Part 1.....lols=)

my Roxy bag!so like it!hehe!!the front and the back..nice?=P this bag spend me lots of money=P
shhhhhh!


my Ipanema shoes,hoho!


then this one also bag la(of course=.=!)but same with ahfen also,just not same colour,hehe=)just spend me rm40++,if buy at miri sure expensive one la..


hmmp,handmade key chain..each rm8 i think,hehe!miri don't have i think,hehe!


this crocs i bought when June i go KL not this time July de trip la..i like it very much too=P plus miri can't find mickey mouse's head de,just simple hole nia,hehe=)


this one i bought at miri de la,hehe=P



and the last one is!!!!.............................



deng!deng!deng!deng!

sony cyber shot camera!!!hoho!!my sis bought for me=P this gonna be my baby!hahahha=P


okok,all i bought at KL,still got shirt and many la,but i lazy to upload liao nehs,slow qin!continue tomorrow bah!haha!part 2 de!=P jax!wait ya=P
chaos~

LOLS!!!!!!!!!!xD

is that true?i don't think so!lols!hahahahahahha=P may be got people believe that but whatever la,haha!=P
hmmp,today went to servay in 5 minutes!i think haven't 5 minutes me already reached servay from my working place there,lols!cause me and lee lee want go change the things that bought from suk hwa(a cloth)..actually is a present lo,want give xiu li de..but me and lee lee think tat she won't like it so after asked xiu li then straight so changed liao!lols!then we want give xiu li de surprise no liao,cause already asked her like it or not=.=!but better no ask la,right?later buy for her then she don't like no use also ma,hehe!so we just used almost 15 minutes til half hour then rush back to my working place again!phew!but as least we got changed it la,hehe!more suit for xiu li mah,hehe=)
today my friend he seems like unhappy nehs..but friend,that already passed liao right?so don't think again liao la..even i know you very hard to control but at least you try your best la..just forget the sadness bah!i will pray for you!you can do it de!hehe=) jiayou=)
and Jax!me now very busy la,so no time to upload the pic that took at KL nehs,wait me free 1st ya!hahas!i will post up all of them de=P
so today stop here too lor,night!have a nice dreams ya=)
chaos~=)

so terrible!=(

gosh,yesterday heard my cousin said Chung Hua student disease by H1N1 then today she told me that student pass away..is that true?haihz..so guys,you all must take care of yourself ya..drink more water and for my cousin and friends at KL must wear face mask la..so terrible now,anyways may God bless us always..
hmmp!today my face seems like become more worst liao,grrr!!!somebody please help me la!=( the freaking pimples so many!sigh!really very sienz!whatever!don't talk about this..felt sad!
today seems like nothing special nehs..just like normal,nothing to post up here,hehe!ohya!i haven't watch ice age3!my sis said that very funny man!but i haven't watch!want buy dvd but haven't clear yet=.=!plus now kept working working and working nia,no time at all T_Thaihz................so?miss up again lor..beside that i grab my pic at my cousin's blog!lols!later will upload here,took at KL=) but only two nia la,hehe=p
ok,stop here..nothing to say anymore,haha!

drinking watermelon juice,nice wor=)

jax took this pic with amy when wen is choosing her converse shirt=)


p/s:other pic in my camera,upload soon,hehe=p

=)

still can't believe that i can online today,lols..cause i damn scare got problem lagi,haihz..you know de la,if got what problem also very mafan one!now i start scare that tomorrow can't on again,=.=!sienz..anyways,may God bless=)
well,today just like normal..just the diff is i get sick again..cough lagi!my friend said me every time come back from trip sure get sick de..but me don't want also mah,haihz..damn suffer de nehs,my tang jie went to KL with me de more pity,fever lagi..haihz,may God bless..hope can recover soon..and!my face!after me came back from KL became more worst!T_T my face full of pimples!T_T red red de,sienz!haihz..no face to see people liao,lols!xD
and here want grazt to ting!finally she passed the car license!hoho!good job ting!jiayou ya!i waiting you come to fetch me wor,hehe=) beside that want wish Hui happy birthday!wish you all the best and all dreams come true ya!=)
hmmp,soli to my friend..i haven't post up the photo..busy this few days liao,wait til me off day bah..then sure take the pic and post up here..hehe=p
so stop here bah=)night all,sweet dreams ya^^ bubbai=)


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUI^^

wt???????!!!!!!!!!!!!!is that real???!!!

