldn't made everything okay
but we just threw the blame back and forth
We treated love like a sport
The final blow hit so low I'm still on the ground

I couldn't prepare myself for this fall
Shattered in pieces curled on the floor
Supernatural, love conquers all
Remember we used to touch the sky?

And lightning don't strike the same place twice
When you and I said goodbye I felt the angels cry
True love’s a gift we let it drift in the storm
Every night I feel the angels cry

C'mon babe,can our love be revived?
Bring it back and we gon' make it right.
I'm on the edge just trying to survive,
As the angels cry.

Limitless omnipresent kind of love couldn’t have guessed
It would just stop and disappear in the whirlwind
Here I am walking on this narrow rope wobbling
But won't let go,waiting for a glimpse of the suns glow

I know I can stand just pull me back up
There ain’t a hurricane it’s just us
I'm willing to live and die for our love
Baby we can get back that shine

Cause lighting don't strike the same place twice
When you and I said goodbye I felt the angels cry
True love's gift but we let it drift in a strom
Every night I feel the angels cry

c'mon babe,can our love be revived?
Bring it back and we gon' make it right
I'm on the edge just trying to survive
As the angels cry

Baby i'm missing you
Don't allow our love to lose
We gotta ride it through
I'm reaching for you

Lightning don't strike the same place twice
When you and I said goodbye I felt the angels cry
True love’s a gift but we let it slip in a storm
Every night I feel the angels cry

argh!me woke up very early today lar,just because that i want go dental clinic,but!!when i reached there it's close!no open!!i have to wait til this wednesday,gosh!i have to suffer two more daysT_T i don't know what happen to my teeth,grrrrr!hate it so muchT_T my cousin got asked me go for another dental clinic but i scare nehs,another one don't know good or not,haihs..i'm damnnn worry now,i worry that my teeth pain again,sobsob...i need a DENTIST NOW!!T_T

tiredd!!!!!

finally!finally came back to miri!=) i'm damn damn damn tired this week la,oh man..this few days at KK or Lawas everyday low batt!ngati,not enough sleep plus everyday go out from morning til night just go back to hotel,phew!really want faint,hmm!but,i enjoy it very much,hahas..
well,i took lots of photos,hehe..all upload at my facebook already la..if not upload here very slow+lag!hahas=D
just enjoy it at my facebook=)
i'm lazy to type anymore,hahas..
continue next time..
it's kinda tired now=XX
so chaos~=)

good morning!hahas!!today woke up so so so early ler,hahas..around 7am,kinda tired..
was online-ing at my cousin tuition center now,doing nothing bah,they all are teaching now,just left me only one in the office so i came and blogging here lo,hahas=DD i have to wait til 10 or 11pm plus then just start drive to brunei nehs,hmmm..so i'm kinda boring now,hmmm...
anyway,wish you all have a nice day!God bless..
take care=)
tata......

yahoo!!=)

busy packing my luggage just now,phew!i still try my best to think that what else i forget put in my bag,hmmmm..medicine?camera?mp3?well,all this i put in my bag already=.=!and hoh..my bag seems like not enough space for me nehs,lols..even my bag is big,haha!=P hope i din forget the things i should bring lor,hehe..

well,i'm gonna leave here tomorrow!going to KK!!ohman!!waiting for long time already!=DD even kk if not far from miri but i really wish that can leave here go to other place to relax myself,take a short break,hahas=) nad tomorrow!!!i'm gonna go!!yahoo!!the feeling is damnn happy man,hahas=) okok,stop it..haha=DD

so friends,me will off from tomorrow til end of this month?actually when come back me also don't know yet,lols..but will update when i'm back,hehe..
so friends,take care ya..
God bless you always=)
chaos~~=)

sunshine=)

phew!a very good morning!sunshine!!sunny day!hahas=)
i'm very free now,wah..damn like the feeling,cause no need work bah,hahas=P
do what i want,do what i like!hahas=P
so later will go to my cousin's tuition center,do what?actually i don't know also nehs..cause she husband go out with daddy so may be i go there replace her husband,lols!but this morning i did a mistake again,haihz..the last time i did this mistake is past two months,but today i did it againT_T anyway!!i want to change this bad habit!hmmp!!jia you=)
X'mas is coming soon,hahas..and maybe i will celebrate my X'mas at KK,yeahh!=) the feeling sure definitely not same,hahas..different place,different people,different feeling=)hoho=)
happy X 1000000000000000000000%

yahoo!!yess!!yippee!!hoorayyyy!!
my holiday starting today!!hahas!!!!damnnnn happy nehs!finally i can off for one week!and leave here!take a breath and relax myself!hahas=) sadness please get away from me,=) and starting today no more wake up early,no more works,no more sleepy,no more tired and bla bla bla,hahas=D i can do what i want what i like!hoho=D play til crazy play til sot play til forget who i am,lols!!=D

