woah~~it's been long long time didn't update my bloggie wor,almost one month?urgghhh!haha!1st thing made me didn't updated my blog frequently is LAZY~~hahak!really lazy like a snake recently,aiks..plus,nothing much to updated bah,don't know want to write what huh...
but.....today feel to come and write something,hahas..because really long time didn't updated for my blog,hehe=P well,actually i feel very dizzy and headache now,urghh!!hate this feeling,it;s killing me lar,aiks..T_T
ok,let's talk about recently bah..erm,this few days just past like normal and not feeling well..period pain til even ate for 10 tablets painkiller,omg!!!it's suffered to the MAX!!sob!omg,feel dizzy more now,gosh!!can't continue already la,try to continue tomorrow~sorry~~
chaos~~T_T

omg,i feels so stress and i come and released here,omg~~~i feels to cry man,not because of sad is because of i feels that i'm so ''bek cek'' jiang!but i din so anything wrong..the one wrong 1st is HIM!not me!the chance i already gave and is your hands to end up,not ME!!and for those outsider!i hate you because you even don't know everything then u come and disturb,commet,judge people before you don't know everything!shit!i do hate this kind of people!you're just so ANNOYED!!grgghhhh!useless brainless!!excuse me,don't ask me to give him the chance again,i feels that so noob and stupid ok..the chance i gave for him not only one time!because there's NO WAY for me and him!this is my conclusion!don't you say i'm cold or blame on me?PLEASE!the one should i blame on is him ok,whatever!i already told him everything clearly!those stupid freaking asshole please out of my life!!argghhh!!!don't make me hate you please,that's tired for me==!friends is ok for me and him now,so you just shut up your mouth and keep quite!if he really friends also don't want to be then it's ok,i don't mind..this is the decision he made,i'll respect him,so you just sit ans see!don't so kepo kepo disturb,hmmph!!
YOU"RE JUST SO ANNOYED!!

woots,finally joined twitter~~feel free?just go and visit my new twitter!!>> www.twitter.com/Jeefren_Ting << check this out,hehe=D btw,not plan to add any follower,at least now won't,hehe!because i just want to write something i want,i wish could,hehe=)
well,just get a bad news for me and a good news for him,aiks..i really pray that he won't get hurt at the last,this is the ending i DISLIKE it very much!!urghh!! i wish that he'll be ok..i hope that girl at least can change a bit just for myself?aiks,hope so..

well,just feel to come and update my blog,hehe..because i'm going to KK tomorrow!!yipee!i got 5 days of holiday!i can relax myself during this 5 days,hehe..thanks God..i do really need this short break so so much!i need to recharge my battery man!XD will come back after 5 days of my holiday and with FULL battery=)
beside that,my friend she's going to KL 09Sept too!!wish her all the best and have fun ya!take good care=D and please!no mooncake ok?!haha!!X)
okie,stop here..i got nothing to write anymore,will update more when i'm at KK?hope so~~haha..
so,may God bless us all the time..night!sweetdream~
chao~~=D

wah~long time din update my blog pun?so now i came and update nehs~~=D
Sunday!!woots!!i spend my Sunday with all happy mode,relax mode,fun mode,laugh mode,crazy mode!!hahhaa!!!
early in the morning,woke up on 9.30am..because going to church on 10.30am=) after finished church then went to optical shop,because want to repair my spec..10minutes,then done!and the point is!FREE!deng!get shocked,lol..anyway,thanks God,this is a good present for me,gaga=D
well,after came back home then waiting for yinming!because we're going to parkson together with joanne,stephane!miss joanne!because after we never meet or else gathering after graduated!woots!1st things felt so envy i saw joanne is!!her long long hair!gosh!love it so so much!urgh!now i do felt that a bit regret after i cut my long long hair!but hoh,after so many months i just felt that regret?yeah~this is weird!LOL~=D
then four of us went to shopping shopping,went for sugarbun=) and went for movie too!=) even i already watched it before,lol..but i love the movie so much so is ok for me,doesn't matter,haha=D beside that,we all do took many pic too,even someone is laugh til cry!lol!!!it's damn damn damn funny to the max man!!really beh tahan!but!have lots of fun with 'em,haha=DD
anyway,felt so enjoy and relax while i'm going out with them,haha!!hope that got the 2nd chance!waiting~~hahahah=)
well,stop here,no more energy to think and type anymore,lol..
so chaos~good night!swettdream ya^^
God bless all the time=)

