how to describe my feeling now?it's hard..i just get 10000% shocked when i saw it..feel to cry?i guess so,aiks..even i haven't prepare done myself to see those things i don't want..i know one day it really will happen,but i really din expect that's too fast to come..this news it's really made me sad made me moody.. but thanks for those who comfort me just now,thanks for the caring..and friend!finally i knew your feeling..it's really really hard to accept all this freaking news!!T_T finally i knew!!!
beside that,one thing i felt glad also..that's i'm starting learn how to driving today,thank God..everything is going smoothly,=)
and i don't know what should i say again...i really not in mood,feel very down...
i hope all this can get away from me,please..i do really wish that...='(