gosh!!!is that real??oh ma!!i can't believe man!!!really can on now??really??is that tomorrow will can't on again??@#$%^* God,please help me,amen!=)
wau!!really very long long time i didn't update my blog!almost 2 months??!sigh~cause me move house,then i go fix my telephone and my streamyx then spend my rm400!!you believe that?then that staff want me wait for 3days my ADSL just can stable..how know??already wait til one week still not stable then i called to 100..then?that people asked me wait again..ok!i wait!then one week i came back from KL still the same!aiya!very long long story to say la..lazy to say liao,haihz..but today morning i called again then that staff said want wait again..T_T then i give up liao..how know just now i on my pc how know ADSL stable ler,gosh!i can't believe it!T_Treally thanks GOD!!=) then now i want online till enough enough!!i very scare that tomorrow can't on liao!i very scare that ADSL not stable again!!T_T haihz..ok fine,stop this topic!let'e talk about my trip to KL bah..=)
go KL just 3 days 2 night only la..so we all really busy like hell..rush there rush here,phew!kinda tired man!and this time i didn't spend many to buy my things..just 2 bag and a pair of shoe..hehe!i damn like my bag,brand Roxy..hehe!til now i didn't see any nice Roxy bag sell at miri so i buy it!hahas!and another bag is simple,same as ah fen de,hehe!and a pair of Ipanema shoes..hmmp,no any pic but i will take it and post up here la..hehe!!
then recently happen many things la..happy de sad de and many..some of my friends already go study,but me still here..haihz,really have to think about my future liao..any suggestion?really made me tired recently..hmmp..whatever la!!just want happy happy continue my life everyday!hehe!!
so i stop here la,even i very scare that tomorrow can't online again,i have to stop too..hahas..
so wish you all have a sweet dreams and good night=)

p/s:and i want apologize to my friends that late reply the comment of my birthday wish..cause my internet.......you know de la,haha!but still want said thank you very much for you all ya^^muaks!!=)

can't believe it!!!=X

oh man!!i can't believe it!!i gonna move house!!!oh no!oh man!oh God!please come and help me!T_T izzit really i have to move?oh man!hard to believe!but whatever la!that's true,can't change anymore!
hmmp!but i think i will try my best to live at my ''new'' house=.=!and by the way,i will seldom update my blog already la..cause i move to my house haven't fix the Internet yet..plus i move to tat ''new'' house after 2 days to KL again,so i think i will fix it when i come back from KL,lols!may be from tomorrow til 15June just update,lols!very long time izzit?them i can't online again!sienz..bur whatever la,i go jaxling there on,hahas!!jax?can boh?hahas=P
so after i move to there hope is a good new beginning for me and also my family!hehe=) may God bless us always..=)
well,i have nothing to say liao nehs..so stop here bah!hope tomorrow everthings is going smoothly..
night,bubbai~ have a nice dreams ya=)

=X

haihz,today do the same mistake again!when i just can stop it??i don't know!God!please help me!help me won't do the same mistake again!!sigh~
today got chat with my friend..she said that want go the course something like find the way in your future,your mind,your thinking and more la..she said that she wan go try..first i told her that she no serious til wan go attend that kind of course..but she said she wan try,so i support her..may be that is good for her also..hope she can happy always,don't be so dump..be more happy and find the way she want in the future..jiayou bah!
today work whole day again,tired!my body is out of battery already,lols!left 4 days i will be move out from this home that i live started from me 3 years old..very long time izzit?hmmp,bo bian la..i don't want my mum so suffer and this freaking place,i hope my mum can be happy always then no more tired and no more suffer..can be more freedom,hehe=)
opps,tired already so stop here la..night,chaos~=D

lazy~=P

wau,long time i didn't update my blog..hahas!!plus busy and lazy too,lols!recently happen many things beside me..sad de happy de all have..sad is my relative pass away last week,went to him's funeral T_T but i think that's good for him,if not he must stay in the hospital,that's very suffer you know??even no energy to eat,to talk and many,sobsob..but i think now he already go to Heaven and may be looking at us from the Heaven?hehe..anyway,rest in peace ya Q Gong..you will always in our heart til forever and ever=)
the happy things?is i want move house on next Saturday,lols!and can everyday meet with my cousin and also my grandma,cause they become my neighbour liao,hahas!!then for mummy good also,the important things that made me agree to move is mummy norhs,i think she will feel more comfortable and freedom already,hehe=) and also want thanks my cousin,uncle..especially is ah ping shu,aunt,jaxling,christie jie,ah kok,ai sze jie and more..they all really help us many in the house that we want to move in..once again,thanks ya=)
beside that,i reformat my freaking stupid pc already,lols!cause damn lag la,so i asked my cousin-long help me to reformat,so thanks ya long!=) then also updated my pc!lols!if not my pc really outdated liao lo!xD really,i didn't lie you..even my msn also is 7.1 de i think=.=! really very cham,but now ok already!hahas!cause long help me updated all til the latest one,hahas!thanks ya long=)
hmmp,recently busy work also..and a bit scare too nehs,cause now got swine flu T_T my working friends all get flu=.=!so i wan eat more vitamin!hahahahahhaa!just kidding la=p anyway,friends you all must take good care also ya=)
blank again=.=!so i stop here lur,hehe..night=) bubbai=)