oh mien..it's been long long time i didn't update my blog neh..hmmph!because??my lazinessssssssss,hohoho=X
well,doing good recently..just sometime will worry about my healthy,urghh!even made me sleep not very well,just because of that..sobsobT_T really worry about that,aiks..anyway,pary to God,i wish that everything will be ok soon,hmmm..
between,went to After 3 for dinner just now with leeting,wanrou and kingmee,hehe=) the environment not bad,air-con is supply by the way,it's cold!haha..then we ordered for many foods neh,got Thai style chicken,Manis vege fried with eggs,After 3 tofu,French fries,Chicken chop,Fish and chip and our drinks,woots!all together is rm86!haha!!not bad,can think go there for the 2nd time,hehe=)
okie,i got nothing to write anymore,because of my laziness again~~haha~
so night!sweetdream!God bless:)

well,feel to come and updated my bloggie..something sad and happy to say so?erm,yeah~i think so..
just viewed finished Jess's photos while she at the new uni-Sunway!!omg!!i'm just so so envy!!feel to cry suddenly!!i do wish that now can go for study!!i do really hope it!i'm just love the uni's life!i want it!!maybe after i went to there might be hate the environment or what?but i still want it!this is what our call life!!right?this is just a part journey of our life!i want to feel that feeling,i want my future full fill with colourful!!i just want it so so much!!i can't wait for the next year!!T_T sobsob..please God,give me the chance!i know You're always there and listen to me,i know it..really,i'm appreciated so so much..i know that You're always the one prepared for me,guide me and lead me to the right way,Thank God,Amen:)
beside that,feel glad when i'm viewing Jess's photos just now..You're just prepared done all the things she need she want to her,Thank God:) i know You're always by her side that bless her:) wish that she can living there smoothly and well,all the best Jess!:)
always pray to God,He's the one always listen to you!Amen:)
i'm waiting the chance go for study,always!:)

well,what i'm gonna to say about today?aiks...
i did so many mistake recently!please!!please stop me!!i don't want to did the same mistake again!!i do really hate it!!but i can't control!!i can't!!!SIGH!!#&*^$%$#*&^%($(!!!!!!!! shit!!i hate is so so much!!please forgive me God..i do really appreciated it :'( Sorry........
i hope that i won't did the same mistake again!it's totally WRONG!WRONG TO THE MAX!!i don't want those stupid freaking craps appear in my life again!!i want to control myself!!please God!please help me!!i really need it so so much!!:'(

o1August2010-Sunday!:)
wah!!time just like a rocket,just blink your eyes then now is August,it's fast like hell man!!omg~~~half year passed,and i ask my self ''what things i did during this 8months?',lol..and the answer is ''everyday did the same thing!morning-working,afternoon-working,night-working then sometime just gathering or else hang out with my buddies'' so isn't very geng??everyday just did the same things?gosh~~i'm totally boring of this all freaking SAME THING!arghh..can just happen something just like very interesting or else can make my life become more and more brighter and meaningful?SIGH!there's not!and maybe i still need the time to figure out what things that is can make my life more and more colourful,hahas..pray to God,i know that He's sure can listen to my pray,guide me and give me His strength,Amen:)
okie..let's talk about today..ermm...woke up 9.30am,because want to follow up aunt Julia go for church,hehe..it's been long long time i din go for church liao nehs..so this morning go back the church again felt so relax and happy,hahas..because i know there is the only place that God can comfort me forever:) sometime just take a deep deep breath then i can felt that my body is full with energy and power to face my this coming next week:)
after finished church then we went for our lunch,teehee..then guess i saw who?i saw ming yong,lol..with a girl,and having they lunch i think so,hahas..anyway,hope that's a new beginning for him,hehe..after that went to Boulevard,because my mum asked me to help her buy some of daily use and my aunt also..plus today got sales mah,so just go and have a look and buy something we need..and hoh!!many people neh!duh..so we just go aim the things we want it then just go and Q-up,lol..no more mood to slow down and shop shop already la,cus FULL of people,hahas..after that go back home lurr:)
well,guess what?after i came back home then just sit at front of my pc til now,lol..okok,i got nothing to write anymore,hahas..so just stop here la..byes~~
God bless:)

woots,it's been long time i din come and update my bloggie..plus!i also don't know what should i write,hahas..recently doing good,hmm..
feel moody suddenly or else i can say emo?lol..i think so gua...suddenly feel so empty jiang ler..how come?last few days the feeling is came back to find me again?i pray that feeling can get off from me!!i really very scare the feeling come back to find me again..i did used long long time to recover to encourage myself that don't be emo,don't me sad,don't be moody..ans thanks God!i'm doing good this few days already la,hehe..and of course my friends!hang out with them really made me relax and happy..some more released my stress my pressure,hahas!so FRIENDS!you all are important for me,hehe!thanks for being my friends ya :))