went to parkson just now(miri is very small one ok..)went to mcdonal lo,hahas..eat that new de burger,got 2 favorite nehs but i choose for chicken one,hmmp..not bad la,can go try it..and hoh........my eyes!T_T just now go checked and found that my degrees increase liao,adui....how comeT_T plus me seldom wear spec de nehs,so mean that starting today i have to wear my spec everyday??sobsob..beside that,just now i bought for 4 cans of popcorn,lols!!i'm sot,i'm crazy!hahas!no la,actually bought for next Tuesday de la,hehe..cause from miri drive to lawas almost want 5 or 6 hours ler=.=!in the car sure nothing to do right??then??EAT la!hahhas!!then in this 5 or 6 hours the popcorn is my baby in the car!hahas!i think me will get diabetes,choi~~hahas=P

well,this few days keep think about the movie of ''Avatar'' nehs..i want go watch laT_T my friends watched already ler,she said very nice!must go watch it!and the director of this movie also is the same director of Titanic wor,and hoh..the newspaper said that the director spend for 10 years to prepare for this movie ler!adoi...that's why he can be a director!lols!!(seems like talking craps again)ok,stop it,hahas=D anyway!i wish that can watch this movie!!hehe=)

~话题~
面对面坐着的是不是你
爱情还在不在进行
想问你是不是想要放弃
却害怕你也在问自己
分手是我们唯一的话题
却没有人愿意提起
如果一开口便成了结局
我的心就会离开身体 活在过去
爱不爱结果都教人伤心
我不知道该怎么作决定
分手应该是要先哭泣还是先忘记
你是否也有相同的难题
你的勇气里有我的命运
我不知道你会不会决定
我想我现在还不够清醒
该爱着你 该离开你
还是继续逃避

~two is better than one~
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
Hey, you know, this could be something
Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you thought that it got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything okay
I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"
Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you thought that it got me coming undone

And I'm thinking
I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one

phew,it's 11.54pm now,still left 6 mins then it's 20Dec2009,hahas..just because of only left for 6mins so i faster came and updated my blog here,lols!
well,doing good today..nothing special,hahas..you know what,my boss posted 6 or 7 boxes of books came again!but!!!i'm start holiday tomorrow!!!hahhahahahah!so i no need do for those books posted from Kuching,hahaha=PPP friends,jiayou bah!hahas..but i think when me finish holiday go back work also haven't finish all the books la..cause last time my boss also posted 7 boxes of books then we almost spend one month to settle it all=.=!phew!and hoh!izzit my working place 'starbookstore' very hard to find o??me even din received the 7 boxes of books ler=.=!already 4 days liao nehs,how come?if before i think can received in 2 days or 3 days nehs,hmmp.....something wrong,haha>.<
working til 7pm today,then go back lur..cause mummy said today celebrate 'dong zi''..but this year the different is ah fen not here,miss her much!hehe=P and hoh..next tuesday we all go KK already,so today replace lo,hahas!but i no eat 'tang yuan'T_T aiks..you know my friend said what?my friend said that go KK also can eat ma,but i want eat that make by ourselves de mah,haihz..so boh bian lo,no more can eat,sobsob..
just now go sogou see that got any new song to download or not,but i saw that yiruma's album,then so happy jiang lo!how know asked my friend then my friends don't know also,lols..me still happy happy jiang tot that got new album lagi,lols!
beside that,chatting with ahfen in msn just now,hahas..the happy thing is she won the prize in the lucky draw,lols!and she got participated in drama at church just now,hahas!!i think she now sure very very happy!thanks God!=) everything is going good=)
ok,fine...gonna stop here..
continue tomorrow bah..
chaos~
night,sweetdreams,God bless=)

ermmm,what should i say again?
well,i'm doing good today..(i think so?) and the weather still is damnnnnn hot!=X and my mouth ulcer againT_T and many pimples,aiks..hate it so much..
i feel happy today actually,hehe..the reason is.........shhhhhh~ the secret cannot say,lols!=p
doing nothing at my working place today,this morning still slept over lagi,adui..may be last night slept too late=.=!
ohya,i want cut my hair la,haihz.cut to what again this time?i wish that can cut short til my shoulder?any suggestion o?hmmp.....
opps,want continue my drama liao,hahas..
continue tomorrow bah..
tata~
night,God bless=)