=D

hmmp,long time didn't update my blog already=p cause lazy lor,and tired too..but got people said ''update please'',hahas!so i came and blogging norhs..=p
but i really nothing to wrote,lols..boring life,boring jeefren=.=!
tomorrow is my offday,hoho!don't know got go out boh?but i think won't la,stay at home more nice,hehe..recently lazy go shopping liao,hahas=p
ohya!now got a disease called ''swine flu''..kinda terrible man!so everybody must take good care of yourself ya..remember always wash your hand and keep clean..
hmmp,i nothing to wrote liao=.=! so just stop here bah!continue tomorrow may be,hehe!!=)
chaos~ night=)

~如果我变成回忆~

累了 交困里努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中 不听话的 就停止了

听着 你心像往常还有热
越美丽越更勇敢的 我还能展示什么
如果我连自己的脉搏 都难掌握

如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你坐挨哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你想到我让深爱的你仍还孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心

如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会颁这种法门
想牵着你 槛门上搂紧
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他给你 我不怪你

快乐 什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻想
把你紧紧抱着可知你是我生命中的 最舍不得

如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你坐挨哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你仍还孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心

如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会颁这种法门
想牵着你 槛门上搂紧
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他给你

如果我变成回忆 最怕我单独终极
顽固的烂在空气 不整理行李 每一寸空隙
原来依然爱我的你总哭 承受失去
这样不公平 请你整理 把我忘记

=)

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO MUMMY =)
I LOVE YOU=)
YOU'RE THE BEST!!=)

worry-ing...='(

my grandma's cousin so i call??anyway,we all called him uncle..he now get sick live at general hospital,sobsob..so worry about him,me even not dare go to visit him..i scare me cry!T_T my cousin-jess went to visit him just now and she told me the situation at there..said that saw him vomit,whole body felt very uncomfortable,very suffer too..i cried when i heard that!T_T God,may You bless uncle,hope he can feel more better,and no more suffer and faster recover..i really can't imagine when i last time saw him when chinese new year still very strong and healthy,then now heard the news that he already go general hospital cause sick..get shocked when i knew that,haihz..he son all came back from KL already,like that more good la..as least got people can take good care of him..
so may God bless him always,and recover soon..

sigh~

haihz,this few days lazy to update my blog,plus tired again..so me 3 days didn't update my blog=.=! lazy!!very very lazy!don't know why,haihz..
and i think me want move to my grandma there already,no more live at thai poo..so scareT_T scare that i can't live well at my grandma thereT_T sobsob!actually not live with my grandma la,is the house beside her..very worry about that,really hope that can live here thai poo can liao,even my sister also don't want we move back to grandma there..but see mummy so suffer,everyday work til very tired,haihz..then the freaking stupid boss still complain this and that!so li hai you go do it yourself la!u think my mum robot izzt?use battery izzit?!my mum also is human hoh!i won't blame you la!cause you not human ma,is animal so sure is animal de brain then don't know how to think la!noob!!!even no brain at all!!!
new environment for me?may be yes,may be not..cause before me live at there til me 3 years old then move to thai poo..so many years already ler,then now want move back again,haihz..izzit good for us?really don't know,hope so..hope everything going smoothly,may God bless us always bah!and the most important is my mum can live well,comfortable,and sleep well=)!and freedom!!!no more fix!!!!!=)hehe..
anyway,new environment,new beginning,new life!!=)
may God bless us always,we need You very very much!=)

~gotta be somebody~

this time i wonder what it feels like

to find the one in this life,the one we all dream of

but dreams just aren't enough

so I'll be waiting for the real thing

I'll know it by the feeling

the moment when we're meeting will play out like scene

straight off the silver screen

so I'll be holding my own breath right up til the end

until that moment when i find the one that I'll spend forever with

cause nobody wants to be the last one there

cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares

someone to love with my life in their hands

there's gotta be somebody for me like that

cause nobody wants to do it on their own

and everyone wants to know they're not alone

there's somebody else that feels the same somewhere

there's gotta be somebody for me out there

tonight,out on the street,out in the moonlight

and you know this feels too right

it;s just like deja vu

me standing here with you

so I'll be holding my own breath,could this be the end?