woohooooo!!!it's my 19th birthdat yesterday!!sorry for today just came and updated,hahas..because yesterday was too busy nehs,hehe=)
anyway,1st i have to thank my lovely family!!they all celebrate for me last night!and the cake!!especially made for me!thanks ah fen!!muaks!!and yet my best best best friends!!thank for the dinner at PIZZA HUT!,lol!!thank for the all!!me-JEEFREN CHEN do really really cherish,appreciated so so so so much!!you all really made my day!!!I LOVE YOU ALL!!!muaks!!!!!!!=)

shit!!!what the heck??!!!!
gastric in the early morning!shit!!!!
i hate it so much!!!!!!!
T________T

Wednesday=)
doing what today??hmm..doing nothing,lol..but today whole morning keep on think that where to go when leeting's birthday lo..qian tian?micheal?confuse neh..plus last time i went to micheal the environment and the feeling for me is not good one neh..but if leeting want go then is ok also la,hehe=)but at last she made the decision too,hahas..good=)
anyway,can't wait for that,hehe=P
k la,stop here..
bubbai!night..sweetdream=)
God bless=)

it's Monday again,a new week for me again,hmm..=)
well,actually i'm nothing to say so..just feel to come and update=)
beside that,today i'm kinda tired one lo,aiks..because one of my working friends din come la,'cus she's sick,gosh~~then?no more people replace lagi,so at the same time i wish that me got 3 pairs or hands!woohoo!!UFO=.=!ok ok ~~~i know it's lame,hiak hiak=PP so leave me alone at the counter pula,and unluckily got many customer xia de lo,sien!but thank God,i handle all of it,haha!!=)
and!my lovely friend she's very sad and emo-ing now,hmm..because face some problem when she work..don't worry friend,everything will be ok one de..if not i accompany you eat grass this month!hehe=)i will pray for you!everything will be ok!i'll always support by your side!muacks!=)
fine,stop here..
have a sweet dream ya!
God bless=)

~~SUNDAY~~=)

just came back from outside,phew!
today woke up 10.30am,actually i'm still sleeping but i heard my HP is rang,so many times,so i go and pick up the phone lo,how know is mummy,deng!then after i pick up the phone straight she asked me ''where u?'' i said ''at home la'' then she asked me again! "why?!why no go church?!'' apuh~~~straight i see the clock,ord 10.30am liao ler!if want go church i scare ah fen already go liao bah!straight i text ahfen,then she really want go liao,oh man...then when her mum drove pass by my house straight i rush to window there and shout ''wait me!!2 minutes!i want brush my teeth!!'' luckily aunt Julia wait me,haha!!thank aunt Julia!i love you!hahas=PP so i din miss up the church,hehe=)) beside that,one of my aunt she came to aunt Julia's church too!haha!thank God!=) there's many and many came to our church,hahas=)
after church,we went for lunch norh..and my aunt they want go boulevard bah,'cus got big sale today,hmmm...so went to boulevard just now la,that people many daoooooooo..kong bu!but luckily i got ah fen!hahah!she accompany me=PP after we bought all the things we need then jiu came back lur,hmm..
anyway,i do very enjoy just now,hahas=)
well,stop here..nothing to write anymore=P
chaos~~~

it's 1.58m now,woohoooo...
phew!!just changed my bloggie background,lol!!even is the original one,but i still very like it,hahas..and the worst is,i even don't know that bloggie's original templates already updated liao,lol..after i saw leeting's blog just know that,got new de templates liao neh,oh my~~~what a pity things!argh~~~plus,my background never changed pun?lol!!long time din do changed liao la,LAZY!!=D anyway,i like the new background now,hoho!!
and and and!!today(erm,should i said is yesterday?cus it's just pass 12am pula)lol!daddy finally let me drive alone!!woohoo!!!i just feel so happy man!!oh my~~~can't control myself man!too excited!XD!!and daddy give me 70/100 neh!gosh~~can't believe that,hahas!!thank DAD!!i will try my best to get the full marks!=))
well,went to Krokop Sea Horse just now,went to ate chop!cus today is my friend-Shelly's birthday!so bring her go and have a dinner,hehe=) actually plan that go Alfresco or Hot Spot geh,but!!there's too many people man!!so force have to changed place!!Argh!!anyway,Krokop there ok also la,hahas..just prefer Alfresco?or else Hot Spot?yeah~~hahaa!!hope that next time can go again la=)
find,have to stop here la,lazy to write anymore,hmm..
so night!sweetdream!=)
God bless=)
chaos!!