Wednesday~hmmp....
i'm doing nothing today..just sitting at my working place like noob,keep on reading my novel,haihz..and the weather is damn hot!even no appetite to eat,hate it so much..and recently keep headache la,sometime still can pain til want vomit..adui,really want pengsan..T_T

actually i got lots of things to want to say,but...i don't know where should i start,pity..i wish that i can wash my brain=.=!just forget about all the sadness=.=!if i can!hahas..but!that's very hard i think..ha!ha!ha!=.=! not funny at all=.=!well,stop talking about craps..i know this is lame=.=!
hate the feeling=X

i hate it so much~~

i hate the feeling!!hate it so much!!=X
SIGH~~
fine,stop this topic..

well,today woke up 7am..early man!cause want cleaning up my working place,hmmp..
awww,feel hungry now..haven't eat my dinner yet=.=!then now already 9++ liao nehs,better don't eat straight go sleep,hehe..and hoh!yesterday i din on my pc ler,hahas!just tot that i can do it also,hahas..plus not feel to on alsoT_T sienz..every time i see every time i sad,haihz...better choose to run away,don't want to see=.=!#$%^&*()*&^%^&*

i'm so bored today,almost fall asleep at my working place,but!finally no also la..cause working ma,how can sleep de nehs..so just tried my best to open up my eyes BIG BIG!!haha=P but doing nothing also=.=! haihz...

hmmp,i have nothing to say again..just came and update update xia lo..
i lazy to type..i lazy to think..
so night all,sweetdreams..
God bless..

p/s:don't ask me again!!don't ask me why,don't ask me what happen and......please~you know i'm talking about you so just please don't ask...

little thing

~little thing~
Sometimes I find myself sitting back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissing
And I remember when you started calling me your Mrs
All the play fighting
All the flirtatious disses
I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I dunno why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend
Lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy
In your boxers and your t-shirt

Dreams, dreams of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, it seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but it's so true
I know it's not right but it seems unfair
That things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on
Tell me
Is this the end?

Drinking tea in bed, watching DVDs
When I discovered all your dirty, grotty magazines
You'd take me out shopping
And all we'd buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us
The first time that you introduced me to your friends
And you could that tell I was nervous, so you held my hand
When I was feeling down, you make that face you do
There's no-one in the world who could replace you

Dreams, dreams of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, it seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but it's so true
I know it's not right but it seems unfair
That things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on
Tell me
Is this the end?

路人

我像路人看著你走
逃到愛情外的你終於罷休
過節霓虹炫耀你的自由
就分開走　我們說好不回頭

我不習慣牽自己的手
這樣卻能夠止住顫抖
你求去的泪我一个個人收
離別擁抱的溫柔　還清楚感受

那回憶緊緊追在身後　像敏銳的狗
你到最後不開口　就換我先走
想當初我不成熟　現在才懂

這一次　我是路人看著你走
站在愛情外燭光點亮四周
發現那回憶無法拼湊
夏天的風彷彿一瞬間轉秋

這一次　我是路人背著你走
幸福是愛繼續的唯一理由
此刻我何苦演你的對手
愛到最後　成全了你的自由

這一次　我像路人看著你走
逃到愛情外的你終於罷休
過節霓虹炫耀你的自由
就分開走　我們說好不回頭

i like Raizo!=P

it's 11.28pm now,i just came and blogging here,lols..i think lots of people is sleeping and dreaming now,haha=D cause just now busy to watching ppstream la,hehe..=p
actually yesterday i want update my blog de la,but when reached home already 11pm plus liao nehs,so i force myself do not on my pc,lols!!if not,i think me will online til very late,plus today til want woke up early go work nehs,so i tried to control myself,hahas..hmmp,yesterday went to parkson for movie..watched Ninja Assassin..it's a very very nice movie!!gosh!!i like rain very much la!!his body is geng man!hahas=D i like this movie so much!but this movie is under 18 de movie nehs..cause many bloody bloody de part,awww...some part for me is very gross ler,especially the way that assassin kill a people,gosh!=X but,i still like rain!Raizo!hahhaa=P

hmmp,today...still ok la,hehe..nothing special la,but got a thing still same laT_T
that's me headache again!grrr....i hate it so much,cause if me headache will feel dizzy want feel to vomit,haihz..sien!but hoh..even me headache me also din rest early ler,haha!still blogging here lagi o,teehee!=p

k la,stop here la..
want to sleep soon,hehe..
night,sweetdreams..
God bless=)