is it that moment when i find the one that I'll spend forever with

you can't give up,looking for a diamond in the rough

you never know when it shows up

make sure you're holding on

cause it could be the one,the one you're waiting on

gosh!!=X

damn!!i went to skin clinic today,for what?my face again la!!sienz!my face vry cham now,small small de pimples!!T_T even is small small de case,but the most i worry is the brand that i used to wash my face is not suit for me ma,scare got effect later,so i went to see doctor more better lo..then you know the doctor told me what??my hormones is unbalance =.=!!wth?????are you sure??hmmp..my mum said may be too..cause she said that me always work now,then til late late just sleep,plus before i never work till like this..just sleep eat rest at home,lols!now just be more busy a bit for work my face became like that!sao arr!!!T_T
today nothing special norhs,still the same..but today my lao ban niang asked me now got what plan,T_T!the same question again ''want go where study?'' ''continue work?'' haihz..don't know la,just answer her simply..just like '' i don't know o,see 1st lor,hehe''=.=!same right??is any people can tell me what i'm gonna to do now is right one??is true one??is good for me one?? no comment!haihz...........

if you just left 10 days??what you gonna to do??

just now i see the magazine get from ting there last night..suddenly i saw a title ''if you just left ten days to live in this world what you gonna to do??''
if i really left only ten days in this world i think i won't spend the time in very sad de situation,cry everyday..i will do all things i wish i want before i leave this world..what will i do?1st sure is i won't let my family my friends,the all people besides me know about this sad news!cause don't want see them sad,see them unhappy='(..2nd of course is my family!i sure always stick together with them like chewing gam,i know this may made them angry,beh song or what,but so what?i just leave 10days!and will always say that ''i love you mum,dad and sis!must take good care of yourself=)'' after that is my friends,my lovely friends!i will try my best to help you all when you need in this 10days!cause after this i may won't meet you forever and ever again='( beside that,i also will go find the people i hate i don't like!just scold them what i very beh song what i really don't like!hahas!of course i will do that,if not i won't have the chance to scold them already!hehe..but for the friends i love i like sure will accompany with you all the time,hang out together and make the happy memories,sweet memories and leave all this all happy memories to you all=)!and the all memories will always keep in my heart!til forever and ever!!=) and many many things i have to do,have to accomplish!if you suddenly tell me that me just left 10days to live for me is not enough!totally not enough!!='( many things i want to do!!
and last if i really left 10days i will shout to you all ''i love you all!!take good care!!'' and give them a big big big big big hug!!!!!!=)
so guys,appreciated what you have now,the every things,every people beside you!don't till the time just feel regret!that's too late already...

<爱过,终没爱好>

• 永远，只不过是两颗心之间愿意守候的距离。
• 有些人，因为太爱对方而失去自己。有些人，则太爱自己而失去对方。
• 拥有爱，是一种幸福；失去爱，将会是另一种幸福。每一位离开的人，都应该被祝福；留下的人，当学会珍重。
• 有些人，虽然离开了，却永远留在对方的心底，对真正爱过的人来说，这未尝不是一种最好的归宿，一生珍惜。
• 爱情来的时候，为了取悦对方，恋人们常千方百计改变自己，甚至委屈求全。直到爱情走了，才发现生命的一切有待加倍的努力才能还原。
• 无声，是感情尽头的一种境界。与其要对方给一个理由，还一个公道，不如让自己优雅地告别爱情，转身，就是新的人生。
• 势着于某种特定的类型，是爱情的坚持，也是爱的盲点。爱过以后，如果相信世间种种终必成空，何必再不能成全的感情里，计较输赢？放手祝福吧！
• 暗恋的表白，需要极大的勇气，但在酝酿勇气的过程中，常被别人捷足先登。时机，原来也是爱情里必须充分掌握的关键。
• 有时候，一次巧合，让她对一个人刻苦铭心；而另一次巧合，却能让她有足够的勇气，将那个人忘的干干净净。
• 明日，明日各自天涯。遗忘，或许是止痛疗伤最好的办法。
• 失去的本身并不可怕，最令人遗憾的不是失去，而是拥有得时候，没有好好珍惜。
• 恋爱的对象没有十全十美的，只要对方的条件符合我在意的几项，他就是我的100分。
• 主动，被动，不如互动。爱或被爱，不如相爱。「这或许是最好的结局吧='( 」
• 得不到的，也许是最好的；但得不到的，可能是最适合自己的。
• 有享受快乐的权利，也有承担痛苦的能力，才是完整的人生！

agree or disagree???