woohoo,i'm back and update my bloggie,hehe =) well,i made a new decision again!that is I'm not going to study on July02 already la..my mum said that is just too rush for me,even din get prepare done yet also neh,lots of thing still blur blur nehs..so she said that postpone to next year,puff!hmm...well,it's better than not go for study right?now everyday just working like nerdy?lol!so i want to go for study!not at miri please,at least KL?yeah!~i hope that too,hehe=) may God bless and guide me always,i believe that You'll give me the best the good one for me,and the right choice for me!Amen=)

ahhhhhh!!!!!suddenly i decided that want to go study on next month-July??oh my!!!
izzit that true?is that the way i choose is good for me?i hope that me can go!!and i got Jess and Jax accompany me man!!i need them so much!!i hope that we can study together,sleep together,lepak together,pray together,hahas!i'm so excited now man!!=D
and suddenly feel to cry too,i really need the strength God!please give me your strength to be more braver and stronger!i need it very very much!!let me know that is the right way for me!Amen=)
tomorrow i will call to Mdm Ang and ask for more information..i hope that everything is going smoothly..i'm just so blur now..because it's just too suddenly for me!even until now i still can't believe it!but!i know that!TRUST IN GOD!THEN EVERYTHING WILL BE POSSIBLE!=) and yet Jess too!may God bless her tomorrow,pray that tomorrow she everything is going good too,Amen=)
GOD!!PLEASE GUIDE US AND GIVE US YOUR STRENGTH!WE NEED IT SO MUCH!PLEASE GUIDE US TO THE RIGHT WAY..PLEASE BE WITH US ALL THE TIME,PROTECT US,SUPPORT US!WITH GOD,I KNOW THAT EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE!AMEN=)

Happy Father's Day!!wish all daddy out there have a great happy day!hahas!!and of course my lovely daddy!love you so much!!=)
well,today is father's day..we had a party just now,hahas!with all my uncle too,ahahas!=)
we ate a lot,phew!full to feel vomit=.=!got vegetables,meat,chicken,soup,cake,fruits and bla bla bla...ate to much pula,hahas!!and took some photos just now too,uploaded on Facebook already la,hehe..go my Facebook and check this out=P
ok,gonna stop here..just feel to came and have a short post only la,hehe..
night!sweetdreams=)
God bless=)
chaos~

woohoo~~my 400 posted!!yeah~~=DD
ok..i know it's 20June2010 today,cus already passed 12midnight bah!but i still want write about 19June2010,few hours ago~~hahahaha!!
went to parkson today,with ahwan and leeting..and finally drove up to the parkson parking lot,lols!this want to thank to leeting,hahas=DD went for movie!watch The Karate Kid!!uiseh!!like that movie so much la,the Juden just so awesome man!!he's my son!LOL!=D
and hoh~~~~~~
we did a silly thing before the movie start!you know what??because we reached parkson 8.30pm the the movie time is 9.00pm so we rush to the counter and bought the tickets..then hoh feel want to go toilet so rush to toilet lagi..after that we rush to the cinema,din see which cinema pun!just straight walk it!cus think that we're late..that's not the point!the point is we go in to the WRONG cinema!!omg!!we still found the seats and sit down..then still prepare done to watch movie!all the people is sit down and prepare to watch too..then ahwan asked me,why got cartoon cartoon one de..then i think that maybe this movie is Disney one also gua,so got cartoon cartoon de advertisement lo..how know the light in the cinema is getting dark and the screen come out TOY STORY 3!!!!OH MY~~~~~straight i asked leeting this is which cinema,then she told me star 1 o,then i straight speechless.........!!!feel to kill myself!!(i'm the 1st one bring and walk at the front bah!)cus we're go in to the wrong cinema!!omg!!wad a silly thing!!then faster stand up and go out to the cinema!apuh!!!1st time!oh mien~~~really made me sot this time,lols!!!!really is my 1st time man!luckily still got ahwan and leeting accompany,hahhahahahaha!!!ahwan hoh??'yiu yiu yiu,guang guang guang!'hahahah!!(don't beat me pls)hahahhaha!!!=DD
pls!!don't do it this stupid action 2nd times jeefren chen!=.=!!
well,i'm having a great time with them too,hahas..hope that next time we go watch movie agian,but!no more wrong cinema ok..haha!!
k la,gonna stop here and go sleep!night!sleep tight!
God bless=)
chaos!!