sobsob~~~

gosh!!really feel very very uncomfortable now..
headache,then feel to vomit,then my chest feel painful nowT_T
my chest feel pain now,haihz..may be when i was small get injuries then til now sometime still feel pain..may be should go for scan,aiks..suffered!T_T
well,i;m damnnnnn tired today..i really hope that i can just lying there even lazy to move,low batt tonight..plus just now working there kinda busy!!the customer non-stop one ler!adui...pengsan!T_T even want sit down for rest also hard=.=!from 6pm til 9.30pm!i have no more energy now T_T someone buy me Red Bull,hahas!xD
beside that,today is my cousin-wen birthday!wish her all the best,be more stronger and braver=) and wish her all dreams come true=) all the best=)
well,today not much to say also la..just feel TIRED!!hmmp...ohya,my friends told me just now may be tomorrow night got gathering nehs,should i go?hmpp,should think about that tonight..
ok,i lazy to type anymore,aww....T_T
stop here bah!night,sweetdreams=)
God bless=)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WEN!=)
WISH ALL THE BEST=)

oh no,i did a stupid thing today early in the morning=.=!cut my hand with scissors again=.=!how come??duhhh..and the worst is!this is my 2nd time!oh man!how stupid are me??=.=!
fine,it's raining now..scare to on when raining..scare the thunder kiss my pc again,lols..
k la,night..
sweetdreams...=)
chaos~

awww,still feel very uncomfortable today,aiks..feel to vomit=.=!
last night more cham,cannot sleep well..cause cough,=.=!even can't sleep,i think is around 3.30am o?then boh bian,wake mummy up accompany me go eat madicine,lols..after took the medicine my throat still feel uncomfortable,aiyoyo..hate it so much..so friends,you all have to take care of yourself,drink more water la..plus recently the weather was not very good,hmmp...the feeling when you get sick is damn damn suffer de nehs..so have to take good care..=)

well,work til 8.30pm today..it's a kinda boring day again,but the diff is today i start study my law books!lols..i think i listen for law almost one year liao o?almost expired=.=! so i have to fast!wuuT_T scare fail,if fail want pay for rm30 test again ler,haihz..hope that i can memorize all the 500 question!lols!BUT!only 50 question will come out in the law test,sao.....but can how?have to study so,jiayou bah! may God bless=)

headache!
headache!
headache til vomit T_T
recently the weather is killing me man..
suddenly can be raining heavily,suddenly can be sunny day,and the sun is so big and it's hot!!
aiyoyo..hate it so much nehs,aiks..T_T
so made me headache..
even took the medicine still the same,sienz...
really want to faint T_T

well,nothing much to say la..
just feel tired,it's really tired...
what's going on recently??all are not what i want,sobsob..
but what can i say again??
speechless.............

~领我到你宝血里面~

耶稣求你进入我的心
用你大能的宝血遮盖我
开启我心灵 得着我生命
在你宝血里我就得洁净

耶稣求你进入我的心
用你大能的宝血释放我
进入你同在 领受你大爱
在你宝血里我献上敬拜

领我到你宝血里面
所有罪恶必得赦免
更新我生命在你爱的报血里面

领我到你宝血里面
领受丰盛奇妙恩典
更新我生命在你爱的报血里面

=)

this is the way you want..
this is the way you hope..
this is the way to choose..
no more return..
right??
izzit this is the way that you happy to see it??
tell me the truth..
i bet you not dare.....
i bet.........

i'm very moody now..when i knew that,when i saw that..
you want me how??can you please just tell me?i don't want guess,it's very hard for me..
you really made me sad,i thought i can follow what i want..
should i ignore all of you?everytime i think and everytime no answer..
i have no direction now,really...i just wanna cry!!!i want cry it all out!!!but can i?after cry all the things will follow just what i want?izzit can??that's impossible right??why you always do the things that i don't like?why?you want me how?just because of that so i have to give it up all?izzit this you want??i thought i can ignore all,but it's very hard..it's hard for me you know??but i think you won't know forever and ever,right??
you will never know..yah..never...
i need a miracle...
i will make everything ok.....

ohgosh!finally i get my computer back,phew!waste my rm300 to repair it,T_T just because of the thunder!T_T but!i din on my pc when raining heavily ler,so what can i say??really bad luck recently,haihz..eat grass this month,haihz!pokkai already!!and!i very bad luck this few days!very cham til i almost want cry!!haihz..1st is my pc and 2nd is about my friend and 3rd also is about my friend..i really feel tiring about all this kind of things lar..haihz..see!i already sigh for how many times?T_T
really really tired of this few days..and one thing!still in my heart,in my mind,haihz..sad!sigh~sobsob...

and now finally get my pc back,still very blur after i changed my pc motherboard neh,some of them not same as my pc before nehs,aiks..hope won't cacat la,haihz..
well,i'm hungry nowT_T even haven't eat my dinner yet,haihz..
fine,i have nothing to say so..
tired..
and i misssss..haihz..
anyway,may God bless always=)
night,sweetdreams=)