hehe=) but all this i think really happen in reality,life may be is hard..but if you face all the things with positive,try your best to solve it,soon sure you can find the way out=) jia you bah!life still want to continue,be more braver and braver to face your life =)

yipee!!tomorrow me offday=) stay at home?i don't think so,cause i hope me can go boulevard,hahas!cause i want buy something ma=p actually me just now already went to boulevard la..but when me reached there then that shop i want to go already closed!sienz!so?bo bian lo,hope tomorrow my cousin got go then me just follow them,hahas=) and want apologize to my friends,i made him sad jor i think,sigh!i told him the news that made him sad!!regret qin!T_T i really don't have any means that want made you sad de,i tot all already passed so you won't care about that,haihz..sorry='( i not sure that you is really sad or not,but i can felt that you got a bit down now..T_T but that all things already passed la,just be more stronger bah..i know you can do it de!jiayou!don't go think about the sad things liao,i'll be the machine in your brain!cancel all the unhappy memories in your brain,hehe..jiayou=)

~come back to me~

The rain falls on my windows,and the coldness runs through my soul

And the rain falls,the rain falls

I don't want to be alone,

I wish that I could photoshop,all our bad memories

Cuz the flashbacks,the flashbacks

Won't leave me alone

If you come back to me,I'll be all that you need

Baby come back to me

Let me make up for what happened in the past

Baby come back to me,I'll be everything you need

Baby come back to me,boy you're one in a million

Baby come back to me,I'll be everything you need

Baby come back to me,you're one in a million

Lower East Side of Manhattan,she goes shopping for new clothes

And she buys this and she buys that,just leave her alone

I wish that he would listen to her side of the story

It isn't that bad, it isn't that bad

And she's wiser for it now

I admit I cheated

Don't know why I did it,but I do regret it

Nothing I can do or say can change the past

Everything I ever did,Heaven knows I'm sorry babe

I was too young to see,you were always there for me

And my curiosity got the better of me

Baby take it easy on me

Anything from A to Z,call me what you wanna babe

I open my heart to thee

You are my priority

Can't you see you've punished me,more than enough already

Baby take it easy on me

~come back to me~

=)

woohooooo!!!promote a nice song again!!ting intro me one,hahas..so nice o~i like it so much!!called ''come back to me'' sang by ''utada hikaru''!!but i don't know is new song or what,but really such a nice song and sad too i think,hehe!!just go and try it!100% guarantee you won't regret la=)
just now went to pharmacy='( mummy bought medicine for my leg,haihz..my leg getting more worst and worst liao,sienz..sometime felt painful again!!grrrrr!so mummy go bought medicine for me lor,and just now me shun bian asked tat doctor see my face!my face too!more worst again liao!!haihz!!the stupid pimples kept on growing on my face!even my friends said there is nothing on my face!but when me wash my face can felt it de hoh!so bought medicine for my face too!!haihz..CHAM!!what a freaking stupid pimples!!!!grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!! don't know that medicine suit my face or not='(
this few days i think me want tired till pengsan!!!cause my big boss posted 5 big big big boxes of books from KL!!!T_T then we all starting busy again,sigh~ so many books ler!!!have to wrap it again!!duhh~~today me already wrapped almost 100 de books ler!!!=X gosh!give me ten pairs of hand please=X may be not enough??lols=p whatever la,as long my partner will share share with me also de la,hehe=p
last,anybody can please tell me what's wrong on Digi??why i kept on tried to reload myself but failed??kept said upgrading technology,daily interruptions =.=!sienz!haihz..but what can do?have to wait till tomorrow lor..
so i stop here bah!hehe..wish you all have a nice dreams ya=) chaos~=)
and remember go try that nice song owh=D

wheres my future???T_T

just finished viewed adeline's blog..and know that she is going to MMU study on June,gratz ya adeline=) finally you made the right decision for yourself=)
suddenly many question come out in my mind again,haihz...many of my friends already made the decision want go where and where study liao,but i'm still here..still don't know what should i choose in my next step,sigh~ study?work?my future?i don't know me got future or not,cause even now me want continue study or work or what me also don't know..sometime felt that myself very useless la T_T everyday doing nothing,haihz..when people asked me ''ting,where you want going to study now?continue study or what?''then i have nothing to say,just answer like ''don't know o,see first lo..'' every time is the same question same answer!!arrgggggg!!!feels like want cry already='( somebody please come and guide me='( my brain even think til wan explore liao at last also is the same!!no ANSWER at all='(

HELP ME!!!!!!!='(