Tuesday, January 05, 2010

1st sad posted in year 2010T_T

我很好,那么你呢?
all started with this sentences,if i ask you this question,what you will gonna answer me?
wo hen hao?wo bu hao?well,i'm not care the answer actually,i just want you answer me honestly,that's it..
actually,still got many i din tell you..lots,i din tell you..even you think is my fault ok,just let it be..me no more energy argue with you again..really made me heartbreak..is that me sad?a bit?i don't know..feel mad,i think is..is very very!i don't know why..sometime feel that myself so stupid,so useless=.=!i found that i'm the only one stupid in,how come?really sad,want cry?sometime i wish that i can..but my tears seems don't want to drop down,what else i can do again..scream like a stupid girl!ya!scream like noob,shout like nerd!that's it..i'm tired with all of this mess..i thought that me can do it more good more better,this is just a simple thing right?how come when i want to do it so hard?hard like hell!!!!!grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....................
got a story just now..about someone someone and someone..gosh,it's killing me,really..really made me mad,made me sad..i din say that is your fault!i doesn't mean that want you leave!no!i don't have this kind of thinking in my mind..the one should leave is me,not you..then it will be a happy ending..please don't let yourself sad moody just because of m-y and me..there will be end soon,no more question between you and him..i will leave before you leave,trust me..
i thought we can start with happy end with happy,that's all..but you seems like din get what i mean..i just want the peaceful between you and me just like before,can i?is that is very hard for me and you..?before i don't think that,but now i knew it..it's very hard right?i just wanna talk with you peacefully,happily..this requirement is difficult to do?
finally,you happy he happy i happy everyone happy happy ending.......
and my hope,ha!ha!i haven't answer you yet,right?now is not that important anymore.....

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